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About nightblueone

Not looking ... girl is married and He knows all about this, does not hide nor lie to Him. This slave is Gor she does live it real life.

If you feel the need to know about this girl, look under tameableslave, yes she run to nicks here but the ones the know her, know she is very real. So if you don't like it, ya can kisse her lil brown buttom.






That Voice
By Doe


It was dark outside, for it was way passed midnight. Cathy knew this, as she was still awake. She was sitting in the dark living room thinking about what happen early this evening. Knowing that she should be in bed sleeping, for she did have an early day tomorrow. But she knew that she would not be going to bed anytime soon.
Cathy was at her board meeting for the end of month. She did know that there would be lots of new personal there today. As she was sitting there, she heard that voice. She didn’t know where it was coming from…only that it was coming from behind her. That voice had to be sexiest, the deepest voice Cathy has ever heard in her live time. God she is going to find out who was talking. For it keeps re-playing in her mind. Oh that voice…how she can forget that voice. Sitting here thinking she will find out who it was…for that she is sure. Knowing that tonight she will find out anything.
Designating it was to get ready for bed. She heads for the bedroom trying to not think of that voice. Getting ready for bed now she will try to rest, lying down on the queen size bed, she just looks up, thinking. As she was falling to sleep, she stated having this dream of that voice.....
She was hearing that voice whispering in her ear. She could feel the hot breath lightly blowing on it. At this time she could not hear what it was saying. But the sound of it was so drugging to her that she could almost cum in her sleep. As she was sleeping, Cathy knew that this was crazy, for she didn’t know who this person was but the tone of his voice was so deep, so sexy. Dreaming of his voice as Cathy fell asleep.
Kneeling this one has her hands resting on her knees, palms up. Her head lower with her eyes looking at the floor. For she is waiting for Master allow her to enter His room. With head lower, this girl whispers, “Master may this girl enter Master’s room”? Not looking up this girl waits for Master to speak to her. All she can hear is His voice, it is what she waits for, and just the sound of it will get her heart racing.
The room was sum-dark; the only light was coming for a few candles around the room. As she was kneeling at the door way, waiting for Master allow her to enter. Master answer, “yes lilone you may enter.” Knowing how her Master allowed her to enter His’ room, she stayed on her knees. Crawling to Him,

Foundational tenets for service

These are not negotiable.

Integrity

Your integrity is one of the few things in this world that cannot be taken from you. It can?t be ripped away.?It can?t be torn from you.?It can be beaten out of you.?To lose it YOU must give it away.

Honesty is a key tenet in our lifestyle.?A relationship cannot exist with out it.

Integrity slips are not tolerated be they by deceit or omission of fact.?They result in severe punishment or immediate termination of service.

Respect

Respect must be earned, and I will.?Until it is earned, civilities are absolutely required.?I will not demand your respect, but I must insist on a complete lack of disrespect.

Disrespect will be grounds for severe punishment or immediate termination of service.

Loyalty

Loyalty must also be earned.?But disloyalty must be avoided while a relationship grows.

Even if your term of service is for 1 session, others see how you behave.?You can ruin a budding relation by bad mouthing a scene partner.?The other subs will not forget. They forget nothing.

As you grow, remember you represent me even when I am not there.?If you are a screaming foul mouth sub in public, what will people think of me...even though they have not yet meet me.

 

 

 

Trust

This lifestyle cannot exist without trust.?

How could you allow me to put you in bondage if you don?t truly believe you are safe in my hands?

Communications

Free speech is guaranteed in this country.?I gave twenty years of my life to defend these rights.?That being said, there are ways, times and places to express your opinions.

In public, no outward form of argument or questioning will be tolerated.?I speak - you nod.

In public, urgent requests may be whispered out of the hearing of others.?This is not license to argue in hushed tones

In private, discussions may be held.?It would be wise to watch your form, tone, and attitude lest you completely tune your message out to me as I plot your punishment.

If these cannot be met?seek here no further.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The following pages some thought provoking information is provide to stimulate your thought process in your consideration to begin service.

 The submissive's Creed

I will communicate with complete honesty of my needs, desires, limits, and experiences to my Master. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but it could also lead to physical and emotional harm.

I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should, nor will I place demands on my Master.

I will keep an open mind about trying things that I have not been previously exposed to and will always be open to expanding my limits. Through this, I will continue on my journey to grow into the well rounded submissive I desire to be.

I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill his wishes and desires.

I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, for I know that being "submissive" does not entitle my Master to be hurtful or treat me without compassion.

I will be courteous and helpful to all other submissive?s.

I will endeavor to share my knowledge and my experiences with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from that which I?ve come to know. I will be respectful of others whose lifestyle may differ from my own and whose submission may attain a different level that which I have reached. I will be responsive to my Master acknowledging that all he does is in my best interest. I will not try to hide what my mind and body are feeling from my Master. By making him aware I assist him in his responsibilities as my authority. I know that Dominants are not psychic and I cannot expect my Master to know the thoughts or feelings that I have not communicated.

I know that my actions reflect upon my Master, and I will do my best to help others to see him in a positive way. I know that others will note his achievements through the manner in which I present myself thus I will endeavor to be the best I can be. I will not intentionally embarrass or displease my Master.

I will take pride in who and what I am, and will never show myself in a negative way nor will I ever cause others to think that being submissive means to be weak or insecure. I know that being a submissive is a statement of my belief in myself, and my desire to share the gift that of my submission with my Dominant.

Above all else, I will wear my title of submissive with great honor.

The submissive's Prayer

Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom.

Allow me the spirit to know His needs.

Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace.

Allow me the love to show Him myself.

Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him.

Allow me the light to show us the way.

Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him.

Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him.

Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him.

Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman.

Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself.

Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely.

Give me the strength to please us both.

Permit me to love myself, in loving Him.

For it is my greatest wish, my highest power to make His life complete, as He makes mine.

The Nine Degrees of Submission

1. The Outright Non-submissive Masochist or Kinky Sensualist

Not into servitude, humiliation or giving up of control; just pain and/or spiced-up sensuality, on the masochist?s own terms for the masochist?s own pleasure (i.e.: being turned on solely or mainly by one's own bodily sensations, rather than being turned on by being "used" to gratify one's partner's sadism.)

2. Pseudo-submissive non-slave

Not into even playing "slave", but into other "submissive" role-playing, e.g.: schoolteacher scenes, infantilism, "forced" transvestism. They are usually into humiliation, but NOT into servitude, even in play. Dictates the scene to a large degree.

3. Pseudo-submissive PLAY slave

Likes to play at being slave. Likes to *feel* subservient; may in some cases like to *feel* that one is being "used" to gratify one's partner's sadism; and may even really serve the dominant in some ways, but only on the "slaves" own terms. They dictate the scene to a large degree, often fetishistic (e.g. foot worshippers).

4. True submissive non-slave

Really gives up control (though only temporarily and within agreed upon limits), but gets his/her main satisfaction from aspects of submission *other than* serving or being used by the dominant. They usually are turned on by suspense, vulnerability, and/or giving up of responsibility. Doesn't dictate the scene except in very general terms, but still seek mainly her/his own *direct* pleasure (rather than getting one's pleasure mainly from pleasing the dominant.)

5. True submissive PLAY slave

Really gives up control (though only temporarily; only during brief "scenes" and within limits) and gets his/her main satisfaction from serving and being used by the dominant - but only for FUN purposes, usually erotic. (May or may not be into pain, but if so, is turned on by pain *indirectly*, i.e.: enjoys being the objects on one's partner's sadism, on which the submissive places few requirements or restrictions.)

6. Uncommitted short-term but more-than-play semi-slave

Really gives up control (though usually within limits); wants to served and be used by the dominant; wants to provide practical/non-erotic as well as fun/ erotic services; but only when the "slave" is in the mood. May even act as a full-time slave for, say, several days at a time, but is free to quit at any time (or at the end of the agreed upon several days). May or may not have a long-term relationship with one's Mistress/Master, but, either way, the "slave" has the final say over when he or she will serve.

7. Part-time consensual but REAL slave

Has ongoing commitment to an owner/slave relationship, and regards oneself as the Mistress's/Master's "property" at all times. Wants to obey and please her/him in all aspects of life - practical/non-erotic as well as fun/erotic. Devotes most of one's time to other commitments (eg: job) but the Mistress/Master has first pick of the slave's free time.

8. Full-time live-in consensual slave

Within no more than a few broad limits/requirements, the slave regards herself/ himself as existing solely for the Mistress's/Master's use, pleasure and well-being. The slave in turn expects to be regarded as a prized possession. Not much different from the situation of the traditional housewife, except that within the S/M world the slaves? position is more likely to be fully consensual, especially if the slave is male (since men certainly aren't socially pressured into this kind of lifestyle). Within the S/M world, a full-time "slave" arrangement is entered into with an explicit awareness of the magnitude of power that is being given up, and hence is usually entered into much more carefully, with more awareness of the possible dangers, and with much clearer and more specific agreements than usually precede the traditional marriage.

9. Consensual total slave with no limits

A common fantasy ideal that probably doesn't exist in real life (except in authoritarian religious cults and other situations where the "consent" is induced by brainwashing and/or social or economic pressures, and hence isn't fully consensual.) A few S/M purists will insists that you aren't really a slave unless you're willing to do absolutely *anything* for your Mistress/ Master, with no limits at all. There are a few who claim to be no-limits slaves, but in all cases it would be reasonable to doubt the claim.

Where do you see yourself?

What level do you wish to achieve?

 

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