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I don't even know why I'm here. Just a deep seated feeling I suppose. I'm very stubborn, with a sharp tongue and easy to wind up, so that's why I'm a bit confused as to why I have these urges, I think I'd be the worst submissive ever. I'm unexperienced when it comes to sex, very shy and self conscious.
I'm intelligent, artistic and deep thinking. I need intelligence in a man, or I'll have absolutely no respect for you, sorry. I can sing/play guitar but I don't play in front of people. I'm irrationally scared of the dark spiders and heights. Most would say I'm fragile, I have the occasional wake up screaming nightmare, and blow everything out of proportion. Just putting it all out there!
I have real life commitments, incredibly important ones that will never take a back seat, so if you're not into that keep looking.
One of my true passions is driving, fast. When everything becomes too much and I feel like I can't escape from my mind I get in the car. The feeling when the car jolts forward, as I slip into next gear at full revs, adrenaline bubbling up into my throat, is what I can only imagine ecstacy feeling like.
I find it difficult letting people do things for me. Because I've always had to do everything myself. Fixing my car on the side of the highway at midnight in the freezing rain because I had no choice. Learning the basics of plumbing, electric and gas heating systems because I had to. Because I had no choice. Not things I want to be able to do, things that I've been forced to be good at because of being let down by the partners I've had.
I want and crave a dominant man, who will push me hard to be who I want to be. A man who has no problem kissing away the tears he's just caused.
I beleive our generation is becoming so busy trying to prove that women can do what men can do, that women are losing their uniqueness. Women weren't created to do everything a man can do. Women were created to do everything a man can't do. Anti-Feminist, right wing mostly.
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