Seeking the punishment of degradation and humiliation

Even though in most ways I act like any ordinary guy I often feel different inside around certain older men. I feel lower in status but not in a way that is diminishing to my spirits. When I talk with an older man who affects me in such a way, it fills me with excitement. I love dominate older men and I strongly crave to delve deeper into my submissive nature. I dream of someday living with an older father figure to care for and love me. I would be your live-in boy and you would be my daddy. You would often keep my naked and collared as a reminder of my loyalty to you. I’m very well behaved and do not desire much physical pain but rather sexual humiliation and role-play to humble and control me.

Things I like: Feeling your hand on my body as it is rubbed and caressed. I’d turn over and enjoy being kissed softly on my lips. Your hand slides to my chest, you pinch my nipple and I whimper softly with pleasure in your ear. I kiss you wantonly, my eyes beg for your touch you see my look of desire has taken total hold of my body and soul. You put your fingers inside my mouth and I suck them wishing it was your cock. I spread my legs wide and lay back to feel your fingers wet with my saliva slide up inside my anus. I feel two of your fingers rubbing me inside harder and harder pushing little spurts of pre-cum from my cock. I moan for more as you pull your fingers out and make me lick them clean. You take my head and force me to my knees. I open my mouth and take your cock into my hungry mouth. I suck the head and lick the shaft I start to deep throat your cock. I want it deep in my throat I want to make you cum so badly. You grab my ears and thrust my face deeper down on you, I gag but you keep pumping my throat. I know that my daddy needs it hard and I want to give it to you badly. I want the gift of your joy juice in my belly. I give you no resistance and let you fuck my face. I give my throat to you fully and completely. Drool drips uncontrollably from my mouth as you gag my throat with your throbbing cock. You cum deep in my throat and I suck you harder making sure every delicious drop finds its way inside me. You feel totally relaxed and leave me naked wishing for sexual release (something I would rarely be allowed as your boi because I am to be kept horny and sexually motivated above all else) You leave me in chastity so that I can not pleasure my cock when I’m out of your sight.

How do I feel about certain sexual practices?

I love Ass-play. I want you to make me feel the joy of being a boy. Use toys anal beads dildos vibrators and butt plugs in my hole.

Anal Sex: I sit on a Sybian or you use a fucking machine on me for enduring lengths of time. You come back much later, after my ass has been thoroughly reamed. You pull me free of the machine and I sigh with relief. My internal freedom only last for s short while as you bend me over and fill me with your cock. You fuck me hard in my raw and reddened hole till I cry and I feel your release inside me. I lay sore but happy to be filled with daddy’s joy juice.

Ass to mouth: I expect to clean up after getting daddies cock up my hole. It’s a good habit to get into because it ensures I keep clean too.

Milking: Use your fingers or a aneros on me Milk me into a pail till I’m totally dry

Role-play: I love being a boy toy but I occasionally like being cast into other roles as well. I’ll get into the playing my role for you as sincerely as possible whether I’m being walked as your puppy (wagging my happy ass in the air) or spread on your bed as your prissy feminine whore,