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Not sure what to say here. I have been with women and men in vanilla lifestyle but it never really fit. I ended up being alone, depressed, and gained a lot of weight because I couldn't find anyone and got depressed. Being a lone closeted pervert, i started to watch a lot of porn and ended up getting hooked on transgender stuff.
I've experimented with plugs, with dressing, and kind of kept it private. I don't want that anymore. I want to be happy like all those tgirls in videos and pictures. I want to make someone happy and so I've been working out like crazy. I've lost 10 pounds, I'm focusing on body tone and leg exercises, and I know I am a huge work in progress.
What I am signing up here for is to see if there is anyone who can help me be like those pretty t-girls. I am not asking for a hand-out. I have a job and money to buy my own stuff/clothes. I've grown my hair out down to my shoulders and am learning how to curl it. It's something i want to become more comfortable with.
If you've read this far, then I guess outside of feminization I also want to try some other bdsm changes. I did a lot of reading and i like the doms that have their sissy's clit locked up. I'd like to try extended chastity with a key holder. I'd also like to try objectification with sensory deprivation.
I dont know how deep in the rabbit hole I will fall, but I like to think that every day I improve a little bit more.
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