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If I block you then I have no interest in you!
If you have had the same pic up for over a year or more take a new one and update your profile!
You can't call others fake on your posts or profile is your presenting a false you!
Thanks! |
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Happy mothers day to all the mothers!
Btw
i miss You! |
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its so hard to let go...
even as long as its been...
idk what to even do.. |
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Looking at His old journals make me sad
Its been a long day
Time to relax... |
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I have been away for a while
I have a new job its really amazing
And yay baseball season is here |
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Please don't get offended if I say your not my type
I may be a submissive but you don't get that side until I give it to you
Thanks
:) |
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I haven't been on much lately
I really have a strong desire for an amazing dom!
He knows who he is...
I'm just afraid
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Happy valentines day everyone!
Had a message that started my day off fantastic! :) |
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Its been a horrible day...
A head ache! Turning into a migraine!
Having so much on my mind!
Sorry to my friends if i have been short in messages today!
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Sooo... im not good at what it is i need to do...
When you have the need to be guided and not make decisions and get told to have to come up with stuff on your own... its really actually hard! Hmmm... looks like its gonna be a long day! |
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All i can do is apologize... i don't expect a second chance... just forgiveness... if a second chance is offered i will be grateful!
On another note im finally feeling better! The flu is leaving my system! Still not 100% but its getting there! |
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Its hard to want something you can not have! Not because you weren't given the chance but because you messed it up! I won't say his name but there is an amazing Master on this site! Probably one of the only one i. Respect.
Sir I'm a number 4 on the SL code
Its hard being new to the lifestyle and scared of it at the same time. You make mistakes and unfortunately mine ruined a great oportunity for me. I am maturing an can honestly say I messed up and I have no clue what it is that I'm doing. I need guidance and structure. Being submissive is only a small percentage of what its all about! |
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For everyone concerned... I'm much better now! Flu no more! I'm feeling so very much better now! Thanks for everyone concerns! |
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Thank for everyones concern
I'm not feeling much better yet but resting and taking my meds still
Thanks :) |
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So...
Just got back from the dr and i have the flu
Can't get out of bed for five days!
So I will have plenty of tim to reply back! |
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Hey everyone
Sorry if I haven't gotten to reply back
I started school and have been busy
:) |
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Finally feeling 100%!
Grrr I hate this weather! It sure didn't help any!
Thanks for everyones concern!
Very much appreciated! |
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Feeling better now!
Yay!
Thanks for all the love everyone! |
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If you got blocked that means get the fuck off my page! |
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Sorry if I haven't answered messages I'm sick |
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another confession...
Im a brat!
I KNOW!
:(
I am in need of the right person to teach me...
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this is hard to admit but I'm too afraid to move forward in my search...
A wise Dom told me recently that just because I think I'm ready doesnt mean I am...
I enjoy my comfort zone... But I'm not satisfied with it...
Advice is much needed from all...
Thanks ;) |
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I would love to get involved in the community
can anyone kindly help ? |
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I have to do something different!
I can't find the doing things this way...
:(
Just sad...
Hard to admit... But I need direction...
:( |
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Literotica
Best stories... Can make a pussy wet real quick! :) |
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It kills when you want someones attention but afraid to admit it... You talk a little but not enough... At least not to you.... Hmm... ... ... |
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Time to get back out there
Uncollared...
Ready for the one!
I'm hard headed.... Who's up for the challenge! |
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Dont judge me...
Shit happens... Sternlove is a great dom
Just not for me...
I wish him well |
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My emotions are in a mix right now...
Really need to see Daddy soon! |
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Your gonna get blocked if you message me just to talk shit! Or if my daddy feels your disrespectful!
THANKS! |
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*** In his arms ***
Is exactly where I want to be! |
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To all you haters... YES I am a submissive... But.... Only to Him...
to me your just another bitch or ass hole!
Thanks! |
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Awww :) He is so sweet!
I can't wait for this weekend!
Thank You for being everything I need! |
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If you message me just to hate on me then FUCK YOU!
THANKS! |
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Best conversation yet :)
SternLove has my heart racing! |
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I'm enjoying my conversations with him...
I won't mess it up this time! |
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I'm slightly speechless at the moment!
Haven't felt this way in a while... |
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Let me state facts right now... I'm tired of seeing on young peoples profile "i may be young but I know what I'm doing... Etc"
I'm young and I will admit there is so much left to learn ...
So some people need a wake up call! |
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1. If your picture looks like it was from the 80s please dont lie and say its new...
2. Yes I have came out with being bi sexual ;)
3. Dont judge me until you actually know me!
THANKS! :) |
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Its saturday morning and I'm up early...
Never a good thing...
I like my sleep :( |
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Feeling mostly better today...
Just a hang over :( |
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im ready to obey!
Yes Sir!
Just have to find the one! |
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Saturday morning....
I think its time to get my nails done
:) |
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I'm such a bad girl :)
Hehe |
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Hell ya friday....
Time to find some trouble to get into
:) |
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Let em kno that everything did...
Nails down to hair...
Everything did :)
You fancy,huh.....
YUPP :)
Im having a pretty good day... Mmmm I love Drake
He can bend me over any day :) |
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To all you doms checking me out... I'm probably more intelligent than more than half of you... I'm not on this site to be degraded... Find some one else to message! Your annoying me! |
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I have come back with a new look on things... I am a prize... I am one of the best... And I won't be treated any less... I kno my role as a sub... And I am ready :) |
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Yes I have an attitude if you don't like it don't look at my page! Stop getting mad cuz I don't reply to your messages! |
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I'm a sexy ass BITCH! If you don't like it then FUCK YOU! |
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What's wrong with being sexy?... |
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Calling me a slut makes me want to curse you out! Not turn me on! |
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Going to do what I can to get back on good terms!!!!!!!! |
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Omg i had the best dream about Him!
It was AMAZING!!!!!!!!
I just wish He would talk to me!
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So...
Wtf is up with you ugly ass guys tryna hit me up!
Uhhh NO!
Your just making me mad!
Give up! NOW!!!!
THANKS :) |
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Wow
So i went out to eat
And could have sworn i saw him
My heart just started to race
But then... i came to reality
Wasn't him
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Sorry to inform everyone but I'm considering deleting my page...
Maybe in the future I will be back but for now there isn't anything on here for me...
I'm hurt and its my own fault... but I wish everyone luck! I hope you find what you're looking for! |
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i haven't been on here in forever! i have made a really stupid choice in just being lazy and tired. And now i feel like an idiot! im too ashamed to say anything at the moment :(
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Well...
im starting to feel some what better...
not how i would like and im sure not how Sir would like...
But...
im up more and talking more...
so i guess progress is progress..
(:
Missing Sir more and more and more!!!!
:( sucks....
but... i will see him soon... :) |
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i miss Sir so very bad!
i have been sick this past week so i havent been able to see Him! :(
It completely sucks!!!!
So there isnt much to update here... Except how much i miss Him!!!! |
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if you dont like what the fuck i write then get the fuck off my damn profile!
THANKS! |
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i feel like complete crap! is it still failing if you know exactly what your doing but you did it anyway knowing you were gonna fail...
Ya i know... that just makes it worse... but now i feel like crap! ugh! nothing is going right at all! and usually i dont mope about it! but at the moment its all i can think of...
:( guess its just a sad face for tonight... ): |
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i dont feel the need to get on here as much now that i have found Sir. W/we might not be official, but my devotion is to HIm. i miss Sir dearly and cant wait to see Him! i cant describe the feeling of just looking down at my phone everytime it rings or i get a message and hoping its from Him! :) and when it is... it puts a smile on my face (: and can turn my mood completely around! |
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i haven’t been on lately… just a small update…
Sir and i have been talking a lot and i really enjoy
The connection W/we have! i hope to keep Sir happy and hopefully end up long term :) |
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Hmmm... What to say about this amazing day... Sir and i click very well... im so ready to be with Him again. W/we have a really good connection... But i did learn something today... Sitting will remind me of Sir for a few days and the word maybe is no longer in my vocabulary... im a happy girl at the moment and i hope Sir is happy as well... Official or unofficial... Sir is the only person i will be affiliating with so sorry guys... :) |
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The vanilla world truely does suck... Yes i love much of what goes on in the vanilla world... But... The men really are pussys... please excuse my language... But they really are... Its disgusting to me... and i know thats just my opinion... But thats just my thought for the night. I do want to thank Sir for being concerned about me tonight... i thought it was very nice :) |
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Today...
Well it went better than I expected... I had a moment that most subs can relate to... The first time you call Him Sir! Yes I might be very dominant in my vanilla world... But the moment I called him Sir I knew where my heart was... And that is as a sub. I hope everything goes well with Sir. I plan to see him again. Or shall I say He has planned a time to see each other. I didnt expect a strong connection... But it was just something about him... I can still hear his voice in my head!!! Funny thing is... I dont want it to go away... Only time will tell... :) |
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Pretty sure its funny to me that most men are intimidated by me! haha what lames! |
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Its funny to me how I don’t have that much experience in this life style yet I know more than most of you idiots… That goes for both women and men! And to top it all off… No pun intended… All these fake ass people… You don’t send someone a message asking if you wanna bounce on there white cock! Ugh! No! Most of you people on here have no clue what bdsm is even about! Im sorry for you people who are completely real… But all these fakes make us all look bad! Its ridiculous!!! |
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Ugh im still awake! Well today was horrible... Work sucked... And im considering calling in tomorrow! I need to find a new job! And F.Y.I. dont come at me crazy when you message me! I may be a bitch but if you message me correctly you might get the good girl in me (: but if you come at me crazy im gonna just be a STRAIGHT UP BITCH!!! Nite (: |
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A good sub knows when she needs to be punished... And im in need of a punshment... Its shocking to admit it but i do... Or i will stay being the bad girl/bitch that i am!!! |
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I havent wrote a journal in a few days.. I have been so busy with work... Today was a long long day! Im extra tired... Going to just stay home and out of trouble tonight (: ... Not used to being a good girl lol |
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I cant sleep... Up watching in the mix... Thinking about my past... and future... Sometimes if you sit back and think... The world really isnt that complicated... Its just the people in it that make it complicated... hmmm.... Just a thought for the night (: |
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Ok so... Saturday was a super good day... Sunday...eh... not!!! nd Today sucked ass!!! But for all you lame ass people tryna still talk to me... Back the fuck up! Im not interested!!! Thanks! Im a bitch nd proud of it! It takes a real ass nigga to put me in my place! Ima sub not a damn slave! And no i will not turn into one for you! So give it up!!! Oh nd by the way.... i am a sweet lil girl... And i love the daddy dom type... Im not a hard ass all the time... It just takes the right man! |
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To those of you who just think im a bitch i want to let you in on a few parts of my life... I was in a 3 yr horrible relationship... Followed by an engagement that ended with him cheating... My dad was in my life til i was 8 and left and didnt come back into my life until i was 16... My step dad and i get along maybe 2 days out the week so i have had horrible experiences with men... I have been independent all my life... So im a bitch for a reason so get the fuck over it!!! |
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Listen to all u old or creepy ass men... Im actually intellegent and have high standards so get the fuck off my page and dont message me because you will get no response. And I personly dont give two shits if you like what I say or what my profile says!!! |
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Im not stupid u for some of you dumb ass people! I might not be experienced but i know wtf bdsm is about! I know i dont know everything but i know plenty!!! I know its not all about sex and i understand the mental aspect of the life!!!! |
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Ima bitch so get over it! If your not my daddy nd im not considering you i dont gotta be a good girl so get the fuck over it!!! That is all!!! |
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Guess its time to await a new daddy...  |
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I miss my daddy... I wish i knew what to say to him... So many days with out rules and discipline from him has felt so... so... empty... I just dont know what to do!!! |
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UGH... This is just killing me... I still havent talked to my daddy... and i have no clue what to do... I know alot of this is from me not being able to open up... But i have been through so much in my life that it is extremely difficult!!!!    |
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Ok so I have never been so confused... I have been so busy with family stuff the last few days i havent talked to my daddy... its like so much keeps happening over and over again and its super stress full... idk if i am cut out to be a sub... im too family oriented and too successfull in my life i already have... I wanna be my daddys girl i just.. idk its so much going on in my life right now... I kno he will read this and im sorry for not talking to you... I kno im in trouble... but im not meaning to be disobedient honestly... im a very faithful woman!!! I am!!! IM JUST STRESSED!!!! UGH!!! |
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Im starting to get extremely anxious to be in my daddys presence! I cant wait to serve him and make him proud of me! The day he looks in my eyes and tells me good girl will be the best day ever! What ever the task may be... Small or large i will do it! I know in the short time he has owned me i have disobeyed him and that is not good... But he will fix that and turn me into the good little girl i so much want to be!
I LOVE U DADDY! |
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so idk wat to do my daddy feels im not myself... idk how... my feelings havent changed... i still wanna be his bitch and his baby girl... I dont wanna lose wat we have... i just am lost on wat to do or wat to say... ugh... and i dont feel well... so it just makes this so much worse! im so upset!!! |
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wow... so today was a crazy day!!! I got my first punishment :( ... being in trouble really sucks!!! I dont like my daddy mad at me! But all is well now! I love my daddy and i will be on my best behavior from now on!!! |
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So today i became 100% my daddys bitch... It was an exciting moment... I see him and i going very far! He allowed me to go to a concert tonight! It was so fun! THANK YOU DADDY!!! Today was a long day for me! But i wanted to write my first journal entry! And its even better writing knowing i have my daddy in my life! :) |
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