Neferteila


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	About Neferteila Absent from CM- Currently involved in a wonderful relationship. Be well!

PMSing sucks, but even more so as a sub.
It makes me much more emotional than I like, say and do things I would not normally do, bitchy one minute and bawling the next.
Im about ready to build a tent in the backyard and hide from now on- start to finish and come back out when I am sane again...

now not only do I want my coffee,... but chocolate as well. (growls)

I have met some people, talked to some people... will be continuing to talk with some people.
I have made some friends, and met some who I hope to be friends with.

I am content.

Anyone else contemplating going to join the Republic of Lakotah?

*closes her eyes and weeps*

Yes, there was a post here. I removed it. Because I am a goober and was ... a full MONTH off. If you didnt see it, good. If you did,... pretend you didnt.
lol.

Here is a song that I heard in a whole new light tonight. Norah Jones, The Nearness of You.

It's not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you.

It isnt your sweet conversation,
That brings this sensation
Oh no, it's just the nearness of you.

When you're in my arms
and I feel you so close to me
All my wildest dreams came true.

I need no soft lights to enchant me
If you will only grant me the right to hold you ever so tight
and to feel in the night,
the nearness of you.

And here is one that just,... speaks volumes to me of the heart of a woman. If you have never heard it, you should. The passion and depth she sings with are truly amazing.

La Vie En Rose
by Cindy Lauper

Hold me close and hold me fast

the magic spell you cast

This is la vie en rose.

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose.

When you press me to your heart,
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak, angels sing from above
Everyday words seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
and life will always be La vie en rose.

I am going to share my favorite little poem now. :) My morning Coffee Prayer.?????????????????????????????????????????????????

Kaffeine is my morning Goddess; I shall not doze.
She maketh me to wake in green pastures, she leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses and restoreth my buzz.
She leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for her's name sake.
Yea.though I walk thru the valley of the shadow af addicition.
I will fear no Equal(tm) for thou art with me.
Thy cream and thy sugar, they comfort me.
Thou preperest a carafe before me in the presence of Juan Valdez.
Thou anoitest my day with pep. My mug runneth over.
Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life and i shall dwell in the House of Maxwell forever...

and then there is also:

Our father who art maxwell house,
Nescafe be thy name,
thy percalated done, thy coffee come
in starbucks as it is in columbia.
Give us this day our daily java,
as we give java to those who sit with us.
for thine is the kingdom, the power of conciousness,
for ever and ever,
Caffiene!

Someone new I have talked to recently helped me see something in a different light, and I am grateful to them for sharing with me that opinion. It was enlightening.

Their definition of pain-
If it gives pleasure in any way, then it is no longer pain.
One person may think that being whipped is painful,.. and for them it is pain.
Another person may feel that being whipped is the most glorious pleasure they have ever felt,.. and so, for them, it is NOT pain.

It gave me something to think about, as I know I have said before "I do not know how well I can handle pain, or what my pain threshold/limit is."

I like the idea of a new way to look at things like that. Thank you. :) You know who you are.

I have wondered from time to time,...
Why it is, the more I give, the more controlled and dominated I am, the more free I feel.
The tighter to be bound, the more elated I become, and the joy my heart feels as I am trussed up like a turkey unable to move...
Its beautiful.

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