NeedsaLeader


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	About NeedsaLeader I come to you broken, lost and without direction. Inside this chest beats the heart of a lion, caged by its inability to remain disciplined. I can be so much more, but I cant seem to do it on my own. I need a strong dominant figure, I need a teacher and master to help see me to my true potential. in return you will have a most loyal submissive that would see your wishes carried to the ends of the earth and back. I come to you with no ego or misconceptions, I come to you with respect, humbly asking for Your time and effort. I will give you all that I have to give.

Still alone, borderline recluse. Probably for the best as my fondness of people hasn't exactly grown over the years. Nobody looks me in the eyes, just nice people talk to me, and that's usually from a service standpoint where it's expected. I forget to smile, or to just try to look normal when I'm in public sometimes, it seems to like others uncomfortable. I was caught waiting in line for like 5 minutes longer than I should have,I let my mind wander, my arms crossed and I probably looked like death incarnate as I stared into a cart my mind on my troubles. The lady that delayed the line apologized to me, her husband apologized and the cashier apologized as the manager hung around close-by in case I lost it I guess. Sorry people, I just let you see how I really feel for a few moments My days are empty, I'm not working right now because I'm trying to decide what's next.. what to try.. what I can be excited about and work towards. I recently got a bit of money that has allowed me some time to think. Before getting it, I thought the only thing holding me back was money.. as it turns out there's a whole mixture of emotional issues to deal with before I can get a clear picture. I thought this money would make me happy, as it turns out I just worry about wasting it.. lol. When I first wrote this profile I was single from a string of failed relationships with newly Dominant women. I am just as much to blame, I was young and didn't know what I wanted. In truth, I still don't know what I want, I was never able to experience it, and what little oasis experience left me wanting to try more. I decided when I was 24 that I wouldn't date vanilla girls anymore, I remember trying to convert this sweet girl, screwing it all up and feeling some sense of resolve to only pursue Dommes with similar interests. I haven't been with a woman, I haven't held a hand or laughed together.. or shared those amazing moments.. in 7 years this November. It's driving me absolutely crazy. I can't even tell you how lonely I am.

Ha, yes I joined 5 years ago and have been looking ever since. I'm not picky, more like unlucky.. invisible.. not sure. I never thought it would be hard to find a woman close to my age that wants a long term relationship.

If it's money that you're after, then you're a dime a dozen. Pay for play sessions don't hold enough of a connection for me, it isn't about specific acts, it's about belonging.

I have a pic that i'm happy to send upon request.

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