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After lurking for a couple of years, just looking around I feel I'm ready to put myself out there..
First and foremost please know that I am a fervent supporter of the Black Superiority lifestyle, so if you are not Black, please do not message me (Obv, if you are a women looking for a cuckold and you are looking for the same things as me, then well, you are the exception and I will be more than thrilled to talk to you)
I am absolutely fascinated by the natural beauty of the Black Men and Women. A few years back I would have laughed off and immediately dismissed the idea of me ever saying "this man is beautiful, handsome" and while I still feel the same about white men, I am so surprised to say I now lust over Black Men, how sexy and hot I find them, and how I cant wait for my first encounter with one of them
I can't believe how gorgeous they are naked, how big they are and how much lust I have for their male organ
Black Ladies are simply Divine, whether they are Big and Beautiful or Slim and Athletic.. The pride in their eyes, the goodness of their big hearts, the class in their demeanor.. everything about them is mind blowing and my life would never be complete until I can have a chance to show one of them my appreciation and adoration
I am submissive to the core, very well educated, I believe I am very smart, somewhat funny and have presently a nice life. But one thing is missing, as I want more than anything to be owned by a Black Person/Couple and to dedicate my life to loving, respecting, obeying, pleasing them
A few more words about me: I am a wimp, lets say things honestly, I've always been one, I am not an alpha male, not by a long shot, I do not project a confident or dominant attitude, as I am always eager to please, to be given an "attaboy", to be of service
I used to fight people when they would treat me with arrogance or superiority, I used to wish I was better endowed, I used to think of myself as a real man, a strong man, a winner..
With time, I have come to realize that it is useless to live an illusion, stronger men will always treat me like shit, simply because I feel inferior to them, and it shows. Women will always treat me like a doormat, a servant because I am always so quick to open the door for them, to run their errands for them, to try and guess whatever they wish for and work my ass off to please them..
I have never ever been able to satisfy a woman in bed, but recently I've discovered that I have a gift, and its my tongue and my ability to please a woman orally.. and it's working for me, although I usually have to finish myself off manually (which I have come to enjoy so much, that I kind of prefer it to sex now)
I love to be told what to do, I have no desire for taking the lead, being in charge or taking responsibilities that I truly am not up for
I believe I was born to be a submissive and I've come to accept that as it makes me happy..
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