HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

I am NOT into women!!!  Man can't u people read?

its been a couple months.....im being terrible at keeping my journal up lol

kentucky was a blast but turns out not to be.....for some odd reason some men prefer to be miserable scared of happiness me too I guess it was the happiest time ive had in my life even tho its been the most challenging time......I love you Ray always will thank you for letting me be me if only for a short time

im back in florida looking not looking just wanting to enjoy life

i am here only looking for playmates would like a regular group of men I see, preferably married as I am the property of Night Rider a sweet Kentucky biker nam vet n great guy who loves watching me being fucked n used

please don't b shy I love my Daddy and do this for the pleasures he gives me after u have finished with me

he has it its all his i whorship him do anything to please him see him smile i love him deep in my soul he fills my heart with joy i cannot explain my god Daddy i love u please give me your mark n i will love u as long as u are here love doing anything u ask Ray

im here right where i belong i love it

kneeling, naked, mouth sucking, tongue licking, whorship my Daddy while looking up to see his smiling face its all i want all i long for....... that connection i see in his eyes so deep i can hear his thoughts without him saying a word........

I lust with the passion of a female wolf in heat seeking out that most perfect fit mind body n soul u cum to me in my dreams nightly ravage me with ur passions of lust for things unspoken in public we would die for speaking of the secrets we share entwined in the passions of lust for those secrets make us one. a strong force Daddy

I come to u offering my body for your pleasure, my gift, I love with the force of a wolf on prowl for dinner for her children.  please do not hurt me for truly I am just a lil girl lost looking for her Daddy

my mind is sharp and keen to your needs as time passes I see the fire in your eyes when we love as we do.

I know I was made for you made to please you make your life with me as drama free as possible in your castle is where I belong so I am never far away when your desires over take you

the lust and passion we share is incredible and I see the passion when u watch me the fire that burns me when we love is what I desire Daddy 

I come to you, kneel before you and offer myself to you my body is yours for your pleasure.  I will please you to the best of my abilities to pleasure you in all the ways you desire and need I would hope I am never unworthy of you, its you I want to see most happy a happy Daddy makes a lil girl happy

another yr gone lol is it so hard to believe if u are the one I would do anything to please u is it ??

big smile

my tolerance for stupidity has reached its limit please do not take my submissiveness as a weakness it does not work out well

here I was not even thinking about u well in my defense its been 2 yrs since I saw u and now im so lost I hate this feelin naked Daddy on my knees with my head down ashamed no im waiting on u to tell me Daddy its ok im fucked up and how much u love me and to ask to see my smile I will raise my head and smile for u I feel im so special with u I offer u my heart Daddy nd my soul with palms up I give to u my gift please love me Daddy

back in Dothan Alabama I love it here lol

i havent put anything here for almost a month i dont like liars going to show me something show me how much of a Daddy u are .......no i dont have one no im not looking i give up this site is not at fault some of the people are just lame.....

im on vacation for awhile taking a break really i need it im tired of looking

it has to be the dream i have....its what i want the match has to be perfect.....i would lack in some of those....they do nothing for me....i love Daddy to get off on watchin me being fucked by others....its an addiction.....it has to be a hard limit if we dont do that or share that its not a good match im a show off i love knowing hes there watching....later he sexually tortures me making me tell him how nasty i felt but how it also felt so good lol and i know it hurts but Damn Daddy i came home to you after i fucked him....lol

so ya thats it if i dont have this in my life im not settling...just causes more trouble than its worth....

im sorry im so twisted lol not really

    Distance is really an ass im sick of it if i could move faster i would cant tho sorry friggin jeep with issues lol sleep i like then i dont think about it lol

he is intoxicating i miss him when we are not talking and i know hes just there on the other side of the screen i do so hope this is the one i have looked for he holds my heart in his hands and i cannot wait to be with him in the flesh.....

really i swear some people look im here to find a mate a lover a Daddy/Dom not here to get my ass beat put up with a bunch of crap unnecessarly i am trained in pleasure im not into spanking i dont do pain christ if u want to hit something go hit the wall not me i dont do it dont want it am not having no part of it GET IT?

50 miles is my limit as to how far i can go there are some on here that dont seem to get that lol

just a story? lol

on her knees her head on a pillow blindfold, wrist bound behind her back her nipples turning purple from the tight bands on them, a spreader bar between her knees, she feels the warm hands of Daddy feeling her shapely buttocks then his fingers sliding down between her fat smooth cunt lips, her breathing becoming heavy she lets out a moan.  she feels the smack of Daddys hand on her cunt, she begs him yes please Daddy her cunt drips, Daddy reaches down pinches her swollen purple nipples at the same time his hand drives deep in her cunt, powerless she screams and cums begging him please ok Daddy ok please please ok ok ok Daddy. he pulls his fist out of her cunt fast, she bucks and feels her warm cum rolling down her cunt.
he raises her head up off the pillow just enough to slide the scarf around her neck then gently lays it back down.  He slips the bands from her nipples and she humps the air feeling the blood rush back into them. Daddy please please fuck me she begs, she feels the scarf tighten on her neck, Daddys hand rubbing the wetness from her cunt on her asshole, then wet fingers in her tight ass, ok Daddy ok please yes please fuck me.  she hears him spit in her asshole then slide 3 fingers in stretching her, she begs yes yes Daddy ok please yes fuck my slut ass.
Her begging goes on her Daddy  takes the glass dildo from the warm water and teases her asshole, she tries to push back to take more as the scarf tightens around her neck.  she passes out as he slides the dildo deep in her ass.  Daddy takes her picture, just 3 in of the 12in glass dildo still out of her ass.  Daddy loosens the scarf, she begins to come back, her mind fuzzy her cunt dripping cum, she clears her throat, in a small voice she begs him for more.  she feels the glass being pulled from her ass and Daddy teasing her gaping hole with it, then she feels it going deep in her ass the scarf tightens, she gasp as it goes deep all 12in Daddy says she passes out again her cum squirting from her cunt her body shaking uncontrolably.  she comes back too her asshole filled with 12inches of glass dildo, she hears the rip of the tape then feels it on her ass to make sure it does not come out, Daddy laughs he knows there is nothing she can do as he begins to fist her cunt, she cums uncontrolably begging him please Daddy i will be a good slut please Daddy the scarf tightens and she passes out as his fist pounds her cunt.  when she wakes she hears the voice of her Daddy and another man she finds herself naked in the middle of Daddys bed her body aches with pleasure as she drifts back off to sleep, waiting to please Daddy again......

He is a small man that feels he can just send nasty messeges to me ..... too bad he feels he has to write others here and make them feel as tho he is in control but i know hes not i get 5 to his one that love me just the way i am

here again if u cant say something nice dont say anything at all christ!

Close minded people i can't stand them dont want them in my life i have no room for them i am an open minded person full of life and joy, joy is part of my name so i guess i have to have that lol love is also part of my name i dont judge people i leave that up to someone that has that power a more supreme being than I.  It's Thanksgiving Day Happy Thanksgiving Day to all.  I am so thankful i have such great people in my life.  Thank you for being part of it

Trip to vegas was great had a wonderful time now if i can only find Daddy lol

please take a moment to read thru my journal i am not interested in online training i am a trained submissive for 30 yrs

i am not interested if u are more than 50 miles away a woman or into pain or married geesh please please read!

not interested in married men not interested in women i dont know how to make that any more plain if you are married dont bother and if i find out later that you are married i will bust u out right here i dont play with married men! and yes 50 miles means 50 miles damn lol

WOW PLEASE TAKE NOTE I AM IN POPLARVILLE MISSISSIPPI NOT OHIO NOT SOUTH CAROLINA  LOL 50 MILES I MEAN 50 MILES FROM ME GEESH LOL

wow some of you can not read or dont bother to read if you are not within 50 miles of me this makes it hard to travel or to get to me please read my journal PLEASE! lol

write to me and say you have a picture that you can send? please just send it with your note whats up with that? u might not b able to see im a cyclopse lol

first i want to thank all of those who serve in our armed forces you are the reason that we have some of our freedoms still

second if i say that i am interested in someone other than you and wish you good luck i am trying my best to be polite.....

and last let me just say again if you are more than 50 miles from me it probably isnt going to happen distance is a killer in this life

Again let me say this I am not interested in leaving the warm climate i am in nor do i respond very well to calling u Sir or Master if we have just begun a dialog gessh

i am a sensual erotic sexual submissive im not into pain nor do i want to be hit or mistreated u do not have to train me as i have been in this life for far longer than some have even known about it......

it always amazes me how you think you can get someone to respond by calling them names.....you dont know me well enough to do that i may be a cunt or bitch or what ever name you think you want to use on me but im none of those things till you talk and see if there might be a connection.....really arent we all adults here i begining to think not even tho it may say you are your language and manner of attack on me shows you are just lil boys.......

the longer i stay on this site the more i become hardened by the jerks and wanna be's that are here to prey

I want to thank everyone who has sent a comment or written a note for being so sweet....kisses

TO the man that keeps calling me with the blocked number

STOP! u told me to get lost and i did u do the same for me

at best if u are more than 50 miles away we are going to set things up im not just going to jump up and run over for a visit  i am also not expecting u to do this

OMG im juiced i just found a place to live!!! its in Dothan sweet quiet neighborhood

can't wait to move in!!

i always like the study of the male.....i didnt jump so i must not b interested or i dont want to do as u wish me to do how can u make this assumption i dont get it.....

men are very interesting lol

Happy Valentines Day to all

really?? omg please i dont mind taking pictures for u or even going on cam but if u r far away im not going on cam to show u anthing without a picture or something im mean damn u want me to show but u can come across with a pic even please.....

ok well i didnt make it to fl but im close im in dothan al

im looking for a place to live soon as im settled god i cant wait to play some its been a long cold dry winter lol

u meet someone everything is great and then something unseen hits u and he has to leave for sometime....waiting is all i seem to do.  i am planning on being in florida by the 7th of Feb

happy news years all

may you find what you seek in the new year

kisses cheers!

i hate thats its such a crime to be a woman and know what i want.....i know what im looking for i know who i am and what i am i have no problems with that im not afraid to say what i am and revell in the glory of being such but i am also a good person.....

i know some people dont take rejection well i got that but yelling at me calling me names doesnt get u anywhere either....really ?

i forgot about this yesterday  lol sorry im not a guy! i got these two bumpy things on my chest and a slit between my legs for sure!  i have a raspy voice like loren becall but i can assure u im all girl!

this is harder than i thought....

can u just think for a moment?   if im more than 200 miles from u 

then nothing is going to happen lol  im not too partial  to cyber or

online "training" please i know what i need and its not that oh and to the gentlemen that think i will be bullied into liking pussy not gonna happen babe i like cock sorry

just a thought  please read my journal thats what its here for

i am still in missouri and not planning travel till the second week of jan.....

Some people can't seem to read if you ask me a question and I already have it posted

 here i more than likely will not answer if you ask me to tell you about myself and then ask me the same questions more than likely im not going to answer them again.....

if you can't read then go learn please ........just sayin

it really bothers me when i say no to something and the other person tells me i just need more training.....you know what you will not hit me for a spanking or anything else if you feel you must hit me or spank me then we have no business together I DON'T DO SPANKINGS!  I really don't know how much more plain i can make that.....

seriously

still here in missouri sometimes i wonder who takes the time to read anything u put on here but then again i can always tell when someone is interested they really take the time to get to know me but then too most just ad u to their messenger and never bother to talk again.......

well im here in missouri visiting......

well that was a bust....lol i did like the drive there and back for the most part.....i dont get it if u say ur going to do it please do it dont make excuses for ur short comings.....oh well im home lol

im off to tampa for a couple of weeks.....just saying  lol

you know at best this lifestyle or choice we have made of our lives and the way we would want things to be at best can only be about 12/7 .....i do love my position and the gift that i give him after a week of reflection i see now those that would have me see things in an ever changing reflective pool and those who can't see into the pool......just thinking  lol

no im not moving to a cold climate grrrrr lol!!!!

wonderful 4th of july weekend!!!

ahhhh this is the life.....watching Daddy cut the grass!!!! perfect Sat afternoon

well here we go another long hot summer in the 90s today i wonder sometimes really is it worth it....in the end no one gets thru this crap alive

The man I was in florida for no longer has an intrest......back to bama I go

gee when i say im not into something that usually mean IM NOT INTO IT! dang it please if i say no i mean no and if i say it over and over get real im tired of the married pretending to be not married....im not stupid you know i can pretty much figure it out if i call you and you dont return my call till your out walking in the cold or running to the store at 11 pm please....

well lets see alot has happened in the past month or so im working and trying to look for more work only time will tell if i stay here i'll give it a month or so see what happens.....

dont have any photos to share? not even a face pic then i dont share mine its just that simple......

Passion when i look into your eyes i see it,  look and feel it in the kiss and the caress of your hand.
Now i know not everyone has the same level of passion but when its right it flows

my passion does not come from your hands smacking my ass or my tits it does not come from you laying me across your lap and spanking me those things do nothing but chase the passion away

it is all about the pleasure.....does anyone not get this?
my pleasure comes from giving you yours.....not from the pain of the whip or the crop not from the hair pulling not from smacks on the ass......my pleasure is when i take you in my mouth and hear you moan tell me how good it feels.....my pleasure comes from the passion in your eyes when i look up at you and you brush my hair gently to the side and kiss my lips......

its really got to b a match ....almost is good but sooner or later my short cummings or urs will pop up and then u know .......how hard can it be to find that "right one" one that comes so close to being a mirror to me....life is too short next time i get here im back as a bird lol so i can fly fly away

you know it never fails to amaze me how much they want u but just cant get to u or i want u this way or that way but never took the time to read.....it just never fails to amaze me  lol im not interested in any and i repeat ANY married men .....i will talk to u but u wont get anywhere with me for sex or play.....

here i am in south fl omg this is different  lol
well im here a week the men are nice a fair change from some in other states  lol im open about what im looking for just chat me up and u can find out.   im a mid western girl from the country and the city.....im a widow the kids are grown and im free lol just not easy or is that easy and not cheap  lol no really i enjoy the simpler to the more complex,  i know what im looking for and not hesitant about voiceing it when we speak  the wills and the wonts and oh no difinately not lol
  i think that has it ..... looking forward to my stay here and meeting that one who is looking for me