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Last couple of months have been so crazy that I was forced to stop everything and figure out exactly what is lacking... Now clear headed I am looking for something/someone very specific..
I NEED to add structure. To be more specific I need SOMEONE to add structure and help me anchor life. Usual free flow that organically morphs through time and space is appealing. Unfortunately that can only work if at least some things are constant. I am looking for that constant. I run multiple 24hr businesses. It is high non stop stress with everyone in my life being ether employee or a dependent. My days bleed in to one another without breakers I am regularly wound up to the point of no return. That means I am not capable of just shutting things off. Not having a structured outlet, a time/space that is designated to emotionally detonate, leaves me walking around like an unstable explosive that can go ka-boom at any inappropriate time with dyer consequences and mountains of collateral damage.
Swallowing my ego I am at a desperate need for an adult :)
Someone that is capable of running me so I can be whole to run everything else.
Clarity, simplicity, rigid structure, hard D/s. A grown up that is stronger then me, someone that cannot be topped from the bottom, someone that will create absolutes and break me passed my problems. Powerful enough to make everything else fade, give my existence that needed break were things are simple, were there is no room for my decisions nothing for me to weigh out or influence.
Do not particularly need to be micromanaged, not against it, just not a need. Definetly not looking for someone who's kink it is to fuck with emotions or someones headspace. Bluntly as possible.... Pretty much a grown man that can create a rigid reliable structure of 2/3 nights a week, rid me of gag reflex, whoop ass in to oblivion, fuck, fist, tear up all wholes, till I am spent. Give a kiss on forehead as I drift off to sleep and ... well thats it really :)
I am really simple, just need stability, and regular maintenance
What do you get.. Well you get a overeducated guard dog bitch that will have your back. You get a confidant that holds your best interest so high that it can only be matched by your mama :)
You get a sounding board that will shine 20 different unbiased lights on any situation you wish to share with her... someone that is thankful to you for helping her maintain her and will die fighting for you to be happy. And of course a little spinner chic that is mind-shatteringly durable lol
*open to most things, hard no's are: Limp dicks, married men, bodily fluids in my mouth, degradation, electricity, fire... Ohh and I am not interested in any kind of a poly situation, not looking for you to be my one and only but poly has proven to be nothing but destructive to my life*
P\S Physical attraction is important. BBC over 6'1" is what gets me going ;).
.........Feel free to read on the original profile :)
Educated and well traveled, speak 3 languages, follow some politics and keep up with current events. Russian roots. Now a settled Californian. Have a masters in multi-media broadcasting. After selling LA based Russian TV channel, newspaper and 2 magazines, drastically switched fields from media to agriculture.
Single mom to a 6 year old, that occupies most of my life, time, mind. I AM the definition of overdrive, control and stress. Mom'ing it and cultivating leaves very limited time for extracurriculars.
Tend to spend my glimpses of leisure wisely and to the point.
Life experience, taught to TRUST internal instinct and initial judge of character.
Interested in connecting with those who have already surpassed "high alps" of self-realization. It seems that once emotional turmoil has been laid to rest it frees up mind and body to develop and perfect character. (Does not mean I lack appreciation for path taken, simply do not enjoy responsibility of influence).
Strong personality with a classy look. Usually of dominant and aggressive demeanor. Partially by nature partially by LACK of choice. Impossible to withhold life's pressure and maintain high quality, without aggression and dominance.
Interest for power exchange does not root from a damaged or hurt place. It stems from human nature, longing to find someone massive enough, capable of relieving, be it temporarily, some of MY life's responsibility, stress and burden. Words chosen carefully; power exchange. Not a one way street. The more of me that can be delegated the more of you I can take on. All have strengths and weaknesses, key to longevity is finding complimenting components.
Desire to be protected expresses it self in many ways. I believe even the hardest mistress, would enjoy submitting, given everything wouldn't turn to sh*t (that will be left for her to shovel) the minute she loosens reins.
Overall am interested in making genuine connections, compatibility and chemistry are crucial and not necessarily sexual in nature.
Physically I have set boundaries of what is within my comfort level and other boundaries of what is ok but I'm not comfortable with. Given those are respected I am a very "chill chick" that is fun and easy to get along with.
Sexually seeking something pretty specific, The D/S part of my life has never been very mental. Aspects of the lifestyle that I particularly enjoy are hands on.
I love a great power fuck!!! I love consensual nonconsent! There is nothing sexier then feeling strength of a man! love corsets! Depending on trust level, predicament bondage, ass whoopings and being man handled. Breath play, ass play, orgasm control. Ohh yeah gags, restraints and blindfolds ohh my :)
Thoroughly enjoy and (not to sound conceded) am used to being a "power couple". Walking into a place and having all eyes on us... Get's me off, knowing that every man envies you for possessing me and every woman is intrigued by how I'm being "treated/handled".
Recently found myself stir crazy between kid things and work. Rejoining adult world is a definite high priority.
Not sure under what preexisting "relationship label" my interactions classify. Best it has ever been described is with a term :Emotional monogamy: Physically I am open to having multiple ongoing playmates for me and for my partner united and separate but emotionally there must be unity and unshakable trust.
I have been blessed with nothing but good sexual experiences and I am very protective of keeping this track record.
Disclaimer Not into degradation or humiliation of any kind. Do not appreciate name calling ( c*nt, slut, etc) I don't feel like any of those things, just snaps me out of the proper "play" state of mind and makes me feel like I am doing something wrong, not the "good" kind of wrong but actual wrong, as if I got my self into an unhealthy situation. Don't feel like I am nothing and therefore must be punished. Feel like I am something and therefore should be rewarded ;) No daddy fetishes so prefer a Man that's closer to me in age. Not enthusiastic about being photographed or taped unless it's a photo/video shoot and not a play date. |
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