I was told by a very wise person the other day that im a very srong submissive and it will take a very confident and strong Dom to own me. It's most likely why i'm alone now. I refuse to settle for less than i deserveand have to have. It was also explained to me that I test Dom's in my own way. Some how or another I find thier weakness and I get the upper hand, as soon as I have thr upper hand i loose interest in them because  in my mind thier not strong enough to  Dominate and control me. Hmmmmmm  I wonder could it be ?