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About nawie

Just here for the forums.
 Yesterday, I was not able to speak to my Master. I did not realize before it happened how much that would affect me. I really missed talking to Him. But then I got an email from Him today, just a quick one, but it really made me happy that He took time to message me. I am lucky to have found such a devoted Master.

-n
 Yesterday I was given the first restriction that was truly difficult. I am not saying that the others were particularly easy, but this one was very hard for me. And yet, today I followed it. I could not believe the pride I felt for being able to follow that restriction. I am thankful to have a Master who looks out for my best interests regardless of what I think I can do.

-n
I am properly a slave-in-training now. Oh, it is wonderful. I can finally call Him Master, because that is what He is now. I have a training binding that reminds me to think of Him always (not that that is a big change, but the mark of ownership is thrilling, and very important to me). I will wear it always. I am so thankful that He has chosen me to be His slave.

Yesterday I received my first punishment. At first it was exhilerating. But since it was a punishment, by the end I was feeling properly chastened. Then when I had to appologize on my knees, that brought all of the exhileration back. I knew that this would be for me. I am very happy.

-n

 Today was my first day in training. Last night I was so excited that it was hard to fall asleep. I had to be in bed by 12:30, and I was, but I did  not fall asleep until after 1 because I was so excited. I am really glad that I made the decision to begin a bdsm relationship. So far, he has begun with easy things, but I know that once we have spent more time together, things will progress. I am happy with the way things are going.

 -n
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