<- is drunk lol

Met a lovely new Domme in here, and considering how far i give myself up to her? scarey but exciting as hell.  How deep do i go before i realise i can't climb out again?

on a dominant side, i've a little bit of an urge to domme an older married woman - not necessarily blackmail so don't be put off my the form, but however we click.  Any interest?  If i give myself up to the new domme i've met i would need permission to do this.

Finally it's raining!  Is it a sign that i should look darker again?

Dommed a boy tonight (yawn) sorry hun you know who you are but you're just like the others..

keep reading hot profiles saying 'i'm a pro' well this boy loved what i did to him tonight and came way too quickly and i thought.. well as time goes on i sometimes feel like a bit of a pro at this, but other times the right girl gets me on my knees and sends me right back to feeling like a beginner again.

what the fuck is a pro anyway - is it someone who is passionate about BDSM and is excellent at what they do, or someone who doesn't give a fuck about you and wants to ruin your life and rip you off?  not to say thatboth types can't be completely hot in my thoughts, or that those who charge a fee can't be passionate and can't be great at it, but it's not knowing which one you are serving - what's the boundary - that said - i get wet at submitting to a financial domme - but i get off at everything doesn't mean you're gonna get my money too easily tho.

I do like the ones that make subs give to charity - the slave gets the humiliation they deserve and probably wanks their pathetic cocks off, the domme makes money for a real good cause - how can this be bad for anyone?

loves xxx

Got called a little white bitch by a Domme in a message yesterday - made me think about racial submission..  mmmmmm

dirty lil white slut nia lol xxxx

only about 18 months ago i had never had a single bi tendancy - they seem to be getting stronger and stronger, to the extent that i am never satisfied by my lovely (though vanilla) boyfriend.  I have a fantasy that a domme would take hold of my life and seduce him, screwing him with nothing i can do about it, but in reality i would really hate that..

i'm sorry guys but i'm getting bored of talking with guys in here with my ever growing curiousities, you have to do something different if you want to capture my mind..

i've been domming some sub boyss in here on occasions, but have to confess i'm getting bored of you too, you know who you are.  Do something different for F sake.

Really sorry but this is an open interpretation of how im feeling right now.

Also - orgasms are getting more and more hard to achieve to a good quality, i think i'm having too many.  Even rabbit just isn't cutting it lately.

Grrrr

what an amazing day for nia yesterday.

after edging myself in my toilet in work, with a rabbit and spending the day horny, i went to my (non dominant) boyfriend's house and he tied me to his bed, pushed my rabbit inside me, straddled my breasts and deep throated me, and as i got close to orgasm, he tickled my armpits to stop me from cumming.

eventually i came and think i squirted for the first time in my life!

what an amazing experience, and a great step forward towards making my bf realise he has a dominant side!

what's even better, i was supposed to be travelling to a meeting today, and its been called off cos of icy weather so i have morning off - what a lovely 24 hours its been!

CONSENTUAL BLACKMAIL APPLICATION:

First Name:
Middle Name:
Last Name:
Age:
Address:
State:
Zip:

Home Phone:
Work Phone:
Mobile
Email (all of them):
Instant messenger accounts and screen names:

Name of wife/husband or significant other:
Their email:
Their phone:
Their address:

Kids:

Where you work:
Address of work:
Monthly Income:

List of all the kinky activities you enjoy (or have thought about doing but never have):

Which ones you find most humiliating:

List three people you wouldn't want to know about these activities:

Their emails:
Their address:

Finally - attach  3 photos of yourself... one normal... and some others that no one else gets to see... ones of you engaging in kinky activities... t  One of which must say "Blackmail me Miss Nia ."

Then sit back, take a breath and prepared to be scared, horny and excited all in one.. girls esp welcome, i'm naughty but sane xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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