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This whole not able to afford basic food is doing wonders for my weight loss journey. 8 pounds... great! 😑 |
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Got my purse stolen today while I was in the store... had my Christmas money in my purse.... fuck stupid thugs. Now I can't afford Christmas. 😣😣😣😣 I'm done with 2017 i can't catch a break this year |
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So I'm suppose to come up with 75 words that are a reminder of who and what I am to my dom. And I'm struggling to find that many words.... help???? |
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Anddddd I'm getting sick!!! Fuck me.... |
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Didn't know wgen you ask someone's opinion you have to take their advice no matter what and exactly as they told you. 😑😑😑 I get he's my dom. I get in suppose to listen and do as I'm told but damn it. Now he thinks I'm being disrespectful and I feel like that wasn't my intentions. I was just taking what was said and applying it to my situation as best as I could.... ugh |
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Looks like bed time is 12:30 for Friday and Saturday. I asked him for 1:30 on Friday and he quickly rejected that. And the. I asked for 1;00 on Sat and again was rejected. I didn't complain tho. Got alil sassy at first but quickly changed my attitude.
However I didn't do so well on my diet today and went over my numbers a bit.
Hopefully I don't get in to much trouble for that. I've been trying to do better.
He's very sweet to me but he expects me to do as I'm told. He pointed out to me that I tried to emotionally manipulate him tonight. I didn't even know it and once I did i realized how bad it sounded. I'll have to watch that in the future |
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I can feel my self distancing again. I'm fighting for something good in my life. Something even the tiny bit happy. I can feel my self slipping a bit. It's like when your trying to get out of the pool and your foot slips behind you off the edge of the pool and your chin slams against the hard cold concrete.
It's slipping and falling so hard it takes you awhile to catch your breath and realign your self with reality.
I can't tell if I'm slipping currently or have already slipped and fell just trying to catch back up.
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I'll probably get shit for posting this here but....does anyone know how I can make extra money? I'm already working full time and amother part time job and it's not enough. I am suppose to be getting child support but we can all laugh about that together. I just need to make an extra 200 or so more and I'll be fine. Just panicking right now. I work my butt off and I still can't get put of this damn hole. |
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Recently I've seen a lot of pictures of hucows I've also been called piggy. Can't lie I definitely am interested in it. I'd love to for my nipples to be long like the pictures of hucows I've seen |
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I think I just got stood up on.... What the hell us going on?? Now I've got to decide what to do for the night.
I just need to be used.... Why is that so hard to find??? |
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How bad is it to drink a glass of wine and have a muscle relaxer? |
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I don't understand I'm talking to this guy have been for nearly a year now off and on. Mostly as friends. I've given if a few blow jobs here and there. One of of pity cuz he was in a bad accident so I was being nice. Any how he's not really someone I would normally go for. Structurally he's a tall guy alil bigger and very much my type. Hes 32 which isn't to bad. He has 2 kids and that means with me having one and him having 2 we like never see each other. I swear I've told this guy a million different ways that I want him to fuck me. But hes to tired tonight or the drives to long. I mean he shows intrrst in me in oyher ways but it nevdr works out. But then complains he never gets laid. I'm freaking horny over here and I've finally been able to trust this guy enough. Oh and nowwww he's back living with his ex so they can save money. I'm not even worried about her or him it's just like he went and made shit more complicated.... I swear.... is it possible he's just not dominate enough for me? |
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Went to a wedding to night. Had a lot of wine.... I need a daddy soon. Lol |
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:( I am soooo stressed out. I just need somewhere to vent. I'm sooo screwed.
I am falling apart. I have no idea how I'm making my rent check next week. I am so tired of doing this by myself. My daughter's dad is a poor excuse for a man and doesn't support her at all.
I just need a break. I work my ass off work a full time job and trying to find more work. Blah it will get better I know it but just can't stop thinking I'm messing up to much
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Since I posted a picture and have been getting this question alot I'll answer it here.
They are big yes... duh are you looking at them?
Also 42K is the size.... |
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Had a play date last night. Went sooo good. I needed it more than I thought I did.
I always get bummed when it's over. Like I want more. Don't get me wrong I was so tired but I would have been there for hours more if he told me too. |
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I can't focus well today. So much on my plate yo do. So many people yo make happy and please and just not enough time.
What I really want to do is bend over someone's knee let him spank me till I'm sobbing with a red bottom as he holds me tight after snuhgling me. I need that release right now.
I've been needing it. |
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My car broke down. Now im fucked. Sometimes idk why i try. Like seriously i cant do shit. |
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