NannyPenny

Once again someone who failed to keep their word in a major way.  Yet it is just as much my fault for ignoring the changes, the little things that have slipped.  So once more into the fray!

At present I am considering a lovely Dom, who so far has kept his word at every twist and turn, who has showed up when he said so, not cancelling after making arrangements, and finding the time to let us know each other. So far it's looking good!

Again, it hasn't worked!  I cannot do online, don't care if you have a live cam or not!  It's not real!!  It's a fantasy you are acting out on.  I don't want to be in a fantasy. I need the real thing!

Hello sublife!

Had a great time in Canberra.  They are a bad influence, I was cheeky!   Rofl, wish you had been there Sir, know you would have enjoyed it!

I miss you

Unfortunately it has not worked out as hoped, such is life.

I am still in the process of finding out if I have after all these years found the right Master for me, it is looking more and more as if I have.  

 I am sorry to say that playing with anyone at present is off my agenda.  This Master does not wish it and I will do his bidding.  When I give full submission then I will be closing my profile.

It;s just possible I may have found the right Master for me, only time will tell.

I am at present in negotiations with a Dom, I will not compromise these negotiations by taking to other Doms, please respect this.

After a lot of thinking and soul searching I have decided I would like to try again for that "elusive" Master. ?The one who can and will with love, discipline and honesty be able to gain my trust. ?That person is going to have a sensitive side to them as well as the discipline to control their emotions. ?It's not that I intentionally try pushing them, my trust issues sometimes get the better of me, and as of yet, I have not met anyone who is willing to take them on. ?Sometimes I wonder if Dom's remember that trust is most definitely a 2-way street. ?A sub doesn't just give it without having it returned, it should be a mutual trade. ?Learning to know your sub is as important as the sub knowing you, if they are not looked after they will eventually fail, no matter how well trained they are. ? Subs are not machines, don't treat them like one.

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Unless of course that is what they want! rofl

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I will not give my submission online, don't even try it. If you want to meet for a coffee and chat, see if there is any chemistry, that's fine. ?Before any one starts demanding ANY thing from me know this, You will earn my trust as I will yours! On this there is no compromise, no negotiation. ?Don't ever think that because I am a sub, that I have no opinions, thoughts, ideas or needs, I do! Gain my trust and I will go all out to give you what you want, I will return anything you give 110 %, break that trust by lying, omitting truths or treating me as someone incapable of making a decision or knowing the truth and you will find yourself without a sub.

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Now I will wait for the backlash on this! ?Lol, as I said, I am not a doormat!

Well, after so many years I am now, sadly, a free agent once more.  However I am hopeful of once more finding that unique individual who will combine all those things that I need to make it work.  Who knows what the future holds