Words can not fully express how it felt to be totally possessed by my Master for the first time.The feeling of ecstasy as He pinched, pulled, spanked, and drove me higher...higher..higher until He allowed me to cum for Him. Looking into His eyes, feeling His strength, submitting to His domination, i was..am...breathless still. I will dream of this first, long for the next, and forever desire to continue under his service

My Master has opened up my horizons so much. He has introduced me to new things. The first time being strapped to a fisting bench, nervous but trusting in my Master. Tied and blind folded in the woods, senses on high. standing at the cross taking His whip, held by nothing but His command. Master is allowing me continue to grow and strengthen as his cherished pet, i am so glad i have finally found a true Master.

i have found my Master...

        Tonight I received my training collar... the feeling as Master fastened it around my neck was that of completeness. 

The sting of Masters cane on my flesh for the first time...exquisite pain, i yearn for it even now.

The memory of the sound echoing through the trees as Master spanked my ass makes me wet just thinking about it.

This is it...He is my Master and i His willing slave.

I am now under consideration by my Sir....i am looking forward to continuing my journey.

i can now acknowledge  my wants and desires, i am aware of what and who i am. i crave the rush from following a command, the sting of the paddle, the comfort of being owned. i know that my service is a gift that i will give to my perfect Sir freely.i am waiting to feel his touch,memorize his smell,obey his commands...i am waiting...waiting...waiting...