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Im adominant person in every aspect of my life. I am looking for an online submissive female. It is not that I would not want more but due to the naturemy job it is all that I can offer for the time being.
I continue to work to live the dream... and I continue to be enslaved to live.
Yet, I dream.
I have seen a world that is heaven. Yet I suffer. I dont think you would believe some things if I told you, but I know they are fact. The demise of what we know is a direct reflection of what we dont know. This holds true in the real world, what we think we see is backwards, not the truth.
however it gravely differed from the way I am. If hell exists its the personification of our actions here in the world of the real. For me, my past has lead me down some dark alleys. But with out this coarse I would never have found out who I am. I must embrace all aspects of my ego, super ego, and id. I am an uneducated man with a 7th grade schooling. I lack many things but the number one thing is the lack of fear of being out casted by the group think society that plagues our Jersey Shore nation. Im on my own program regardless of the out come. TIme will tell the real story. Im most likely destined to be a failure. At least Ill embrace the agony of defeat
The isolation and lack of human contact tends to take my mind to dark places. Fear not my friends, for my mental health has been in question before and Ive always danced on the line of lunacy and normalcy. The dive into the sick and deprived parts of my super-ego continue to be the most amusing part of the journey for me, an exploration of what makes me tick
My mom thinks Im an alien. I think that is brevity for switched at birth. It was the 70s! Heck, doctors said it was healthy to smoke during pregnancy back then.
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