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i'm trying my first fast. i just hit the 24hr no food at all mark, with only about 400cal in the 12hrs before that. i'm drinking lots of water and supplementing with electrolytes. It's been interesting, a little hungry yesterday afternoon, and a little woozy last night, probably from not drinking quite enough water, i hardly slept at all last night because i was jittery either from the adrenaline response to not eating or because i was so horny, not sure which ;) Today i'm doing pretty good, not really hungry at all, but a LOT of stomach gurgling. Trying to decide weather to have lunch in a bit or push on a bit longer...
Has anyone else tried fasting/food denial before? |
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i drank my own urine for the first time today and i actually really liked it. i was pretty well hydrated so it wasn't that strong. When i was younger i used to lay in the shower with the water off and piss on myself, sometimes directly into my own mouth but i never swallowed any, until today. Now i really, really want to drink someone else's straight from the source. The idea has this incredible intimacy for me. |
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i DID IT! i FINALLY DID IT! After three days of heavy tease and denial i finally milked myself! As soon as i inserted the Aneros a big glob of thick sticky cum oozed out and after a few minutes i had extracted about a normal load. i usually eat my cum but OMG! it never tasted SOOOO good! watching it dribble out of my limp caged cock was one of the most intense experiences ever! As i swallowed it i swear i felt something inside me change. i think i'm hooked. |
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i just had my first hands free, no stroking whatsoever, orgasm. i teased myself through my panties grinding on my pink vibe before tying it to my cock. i felt so helpless and out of control as the vibe pushed me over the edge. The orgasm ran through my whole body and left me trembling but i barely felt it in my cock and cum just flowed out. i think on the rare occasions i get to come it should be like this from now on. |
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It's so hot and nice out today. i wish there was a pool i could go to and lay out in just heels and my chastity device. It would be so nice to feel the warm sun on body. i would get so horny and frustrated all locked up. i would be so eager to serve Someone with my mouth. |
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Sitting on the floor in my living room. In nothing but my heels, stockings, and chastity device wishing i had someone to serve. my desire, my need to be owned, to be Their helpless, devoted slave grows more intense every day. It's almost becoming overwhelming. |
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i managed to get the points of intrigue from my cb-3000 to work with my cb-6000 ring set. It's kind of hot training myself to not get hard and redirecting the focus of my arousal to other parts of my body. |
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Dinner tonight was a half can of boneless/skinless sardines and a serving of rice, blended into a thick paste. Kneeling, i ate it out of bowl on the kitchen floor, naked, in chastity, wearing nipple clamps and a collar with my hands cuffed behind my back. It felt like where i belonged. |
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Does anyone have any experience with prostate milking? I've never been able to get it to work right. Any advice? |
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I also came across this recently http://www.dreamloverlabs.com/
This turns me on and terrifies me sooooo much at the same time. It would be frightening easily to condition and reprogram me with something like that. |
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Lately I've been thinking about Orgasm control, Chastity and Cuckolding a lot. I love the idea of a woman being able to twist and manipulate my desire and arousal, to be able to play with me like a marionette. To be able to use one of my basest drives as a male to condition me, mold me, shape me into the thing she wants me to be. I love chastity because of the tangible control I feel while in it. There's no denying where I stand, what my place is, who's in charge. The instant frustration I feel being denied what used to be my own body, now someone else's possession, off limits to me. Cuckolding for me is more about ensuring that a woman gets everything she deserves and desires out of life. As a slave I would feel terrible about limiting a woman's opportunity's for fulfillment. The part of me that craves degradation and humiliation loves the thought of seeing someone I've completely devoted myself to gazing into another mans eyes enraptured with lust for him while I wait patiently, ignored, for an opportunity to serve them in any way that I can.
So that's the "fantasy" or what I know deep in my heart that my life needs. But to be honest I'm terrified to take the plunge. I really need to be eased into it. I don't think I could go straight into long term chastity. Does anyone have any thoughts or ideas about how to go about training a slave this way? I'm not looking for wank fodder, but realistic ideas of what my future might hold. How would you train me?
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Despite my rugged masculinity, It turns out I can dance pretty well in a corset and 7.5" heels... |
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I've been fantasizing a lot lately about being subject to strict dietary and calorie control. Having when, how and what I eat decided for me. What should a slave eat? What would you feed me?
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