MyPrettyBoy33

Looking for kindred spirits.

Let me hold you close and drink your blood.I


I consider myself to be different than a lot of people, mainly in my general views on life and such. I try not to worship superficial ideas, and believe that you should just love whoever you want, and if you really love them that much, you'll love their flaws too, to a point where they won't even seem like flaws anymore. I believe we are all connected in this universe, and definately gravitate more to the mystical side of life. Even though there are many different types of religions/philosophies/spiritualities that I am interested in, the one I identify most with is Pantheism. Even though it says that I'm bisexual, I really consider myself to be Pansexual, which to me means that I consider myself both a man and a woman and/or gender neutral. I'm also interested in basically anyone regardless of their gender/the gender they act. Basically in relationships I find myself enjoying role reversal. Me more of the man, and you more of the female. My goal is to find slave/sub, eventually a live-in 24/7 one, prefferably a painslut, one whom I can crossdress, humiliate, beat, subject to forced bi, and treat like a little girl when I desire, and one who enjoys it. I want someone to share my life with and take care of, one who will worship me, and one whom I can worship. I am a kind and loving person, but with desires to rape, cause pain, and to take advantage of every drop of innocence in your body. I will do to you what I desire, for you are mine. I wish to dominate your mind and body. I wish to see your blood, to hear your screams and whimpers, to see your looks of adoration and love, to protect you, to be your guardian, your angel, your god. You will surrender youself to me, suffer for me, and know that I will always keep you safe in exchange. Note that I also won't treat you like a complete piece of trash and do for the most part value your thoughts, while at times I will be cruel. I will always treasure you, for you are my whore, my slut, mine to use, to hurt, to rape, to protect, and to love. I will always accept you, I will not judge you for your desires, no matter how taboo they might seem. After sessions I offer gentle aftercare so while yet you feel vulnerable and in pain you will know that you are safe and cherished. I believe for slaves/subs this lifestyle is liberating, being able to just give up total control and desire and just exist for the pleasure of your owner. I'm also very interested in traveling, nature, different cultures, music, art, and body modification. I also believe that trust is a very important part of a relationship, especially when dealing with this lifestyle. I don't feel as though typing a small description about yourself on the computer really does justice to your actual being and personality, if that makes any sense.

I have also found myself getting more and more into Vampirism and Polyamory.

On a final note, I just must warn you, I am almost insane.

But it is a playfully sadistic type of insanity, so not that bad }=)