So much that I want to share with you all.

I am very submissive in the bedroom. My lifestyle doesnt reflect that and I rarely get to let it out. I am very feminine on the inside and enjoy the fantasy of pleasing a man inside and outside of the bedroom. This would be very shocking to the people in my life since they dont view me like that at all. Not something I am willing to share...

My wife could never understand. Weve done some kinky things. But my exploration into feminizing and etc is just beyond what she is capable of.

Like the ideas of being forced into it by the right guy. A little at a time..

Not sure if that will ever happen though