Here is a bit about my background. i came to the US about twenty years ago from Germany as the bride of a serviceman. After our marriage ended, i began to find myself drawn to this lifestyle. About two years into my journey i met my first (and so far only) Master. The two and one half years i spent with him were the happiest i have lived so far. In the two years since His death i have tried to place myself with another Master, but with no success. i don’t know if it is because English is my second language or not, but i seem to have trouble communicating where i am in my slavery and what i need in a Master. i was in a one-on-one M/s relationship that worked well. He was an alpha male and territorial. i was NOT to be shared with anyone, i was His alone. i need to know my Master has feelings and cares for me before i can become his property, for if i can not love Him i can not serve Him. This is what i know and seek. i also know that right now i am ‘a hand full’. Life has made me strong and i need a stronger Master with an iron fist and time to devote to my training. i also know that He will need a velvet glove and the wisdom to know which one i need at any one time. i am not a perfect slave yet and embarrass myself at times when things just slip out of my mouth. i need someone with structure and training He can guide me to and the patience to grow me through it. i want to be a perfect slave, but i need an inspiring Master to lead me to the eventual TPE and IE that is my heart’s desire <>« less