Finally girl has some time to do her journals. :0

The last two days have been interesting ones, filled with sadness and extreme happiness. girl earned her whitesilks last night! also she was given treasures of sleen fur and bells. :) she is so happy that her Master was pleased with her serve, and is much more confident now that she knows how to at least serve blackwyne, mead and water :P girl is becoming increasingly interested in Gor and it's practices and cannot wait for what the future holds. off to work now everyone!

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This entry is for Friday, January 20, 2012

This one may have it a little backward in the entries but here it goes :P

Saturday was a very amazing and confusing day for this one. She was on an emotional roller coaster all day for no reason at all, and those feelings included depression, extreme happiness, and feeling horny alllll day long. Once about 10pm rolled around, this one couldn't take it anymore and decided to give in to the pressure and have her Master help her with that problem. Master and this one live a fair distance apart right now and she needed direction, guidance and most of all permission in order for her to be able to be satisfied. She was craving the feeling of being bound down in a doggy style position and fucked from behind like the bitch that she is. her Master helped to create the mental image of this and then proceeded to direct her on how to fuck herself. her pussy was stretched massively by the toys that her Master had her using and the feeling was amazing! she was allowed to cum and when she did hot fire shot up her spine, igniting her blood and making her head feel like she was floating on air. Being the caring and gracious Master that He is, her Master let her cum again a few minutes later and the feeling was so intensified by her pinching and twisting her clit that she squirted all over herself and her bed. she then had to go to work, but this one has been satisfied aver since. The way that her Master controls and directs her makes her world turn upside down, inside out, and back again. she loves the feeling of his firm yet caring voice telling her what to do and how to do it and it makes her crazy for his touch. this one cannot express in words how much she adores her Master and wants to always be by His side, kneeling like the proud kajira He is molding her into. :) If anyone has any comments or questions you are more than welcome to message this one. Most likely her Master will reply and at the very least will read the message before this one. Goodnight everyone!

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So this one is very behind on her entries because she has been extremely busy with work, school and honestly she has been neglecting her duties as a slave. She has been very up and down the past few days and she hasn't been taking into account the very prominent fact that her Master isn't happy because she isn't happy. This one is receiving punishment this time however. She has to write a two page paper on what it means to be a slave and why she needs to listen to her Master at all times. She has not however met her deadline though. 12:00 midnight on Sunday, January 22, 2012 was the deadline for both of her journal entries and her paper, but alas, she has once again failed her Master. He is having grace on her because of the circumstances of being busy with work and school so He is giving her a small extension, but she still feels like she has disappointed Him greatly. This is going to be a short entry tonight, but another one will follow in a few minutes for the date of Friday, January 20, 2012. That's all for now.

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This one apologizes that her journal entry is a few hours late. :P This one has a had a few trying days but all in all they have been good because of her Master. :) This one started college back up today and the classes that she is taking seem to be a good fit. This one does need to apologize to her Master however; she has been very distant today and she apologizes deeply and from the bottom of her heart. She had a good day at work and now is talking to her Master on the phone and is enjoying every minute of it. This one isn't going to make this a very long entry but she just wanted to express her gratitude to her Master for making her days not only bearable but ultimately wonderful <3 She is not only his slave, but also his girlfriend and she is honored and humbled that he would choose her. She can see the love that he has for this one, and every morning is a good one because she gets to wake up to his wonderful voice. She is just in awe of how much Master loves this one and she wants to spend eternity and beyond with him. Goodnight everyone! May your days be short and your nights be long ;)

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As this one is sitting here writing this journal she feels great sadness at the fact that she has displeased her Master. her Master was gracious enough to teach this one lessons and to give her forgiveness without much punishment, only verbal reprimand. she has expressed her deep sorrow and apologizes for not following her Master's orders. The orders were not difficult, only for this one to write in her journal once every other day about the wonderful things that her Master does to her and feeling that her Master gives to her when she does those things for him. 

For Instance:

Today this one was in her room and through a segue of conversations told her Master that she had candles burning. He then proceeded to direct her to blow out one of the candles and had her pour the hot wax on her nipples and breasts. this one has never experienced this before and she thinks that it was heavenly, or so was how her Master described the look on her face when she sent him the pictures that he requested. this one was very happy with the feeling of hot wax pouring onto her bosoms and the feeling of ecstasy as it dried. this one felt even more amazing when her Master had her scrape the dried wax off of her breasts with a dull blade.

As this one finishes this journal entry she realizes that her Master was right all along. she does not need to be shy or embarrassed of putting very detailed messages on cm of what her Master does to her body, because she will not be judged here. this one thinks that what she has said is good enough for this entry. Look for another one on Wednesday!

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