MsNightOwl

I am seeking a few strong arms to help Me move next month. I will feed you and we can talk about life. I am not looking for someone to have sex with so do not go there.

well I have tried to talk to a few and most back out meeting Me. I guess I am not what they seek. Shrugs. I am what I am and I am not going to change for someone. They either like Me for who I am or walk. It does not bother Me if they walk because it would have been a waist of time any other way.

My boy is no longer My boy. i am sad as he was a very good boy.

I am not sure at this point that I will have My boy as he may be going back to his nilla life and if he does I am happy for him if it is what he wants. I have not closed the door on finding someone for Me as it takes time and trials to do so. I will some day find the one I mold with and in the time it takes to find that one I am sure I will have the pleasure of meeting new people and making friends. Life is full of trials and that is what makes us grow. Learning every step of the way.

Getting Ready

My daughter is getting ready to have her first child. It will be a boy. This will be My 8th grandchild and I am glad I will have the opertunity to be able to see him born. Up to SD I will be going very soon. I am excited and will post how things went when I get home in Sept or if I am lucky enough to go somewhere with internet before then.

The Depts within Me

Over the years I have always embrace My submissive/slave side and felt very comfortable doing so. There how ever has always been a side of Me I have only let peek out from time to time.

My late Mistress incouraged Me to release some of that inner part of Me. She approved of Me topping others to a point but She was very selfish with Me and did not wish to share Me.

I have over the past 3 years thought long and hard and struggled with who I am deep with in. I am a slave to a wonderful Master who loves and spoils Me. He knows I have the desires to explore My Domme side and is happy to let Me so long as I know not to cross the lines in our relationship.

I recently changed My online name and what I identify Myself as. I am a switch and so far I have handled it well. I do not have triggers like some do. I know with My boy that I am concidering that He is Mine and I am in charge. I know with My Master He is and always will be the one in control of Me. The dynamics are a bit different but it is something that so far has worked for all 3 of us.

This is new to Me and exciting. I am thriving in the ability to release that side of Me and know it would not hurt the wonderful relationship I have with My Msaster. I know this is My very first experience in this dynamic but so far I am wonderfully amazed to have the ability to explore this and not distroy what is so important to Me on the other side. I do not care if it is a man or a woman that I have the ability to call My own, I just know that I can get lost in the feelings with in Me that flow in that relationship.

i spent 3 days and 2 nights camping out with a group of kinky friends. i had so much fun and am looking forward to doing it again. although i could do with out the bug bites and the ticks lol. i did not get to play but i got to watch some amazing demos and a few pretty hot scenes. maybe next time i will be in better health and be able to stay awake longer lol.