MsBigBlueMarble

The truth of the matter is---

I am a sadist. I want to see you cry, I want to break you.?
The issue?

My desires are in my imagination. I have no experience with giving pain.

Oh, how I wish I could change this.?

Some of the things that make me happy...

Here is a list of things that I desire in a submissive male:

1. ?That he be available at any time for me. ?This would exclude any married or engaged submissive men

2. ?That he be a firm believer in Female Supremacy.

3. ?That he think about me always--that his next thought is always in regard to what will make me happy.

4. ?Loyalty--he will be loyal and devoted to me.?

There is more, but this is a good start.

I sometimes wonder about trivial things. Today I am wondering why people that live in upper level apartments don't think they should try to walk lightly. ?I have a new neighbor above me, and she is one of those heel walkers. You know the type, they walk heavily on their heels. ?Normally that is all well and fine, but when you heel walk in an apartment on the third floor, you are bound to disturb the person living below you. ?Just a little bit of consideration, you know? ?Yet I say that and understand immediately that we are not living in a world of consideration right now. ?Trust me when I tell you I so wish I were.

Please don't message me if you are younger than 45. I am not interested. ?And no, I do not have to explain my reasons why.