If you are lacking a will to drive you, then I may be looking for you. While patient and willing to instruct, I am rather stern and demand obedience. Submission is a mental process, which can be managed creatively without resort to crude methods; although ingenious physical methods will be used. Your needs will become part of the equation of submission.

Punishments, mental and physical, are not merely for transgressions, real or imagined, but part of the process of your submission. Pleasure is by permission only.

A caveat, I will not engage in activities, which bear the risk of permanent harm/damage.