morte


mortekaislilgo Female Submissive, 26	Mortegro Male Switch, 25, BC	morten02 Dominant Couple, 36, Florence, Kentucky

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	About morte Time for an update... im looking for the One, im intelligent, strong willed and know the lifestyle very well..no im not gonna write out a list of what i seek in a Dominant this isnt grocery shopping, You know who You are why change You, You will either be Him or not, simple as that...all mail is welcome though if i dont answer realize i prolly found You to be a bit to unreal, call it my snobby side if it will boost Your ego and make ya feel better, i do not sugar coat....grins, oh and im out spoken in case You did not notice!

time i wrote in here again...this topic shall be about motherhood....

i am a mom, im proud of the fact i am one, it doesn't make me a liability,it doesn't make me a situation,it doesn't make me not worth knowing, it makes me part of who i Am.

i was told a Dom would not have me because i have kids,smiles wryly, if a Dom doesnt want me because of that He isnt the Dominant for me..

i am who i am, i love being a submissive,it is in my blood, motherhood doesn't take away from that,in ways it enhances that, so before You judge me for having kids step back and think on it because if You say im not worthy because i have them, sorry to tell You Bucko but You arent worthy of ME or my Kids...it is all i have to say on the subject.

Been awhile since i have been on here, many changes, mostly for the good, i am living in Florida now and enjoying life though i havent explored much here as of yet but there is time,smiles

a simple lil write up...

Judge not what Y/you know not...
Because noone is perfect and chances are Y/you have your own dirty laundry in Y/your closet!

ok time i get all picky like i am...if Y/you mail me and Y/you have a pic up where Ya look three sheet's to the wind or doped up beyond thinking capacity i will ignore Y/you period, i know what a person look's like when they are high as a kite or drunk as all get out and i want no part of it...One key factor in this Lifestyle is control and noone is in control if they are drugged up or drunk dont care who ya are, your sanity also slips away when such things are present so not exactly Safe and Sane comes to mind...also if Y/you mail me just to tell me i have a nice ass thanks i know but ya might wanna try Reading my profile to , i am looking for people who know how to have conversations, and one can only talk about one's ass so much,muses, glad it is liked but travel north up to my brain it is a sexy part of me too!i know what a shock i have a brain!gasps!...with that said hope A.all have a good day or afternoon depending on where Y/you are in the world! ....oh a side note for those who i will answer if i do not do so right away i am either working, doing thing's around the house, reading a book or writing so please be patient if i dont get back to Y/you right away,smiles

a short story...her eye's were bright yet tinged with a nervous energy for what lay before her, today was the day of all days, her collaring ceremony!...she had taken extra care today with her appearance as this was no ordinary day, her long tresses hung down her back in clean silky waves, her face scrubbed clean, no make up to hide her features, her piercings and other jewelry stripped off, she wore nothing upon her body , as she turned to go she took a deep breath to calm her shaking nerves, head held high she walked down the path , feet bare, there He stood awaiting her , guests were seated waiting, their most cherished of friends were to witness such a deep moment between them, seeing the wall of fire and the wall of water , she straightened her shoulders and began her journey that would take her to her Master...standing infront of the wall of fire her voice strong and filled with emotion she whispered ...with all that i am and all that i shall become i will walk thru fire to get to You , the Keeper of my Heart, the Taker of my Soul, the Captor of my Mind, forevermore shall i kneel at Your feet ,Your collar soldered on never to be removed...she walked thru the fire wall feeling the heat , not hot enough to burn her severely but enough to heat her flesh, tears running down her face as she kept her eyes on Him her emotions were there for all to see in her eyes..she walked over to the Water wall, whispering as she stood infront of the wall of Water, here i stand ready to wash away the past , to cleanse my body of what was, to become new again, a fresh soul giving of myself to You as we walk the roads ahead, she whispered and walked thru allowing the water to wash over her, she stood wet and full of emotion on the other side for a brief moment before kneeling at His feet head bowed, i come to You without false pretense, nothing to hide who i am , i come to You free of the burdens of the past, to pledge my Love, Loyalty,Service and Trust , You have given me my freedom, i pledge to serve You from here until death's door closes upon me my Master...she whispered as the tears fell, her moment of total submission had come and for Him she would do all that was asked of her and more for He was her Life.

ok new topic, this ought to get me some hate mail but ahh what is life without a lil spice!...i am of the firm belief one is born Dominant or submissive, how ever O/one is Not born a Master or Mistress, slave or sub, these things take learning, training and time...that being said i dont believe anyone should go around calling themselves a Master or a Mistress at young ages (hence the hate mail)..you Need Experiance in life itself not to mention in the lifestyle before even considering you are such a thing..this is Not a Game..this is not Dungeons & Dragons where you take a piece of paper and role out a character with a set of dice...running around with the title Master or Mistress when you have no training is making a mockery of the Lifestyle and those who truly live it...no im not targeting anyone just stating what i think which i often do bluntly, saves time and i dont sugarcoat...i applaud those who say Dominant instead of Master or Mistress because you have taken the first step that may or may not lead to becoming a Master or Mistress...for those who slap such onto their name and dont even have experiance well ya need your asses paddled for sure, lol...ok im done for now, cheeky grin.

*Calling*...do You whisper to me , as i whisper to You, do You call out to me, as i call out to You, perhaps You are just a myth upon my soul, an unending shadowy need, never quenched in this darkness that shrouds me , as if trapped in the throes of a torment without bliss, do You crave me, as i crave You, do You stand, as i kneel, perhap's You are just an emptiness upon my heart, a vast growing hunger, never fully sated, in this growing whirlwind of emptiness, do i call out, do i scream for You! do You long for me as i long for You!perhap's we shall never know as the darkness begins to seep in and shroud my visions of You, perhap's i shall drown upon this barren glen before You have touched upon my longing...

ok new entry as i feel i need to write certain things out in Kindegarten purple.........i..do..not...cam...i ...do..not..cyber...
i...am...real...now..if...YOU..want...a...good...
conversation...or...some...laughter...mail...
me...otherwise...look...elsewhere...do...YOU....
Understand???....hopefully this will get thru to those of You looking for some on line fun, yes i have pics up...No that does not in anyway say im looking for a fuck buddy, my pics are far from vulgar or displayed in a way that says ooo ooo do me do me!...Thank You, and for those of Y/you who are REAL, mail im always looking to meet new and interesting people in this Lifestyle! *smiles*

what to write today..hmm...i have heard the term being submissive is a gift and i have heard those who say it is not a gift but an inborn trait....i agree and disagree with both of those statements....being a submissive is something one is born as , it is not a gift not something one can be trained to, you are either born submissive or not just as you are born Dominant or not...what becomes a gift is the giving of O/oneself so completely to another, of allowing yourself to be free and without control is truly a gift in itself, just as it is a gift when that One Dominant accepts such things and gives you what you need from Him or Her...Give and Receive, in one form or another it is the most beautiful gift O/one can receive from the other...being submissive is not a gift but submitting all to One is a very special kind of gifting....again as i always say my Opinion only! *smile's*

mmm thought i would share some more of my poetry with everyone.....

Seeking....

My hunger is ever growing, as i seek what i can not see, prowling in the night, lust clouding my mind, seeping into my veins, i hunger for carnal delights, a savage siren seeking that which will make me bleed, screaming in frustration , i seek what i can not see!

My hunger is ever growing, as i search the night, crazed with the heat of lust, growling with the need to feed, i seek what i can not see! a never ending torment upon my soul, lost in the hell of emptiness, i seek what i can not see! ending.................................

(Silence n Bliss)

In the silence of night ,
she screams,
a tormented soul
unsure what time has placed upon her,
racked in pain she cries out ,
in her breaking moment
she knows she will find her peace,
in the tears she finds her destiny ,
crying out
as lifes blood flows upon the floor ,
eyes glazing in wonder
she slips away ,
In the silence of night.ending......................

(Longing)......

In darkness i have fallen but a shadow of a woman, longing for truth in the arms of a stranger, hidden beneath the depths of such darkening layers, i seek what is there, calling on the edges of my awareness, like shadows dancing upon the glen, will this madness end, i do not know, i am lost in the ever changing vortex that has shrouded me in it's swirling mystery, it is a dance perhaps more erotic than that of lovers entwined for this dance is the dance of life. ending...

her dance....she entered the candle lit room silently, only the movements of the pearls could be heard..her black hair had been done in spiral curls ,piled on top of her head and laced with strands of pearls, all of her face was covered save her eye's by a black sheer veil, eye's of green lined in khol looked upon the floor, row upon row of glistening cream colored pearls looped around her neck and over her breasts, covering them, her pert nipples poked from between strands, around her waist hung the same type of pearls, round beautiful cream colored pearls, making a skirt, nestling in the v between her legs, just giving glimpses of what lay beneath..wetting her shell pink lips , she waited until the music began, celtic harp music began with a background of rolling thunder, she began to sway softly , her hands sliding up her sides slowly , until they were above her head, her movements, unhurried, sensual , as her head dropped back her mouth parted slightly, hips began to gyrate at the tempo built, with each new note, she moved her hands back down her body cupping her full breasts with a small moan, the music running thru her like a soft caress, the pearls sliding againt her flesh causing wicked sensations to build, her womanhood became moist as the thunder crashed the harp played, her movements increased, her feet twirling around and around, the pearls coming out from her body, her ragged keening could be heard throughout the chamber, the flicker of the candlelight dancing upon her bare skin, with each new crash of thunder she bent and swayed, arching her back , swaying as if no longer in control, as if the music had captured her in it's embrace, blending into her, the sensual savagery of the music calling out to her, her hands running over her body, touching, caressing, clawing, her keening growing louder, more animalistic in it's stark rawness, filled with a need, a powerful lust, her mouth wide, head thrown back as far as it could go her scream lashed out, as if drawn deep withen her, the music having taken her over the edge, her pelvic,jutting, circling, bucking wildly as the waves crashed over her, crying out hands spread wide she gave herself over to the delights of the music, slowly sinking to her knees, forehead upon the floor, arms stretched before her as she parted her thighs wide, proof of the power of music glistening upon her lips, as she knelt in surrender...

i wish to address a topic that is ever present in this Lifestyle but not often talked about on here except if something happen's and someone seek's aid....i talk about Abuse...
It is an ever growing problem withen the Lifestyle and one of great concern to me, unsuspecting new submissives to this Lifestyle are easy prey for those who cloak their Abusiveness in the word Dominant...Mental and Physical Abuse is not what this Lifestyle is about, no true Dominant is going to leash Domestic Violence on you..They are not about that, it is about a deep bond and so so much more, if you are being Abused know there is help out there, hot line's, shelter's, you can also seek help in the D/s community, most will give shelter and help those who are being abused in this Lifestyle..when you see the word's..Safe Sane and Consensual, Remember it Mean's just that, if you dont feel Safe and it is not a Mutual agreed upon meeting , session ect then most likely you have landed in the wrong hand's...Alway's remember your Safety if Very Important and Top's in this, Never Ever let someone tell you something UnSafe is the way it is...Abuse can happen to anyone even those not new just Remember you Are Worth a Hell of Alot and anyone who wishes to tear you down instead of build you up and make you soar with and for them is most likely an Abuser....take it from me i know, i spent 5 yrs in it, there is Escape and there is Help! you are a person first remember that!.....If you need advice i am here ...also remember there are choices, you Do Have a Choice!

ok well i get asked this question alot...what am i looking for? my answer is simple , what alot of us women are looking for...Mel Gibson's money, a tropical island, all the shoes we could ever hope to find , hair that does itself, nails that never break, batteries that never really die, the mall of america as an extension off our homes, diapers that change themselves, and of course a Few Good Men.. no wait!!! One good Man, that is right!!!, was thinking BDU's oops! * grins wickedly * ..laugh's..

............When You lie next to me.................

oooohoo Baby tonight, we could close the door and lock ourselves inside, take time, to feel, i dont wanna miss the chance to be sooo Real, days dont fly away and i forget the truth,everything that matters is in this room, when You lie next to me, breath in the air i breath, we dont have to speak , just breath, love's a precious thing , dont wanna waste a day or one more minute without Youuu in it,Life is sooo sweet when You lie next to me, my heart is Yours, and every part of me still wants to give You more, more time, to love, because You never know when Life will leave us,i wanna take in all the beauty here, let the world around us just disappear, when You lie next to me, breath in the air i breath,we dont have to speak, just be, love's a precious thing, dont wanna waste a day or one more minute without You in it, Life is sooo sweet when You lie next to me, oooh lie next to me, When You lie next to me,breath in the air i breath , we dont have to speak just Beee, ooohooo! love's a precious thing,dont wanna waste a day without You in it, life is so sweet when You lie next to me,when You lie next to meee.....winks, even i can be a softy, love That song!

Things i most like and/or crave ...oral, wax, Englishmen and certain(UK) men period bet some are wondering what i mean by that ! grins, suspension, the rack, bondage light to extreme, mind stimulation, all those really naughty things one normally does nt think of that would shock your grandparents from their graves, sweet ice tea,screaming,biting,clawing, hot tea, blow pop suckers, mustangs(car), heels, panties, corsets,pain, humiliation, cages, women, men, rough, babygirl,sluttiness,cheesecake, mt dew, photography, swimming , boating, breath play, slapping, filthy language, leashes, cleanliness, fructis shampoo, nail polish, toe rings, ankle bracelets, chokers, ribbon, clamps, pearls, black onyx, silver, restraints, weights, various positions torturious or otherwise, showers, silk, satin, lace, velvet, feather pillows, silk and satin sheets, mens dress shirts, stockings, garter belts, leather, car oil, tools, movies, dancing, the rain, storms, ice, fire, cooking, serving *duh*, rings, tats, piercings, suction, those are just a few of the lil thing's i like and/or crave...shuts the big book.

i have come to discover although so many *Dominant's* complain there are no Real submissives on here most of You * Dominant's* do not even have pic's up of You...come now how can You be seen as real if You wont share something so basic as Your face even..im not talking naked or any such thing, however One should stop and ask One's self if perhap's many pass them by because they are seen to be hiding..This is my Opinion only but i am more apt to talk if i actually Know who i am looking at...kinda hard for You to be wanting real if You cant make an effort Yourself...on the flip side of that...those who mail Just to ask for more pics stop it, if i wanted to share more pics with all they would be in my profile, You wanna see naked women buy a Penthouse! i have seen many interesting people on here and have talked to a few and will continue to talk if Y/you mail.

Here is a thought...i read profile's alot and the one thing you see alot even from me most likely is the word sane..be sane ect...In truth who is really Sane...i mean in order to say someone is insane other than being a medical doctor and committing someone into a nutward..how can you truly determine whether a person is Sane or Insane, sure some are just easy to see But in this day and age are nt we all a bit Insane?...Really think about it, we vote people like Bush into office, worry more over gay rights than poverty, buy shoes smaller than our size, kill ourselves to get into a pair of jeans ya cant breath in, get a whopper fries and a diet coke at burger king, worry about the latest nascar race more than about the men dieing in this war and buy bottled water! If that does not prove we are all a bit Insane i do not know what does!

Ok this may seem arrogant but i am gonna say it because well that is how i am, blunt...
i welcome Y/you to mail me but if Y/you are just looking to see pic's look elsewhere, i am not the local pornrus site...also when i mean intelligent , i dont mean Y/you have to be a wiz but please do read at a higher level than green egg's and ham and see spot run, great Kids books but i do enjoy stimulating conversation ! Life is fascinating and all aspect's of it should be explored and enjoyed, the mind is a vast landscape eager to learn, so use it!

ChiaMasters- Drop a bit of water on them and presto ! These lil boy's slap Master on their name and assume it will get them everywhere, with no experiance whatsoever , they charge in like wild dog's sensing easy prey, they are often rude, illmannered and wanting only sex, easily spotted because any true submissive can grab em by the balls and say to kennel and they meekly will follow! beware the ChiaMasters lurk in your area! * throw's a doggy biscuit into the cage *................Chiaslaves-ahh these lil beauties are usually found lurking about in dark corner's, best known for playing the Domme role while professing total obediance as they try to slip a collar around Your neck! having no real skills past flashing what they really dont have they are well known for games and mind fucks with no true sense of the lifestyle, also known to be friends with ChiaMasters who would be lost without the guidance of Chiaslaves in the art of ChiaDominance!.............

TrollaDom's- Lil boy's who live in mommies basement and pretend they are grown up, never having left mommies teet they are often known to be lurking outside bedroom windows or pming you trying to get their peckers off, do not fret, just give them a shampoo bottle and direct them back to the bathroom so they can resume playing wet willie and the magic shampoo bottle!

The instructions for proper use of a vibe...now one should alway's make sure you check to make sure it say's waterproof, over excitement for your new Willy Wonka may result in a sudden jolt of shock,to poor hellooooo kitty! Now once you see it is waterproof, one must put in said batteries, whether it is two or 8 WOW Big Johnson there! once you have applied the batteries you must then turn it on, if it roars to life like an engine be greatful you picked one with such power! if it just hums know you may have a long night of frustration and should seek help in the arm's of vibe #2 , once you have established the varying degree's of your kitty pleaser you will next have to figure out the best way to give yourself the ultimate experiance, no i dont suggest swinging from a ceiling fan while one whistles dixie and cranks up Mr Babe Ruth to play homerun, be sane in your choice of how you use it and remember if the batteries die, never throw Mr Delicate against a wall , Superman flys Vibe's do not and you Will in most cases end up with a Mr.Humpty Dumpty unless you have Big Johnson which in that case you will only be reduced to the power of a Lil Smokey, but never become to upset because if you were smart you have Mr.George in a drawer waiting with Curiousity to meet Hello kitty! *laugh's impishly*

a piece of sage advice to whoever wants it... empty and hurting, lost and alone, not sure what tomorrow will bring only knowing the emotions that assail you now, torment is so sweet , so fulfilling , yet not so much when the One who you try to please takes such and does nt bother to take the time to understand you to wonder if maybe you need some reassurance and safety after such a task, life is nt perfect, life is nt fair but you do have the power to make sure your mental health stays safe , so before you begin to give your heart make sure you know what you are doing, because in the end you will only hurt more and end up feeling empty and missing that person which did not really care how you felt, remember even though you may be willing to do whatever to please someone it does not mean you are not worth enough to not be cared for, not to be understood and yes you are worth alot, what you are willing to give, what you are willing to endure for someOne makes you worth alot, make sure they know it and dont settle for less in this life because you only have one life , one chance, sub or slave remember the Dom or Master may have the control but you are the one who decides who gets that control, if He does not realize your worth then He is not the one for you...

If extremeness bug's Y/you Do Not Read This lil story as it is not for the faint of heart....

her eye's dark and emotional, staring out into the night, to the ocean's expanse, so far away He was,
she knew what He was capable of, knew what her body and mind craved, her breath catching in
her throat as her mind traveled, eyes unseeing as she stared out to sea, traveling in her mind, she went to
that darkest place within her, until she was there, there in His presence, so over powering was her
desires she sank to her knee's, unaware she had , as her mind continued to work against her,
trapping her ...

there she was tied between two tree's, just her wrist's, cuffed, connecting to chains, they
were so far up she was stretched on her tiptoes, her body straining, pulled taunt, His eyes were cold
yet there was a spark of warmth that soothed her to a small degree..

when the first licks came she was not prepared, the flick of the whip against her bare flesh,
sending her body jerking forward, her cries a mix of pleasure and pain as each new flick of the whip
sent a searing pain thru her, her mind clouding from such sweet torture, hands balled in fists,
as each new whip stroke sent her further over the edge, into the realm of hypnotic pain induced
pleasure, she could feel the blood begin to trickle like a sensual river down her back, as her head fell forward,
her scream that of an animal , hoarse , raw, laced with pain, yet her pussy was swollen, wet,
dripping, He was taking her over the edge, not a word spoken by Him, she did not need it,
His presence was enough, biting down on her lip, drawing blood upon it, grunts and whimpers
escaping softly, as the whip suddenly flicked between her legs, her eyes widened, the tears fell
freely as her body erupted into a shattering orgasm, she felt as if she were tearing apart, her back
one massive burning inferno of pain as her body jerked with release, crying out my Master! as she drifted
into blackness, the cry so full of emotion,the sound of one who had sought and found her salvation in the hands of
a Master.

the submissive lay upon her floor weeping, from where she had just been in her mind, her dark tear filled eye's
staring out at the sea, with deep longing...

decided i left something very important out about me...im a voyuer, now this does not mean i go around peeping in people's window's to get some perverted thrill out of it...the body is a work of art, often time's a canvas one can explore, develope and perfect to a degree, making it a true masterpiece, sitting in a chair and watching one, two or 8 people enjoying their bodies, enjoying eachother, is a beautiful thing, the sensual, erotic aspects are truly an enjoyable thing, when you sit watching, noticing the little details, watching the faces, the eyes, seeing skin upon skin, feeling the energy in the room, it is a heady mix of mental stimulations, i am not one to sit and masturbate during such, i get my enjoyment from simply watching such a display of carnal delights, at time's i also take pics, color and blacknwhites, which i prefer black and whites as it brings out the beauty of it all, captures the essence of the moment, when ask to do a photo session those who i do it for always keep the negatives, i have no need to keep them, if i want someone to see my work i will show them my personal collection, there is alot to be said for voyuerism and capturing such moments on film, i think for me one of the most rewarding experiances is simply being able to watch , there really is no word's right enough to explain the depth of beauty in the act of seeing such displays of erotic sensualism, from the simplest of kisses to the extreme, there is a quality often missed while being part of such a joining, you are so into it you dont exactly have time to observe what is all happening that is why there is so much meaning to being a voyuer it also makes you more aware as a lover , it is more sharp more clear to you as a lover after you have spent so much time observing there really is no choice but to enjoy sex more

my defintion of Sir...it was brought to my attention that perhap's i should not call those who are not my Master * Sir *...well i try to respect all in this aspect but i am no miracle worker and it will take time, they say respect is earned which is true, but there is basic respect and then a deeper respect which to me is earned, Sir to me is a courtesy, a basic respect to Dom's and Master's, im submissive and know my place in life , calling one Sir is not meant to be offensive nor done in rudeness, i do it out of respect for who You are , for the fact You are above me and to let You know i dont hold myself on a lofty perch, i may be the odd wench but if i say Sir it is simply because i respect who You are as a Dominant, as a Man, deeper respect is shown in other way's for me, and if there come's a time One prove's untrue then i will even drop the Sir...i am who i am and try to be respectful, if me calling You *Sir* is a problem dont hesitate to let me know but also know i cant switch how i am overnight and may very well call You Sir automatically!

time for another morte post!...i think i will just write, let whatever i feel just pour out of me in this post, expose myself so to speak and how i feel in the depths of me...so saying that...i have written who i am and my definitions on a few things, but did not touch on my inner most feelings on such subjects, there is so much depth, so much feeling in me about each of the subjects i have written about, not all will agree with me and that is par for the course, all i know is when i give my all i do it with every fiber of my being, with my every breath, with every beat of my heart, when i give i give everything, i am many things, some not even submissive, i have a Domme streak that extends to females Only, yet when i think on it all i realize it is not what you portray but how you act upon such things, there is such a deep connection in the Lifestyle yet im not sure it is the Lifestyle itself so much as the people who are aware of themselves on a deeper level, they have a deeper connection to everything around them not just in the D/s world, but with everything, i feel deeply yet there is a choice in that, a choice in all one does, to me this a connection that runs so solid so intense and so pure, when one comes to realize how deeply they are tied to such a path it is humbling, to realize your desires and wants are to please and serve another is something so enriching, so freeing so empowering you become shaken to the core of you, this connection goes deeper than love it goes to the core, to the begining of time to the ending of it, how could one not kneel to such a presence of stunning magnitude, a submissive is not just a kink not just a name it is something that was created in you from the begining of time, it is the realization that each path you take, each heartache you come upon you will always still be your true self , your mark upon the world is so honorable, so breath taking because you choose to accept your place in life, a place filled with such harmony, such joy and freedom, a place that cant be taken from you because it was born in you, it grows with each new experiance, sometimes you just kneel in awe at such a life path, it is staggering to realize you have something so giving and sweet in you, something so cherished and accepted, to know you give your complete self over to Another because it is how and who you are brings tears to ones eyes, a spasm to ones heart and a quivering to ones soul, you are not just a person you are a submissive, you are all that is part of one half of something that is the blending of a deep connection between two people, a bonding of the heart mind soul and body, you are part of a completion that thru the ages has grown stronger because knowledge is yours and you accept such rich gifts you have been given, you are not just WOMAN you are SUBMISSIVE!

my definition of a door mat...ok i have read a few profiles with that statement in it and this is my view..as a slave you really dont have a bloody choice whether you are a door mat, a slave has no limits no rights no say, if you choose the right of a slave make sure you Know what it means, slavery is not a light choice and is the giving up of all of you, no it does not mean you must bow to every Dom or Master who speaks but if in truth you are looking to serve remember a slave is simply that, you may not wanna be a doormat but if you choose to be a slave it is not your right to say whether you get to be one or not, so make sure you truly are a slave and not a submissive, a submissive does have rights and a say...many confuse that issue especially about being a slave, so yes if you put slave as who you are and say im not a door mat remember this...yeah you damn well are to most Doms n Masters, He has that choice not you this does not mean it is what you Will be to Him or Her but it does mean you give up the right to whether or not you have a choice in being a door mat or not.

my definition of a collar...a collar is not something you accept on a whim and take off just as easily on a whim, it is a serious thing, not to be taken lightly..There is no such thing as a velcro collar to those who are serious about this Lifestyle, it is honorable, serious and very emotional, a collar like a brand or mark represents you and Your Dom, Master or Mistress, if you can take one off at the drop of a hat how do you show you are serious? you dont, a collar is that which says look at me, yes i am proud and have a right to be, i am Owned , i am honored with such, a collar for me is a permanent thing, once on it only gets cut off and if it does then there is no more, a collar is not what binds you to your Owner but that which proves you are willing to seal yourself to your Owner by accepting such an honor, yes i speak of honor a concept i think often forgotten in this world, and yes as a sub or slave you should have pride, without pride how can you be prideful of the One you Serve? how can you hold your head up and say look at me im Owned, im Collared, i Serve! you cant....for those who disagree with me well last i checked no two people think the same , grins.

kneeling in Hell's Fury, her head thrown back, a silent scream upon her lips, her eyes filled with such intense joy and freedom as the Flames of fate lick upon her body, a controlling heat upon her soul as she basks in the glow of such discovery, knowing as she kneels she is becoming one among the Flames flickering power, the licking strokes of each new flicker a balm upon her soul, ecstasy upon her flesh, in that one moment , she breaks free, soaring upon the bliss of knowledge,kneeling tears of undeniable splendor running down her cheeks, knowing she has found her Peace, her Freedom...she has come Home.

i should state something about my writing's, when i say my Definition it mean's how * i * view thing's, it does not have to agree with Y/uor definition nor does it make mine * right * , there is no right or wrong definition, it is based on Y/your own experiances, desires and wants, Life is not filled with carbon copies, we each have our own opinions, thoughts, defintions, and desires, no two people are exactly the same, so if Y/you disagree with what i write feel free to mail me but Know my opinion is my own, and until there is a time im told not to speak my mind i will do so ...

my definition of me...im intelligent, strong, funny, cold, creative, kinky, proud, self assured, attractive, cynical, bi sexual ( though i should let it be known i am Dominant with women and it would take one hell of a Domme for me to be able to be topped ), blunt, honest, bold, saucy, sassy, romantic,slutty, passionate, giving, generous, erotic, sensual, cruel, add the fact im submissive and ya got a major wild cat who knows her place...
i see no point in sugar coating anything, i dont hide behind sweet word's just to get my way, if i need or want i ask if i get it great if not life's a bitch at time's, pain bring's pleasure and pleasure bring's pain, i have brain's which i use at time's and at other time's frankly i see no need to use them, laughter has it's place as does being serious, i have old fashioned views on how thing's should be done, i know a woman's place and a man's , i dont truthfully believe all thing's should be equal that just does nt work , i believe in limits up to the point of when you are collared you put your complete trust in your Owner so why would you see a need for limits, trust in Him to Know what is best for you, if He damages you mentally well either kick Him in the balls and leave or put up with it, no such thing as abuse unless you allow, that statement may piss alot of people off but i dont want to hear it , i have been abused , shit happens get strong or break simple as that , men are Supreme woman are subserviant , it is how the world was made, i dont see it changing any yr soon so why try and change it, life is good and full of a vast play ground of experiances, i choose to play, i dont think in black and white everything has to many colors to do that, i dont judge if i can help it and i dont care who judges me, i am me and as long as i carry myself in the manner befitting a submissive the rest is triffles! if You wanna know what i am into BDSM wise the answer is this, minus kids scat animals and having body parts lopped off, skies the limit, with the right one limits wont matter but then if some sick fuck thinks im gonna mess with kids i suggest you run far and Fast ! ok that about sums it up for now i have said enough...

Not sure how many will actually understand these but i thought i would share some of my work...

*Pleasures* On softly parted lips,satin feel,glistening drops, kneeling in wonder,
with softly parted lips,stroke of a tongue, slide of moist lips , hardness on softly
parted lips,soft whimpers, breathless gasps, liquid heat, on softly parted lips.

* Conquered* in a whispered breath He broke her will, the trickling of blood upon
her silken flesh, the tremble of a pain racked body, she knew her fate, ina whispered breath,
He took her soul, a shattered scream, tears in ruin, a heart destroyed, in a whispered
breath He took her life.

*Discovery* On a bed of blades, she knew her bliss, in the breaking of dawn, she found her
darkness,a body torn, a soul complete, on a bed of blades, she found her Life.

my definition of a Master...A Master is first in control of Himself, He is confident, patient, has no need to prove Himself to anyone, self assurred and has a high self esteem, He does not beg, does not chase, and does not compromise who He is...He is a Teacher, Guide, Leader,Lover, Disciplinary, Friend, and Confidant...He know's His place in Life and expect's you to know your's..His belief's are not to be haggled about..He is strong, intelligent, and has learned it take's more than slapping a the name Master on your name to be a Master...Whether a pleasure Master a pain Master or a mix of both, He is usually intense and expects to be obeyed without question..Unlike other men a Master also know's there is a deep connection between slave and Master and never abuses His power by not caring for His slave's welfare, in order to give a Master a slave's all He know's He has to nurture, push and lead in the direction He wishes a slave to go without abusing His power, a Master does nt need to flaunt His power His position nor His right's ..a Master IS Power, Position and Right's , it is known without saying by His look, speech, and gesture's..if you cant spot a Master in the outside world you dont look hard enough because their presence is easily known.

my defintion of a slut...A slut is not to be looked down upon for such a thing, she in truth is a very confident woman, she know's her place in life and uses her knowledge to a vast degree, a slut is not in the clothes you put on but an inborn trait, she has a high self esteem, carries herself befitting one of station , she is not someone easily taken advantage of , she knows the sensual arts as well as knows all about getting down right dirty, she can wear a business suit yet you Know instantly she is a slut by her mannerisms, whether she is naked or modestly dressed she is always aware of her sexuality and not afraid to show it to all who will look, being a slut is an art and not something one should look down upon or turn their nose at because frankly if one can be a slut then she is proud , smart and often times stable. Nor is she judgemental, the world has enough judges, she would rather indulge in life's sin's, laugh and have a good time, one filled with energy, perversion, and a great sense of adventure!...so next time you think to call someone slut stop to think what that Really Mean's!

my definition of a slave...
A slave has no right's, no limit's, no opinion's, she is at the mercy and kindness of her Owner, she is Property. However a good slave is also one taken care of, You beat a dog enough and he is useless, You beat a slave and they eventually are useless, whether sub or slave one must be cared for...
A slave in alot of way's is more special than a submissive because a slave Gives over All of herself to her Owner, everything she has and everything she is, trusting in her Owner with her life ...
Few realize being a slave is the freedom beyond anything one can imagine as is being submissive but being a slave is being strong enough to let go of all you know and have known and be totally enslaved to another. it is a rich gift to give your Owner and one not easily made but once made it is an aweing experiance to alot and should never be looked down on, and slaves are very intelligent , if they were not they would not have realized just what it is to be Totally Free and to Give ALL of yourself to your Owner.

i have decided to write this as to clear up confusion...To me one is born submissive and is trained to be a sub or slave, im maso, into breath play, bondage, extreme to light pain, whip's, cat o nine's, clamp's, edge play, ect ect But that is the least of it, the training does not start with sessions of play, anyone can control a person's body it is the mind soul and heart that is the true cycle of it all, this Lifestyle is not a game or a kink it IS a way of Life, does that mean you cant enjoy the normal thing's in life? no it mean's you just have a broader range of understanding than some..giving yourself over to One to serve,obey,love,cherish,care for, lean on, laugh with, cry for, One who is your teacher, guide, protector, rock, fortress, lover , confidant, and many more thing's mean's you will truly find freedom, it is knowing that thru Heaven or Hell you will walk thru it for Him and with Him, the Lifestyle is about two people conecting on a level higher and deeper than that of other *couples* , the true gift is not so much being submissive as it is the giving of yourself over completely with absolute trust to your One the One you call Master Owner Amour everything and all thing's, knowing each day you please and serve to the best of your abilities and still push harder to go a bit further eachday for your ONE! knowing what His desires wants needs and dreams are and doing your best to fulfill them as He will yours, a true connection of two people in this Lifestyle is one of Beauty, Grace, Depth, Passion, Fire and Ice, Harshness and Softness, it is a blending of two people opposite yet molded to perfection when joined as O/one...this is all i have to say for now

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