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ANGER is still testing me, i have gotten to the point that if i dont know you or i dont like you that i instantly want to hurt you. my discipline has kept me in check but it has become harder than usual to maintain the composure needed to keep from attacking someone...god i need an outlet, so far pain is the only thing that makes it go away but a new problem has arose, the wrong amount of pain will make me even more hostile, not enough will also aggrivate me. why cant i find a Domme with a flogger who can tell when enough has been inflicted and isnt stupid enough to try and push past the limits?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!? |
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