ModifiedDesire

Let's be honest here. I'm not interested in older men, sorry it doesn't cut it for me, if you are over 35, I will not reply.

I AM a bbw, as you see in my photographs, if that is something you can't get over, I'm not for you.

I also am not interested in punishment, it is not my gig. I am more Gorean than into BDSM, punishment is exactly that, pain for the sake of correction, and even then I'm not sure that pain is something I want, I suppose with set limits it would be fine.

Ok, I'm being confusing yes? What am I doing on this site if I'm not wanting to be spanked and tortured? And if I'm gorean why am I not speaking in third like a girl of the silks should?

To answer the first, it is quite simple in my opinion. I'm a natural submissive, not a trained one. I like to serve and service men but I do it because I enjoy it, not because I fear your whip. The best slave is one who will kneel at your feet and whisper words of love-- not beg for forgiveness for something silly.

I have a personal life which I will not vito based upon ones desire for me to stop, and that is a definate. I just need a private life, someone to confide in, someone to love and worship, someone with a GOREAN mentality that I am more than an object. In Gor there is a deep unspoken love between M/s and BDSM lifestyle doesn't seem to compare in my eyes.

Why do I not speak in third?

As of late I have been a free woman, and without a collar upon my neck, I can not speak third... No Master, means I have to follow my own rules untill some are set upon me.