“When she's abandoned her moral center and teachings...when she's cast aside her facade of propriety and lady-like demeanor...when I have so corrupted this fragile thing and brought out a writhing, mewling, bucking, wanton whore for my enjoyment and pleasure.....enticing from within this feral lioness...growling and scratching and biting...taking everything I dish out to her.....at that moment she is never more beautiful to me. ” - Marquis de Sade

This is my first day back on CM in 6 months. I finished my chemotherapy in late November and I am exercising and walking again. Started slowly 5 weeks ago, and making progress. It feels good to walk outside. I celebrated my 65th birthday recently.  

Update: On May 13, I had a very large tumor removed from my colon area. It had eaten through my colon linings and eaten into my lymph nodes. The colon was repaired and the cancer also damaged my liver. Because of the damage to my lymph nodes, left leg and central nervous system, the surgeon and oncologist said I would never walk again. Eight days later, I walked out of the hospital and went home. I was in pain for almost 12 weeks, and doing better now. I started chemotherapy in June and will be undergoing chemo for 6 months. I have bouts with nausea and chemobrain, and according to the ACS, it will continue for up to a year after completion of the chemo.

Don't miss the August 1 Registration deadline for Bondage in the Boondocks!

Located near Duluth Minnesota USA, an event for ponies and bondage enthusiasts, Bondage in the Boondocks is produced by Foxy and Sherifox Davis, three time International Ponyplay Championships (IPPC) Grand Champion winners.

The event is at the same location where the IPPC was held for six years. The ranch is set up for the ponies with stalls, pastures, carts, trails, and more.

Bondage in the Boondocks starts Thursday August 11, 2011 and runs through Monday August 15, 2011. Day passes are available for those of you who can't attend the whole event.

Nightly bonfires, dancing & drumming, social events, and even a competition or two that you can enter (or cheer on your new found friends)!

This is an opportunity to make your pony dreams come true.

Simon Blaise, Lady Careina, and Mistress Gwen Freestorm round out the presenter lineup. Sessions on hypnosis, extreme fire play, bondage for sex, and spirit walking while in bondage will take you places you likely have never been before.

To Register go to the web site: http://bondageintheboondocks.com/

Coffee enemas are becoming increasingly popular. I enjoy giving coffee enemas....give me a jingle. Let's get together and have some erotic fun...while you feel the warmth in your tummy from a coffee enema.

Nous ne savons pas vraiment comment fonctionne le mot. Naive Américains sont toujours de mourir pour la liberté d'autrui

Child prostitution and child pornography need to be vigorously chased down and killed. 8 people from Papillion, Nebraska (Omaha area) have been convicted and have been sentenced to 2 to 25 years in prison (depending on severity of crimes) for solicitation, child pornography and sex trafficking, and over 100 people (men and women) were arrested in Dallas over Super Bowl weekend for solicitation. 

As you know, this time of year is special all over the world...with Christmas and all the decorations. If you were here with me, I'd make a human Christmas tree out of you with lots of garland, shiny tinsel and lights all over you. I'd clamp bulbs and ornaments on your arms, lips, ears, nose, nipples and clitoris. I'd put you on display in my living room in front of my picture window for all to see. What a lovely Christmas tree you would make.

I enjoy treating women as objects, with healthy doses of bondage, impersonal treatment, and body modifications slowly applied over time.

Ultimately I call the shots and you most certainly do not.

When the craving gets too much and you get in touch with me, expect me to insist upon proof of sincerity - this site is full of fakes as we all know.

If you cannot move, because of a job, career, or family, then you're a slave to yourself. You should be my slave, my object.

Clearly foreign women are at a huge disadvantage as this is a cage-in, or live-in position only; that said... never say never.

If you're an object used to speaking in the third-person already, that's a bonus.

Good words to live by:

"Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible."

~ Claude T. Bissell

SLAVERY

slavery is not about suffering . . .
. . . slavery is about service.
slavery is not about humiliation . . .
. . . slavery is about humility.
slavery is not about pain . . .
. . . slavery is about being present.
slavery is not about being used . . .
. . . slavery is about being of use.
slavery is not about control . . .
. . . slavery is about letting go.
slavery is not about what is done to you . . .
. . . slavery is about what you do for others.
slavery is not about abuse . . .
. . . slavery is about acceptance.
slavery is not about proving anything . . .
. . . slavery is about being real.
slavery is not about contempt . . .
. . . slavery is about respect.
slavery is not about how you look . . .
. . . slavery is about how much you care.
slavery is not about denying yourself . . .
. . . slavery is about being open.
slavery is not about bondage . . .
. . . slavery is about freeing your spirit.
slavery is not about punishment . . .
. . . slavery is about discipline.
slavery is not about being unable to escape . . .
. . . slavery is about being committed.
slavery is not about submission . . .
. . . slavery is about obedience.
slavery is not about fear . . .
. . . slavery is about trust.
slavery is not about sex . . .
. . . slavery is about love.
slavery is not about pleasure . . .
. . . slavery is about happiness

A collar must be earned.  The Master providing the collar must earn the respect of the sub/slave to be collared.

Let us start with simply getting acquainted with a goal of play and who knows?  By doing so, a collar for you may or may not come.

I have over three decades of experience, but do not let that cause you not to write.  I can and will teach, train and mentor you if the chemistry from our initial meeting(s) goes well.

My day to rant

I love all these female subs/slaves who write "....message me on Yahoo if you want to know more, will answer all." Yeah fucking right... they don't answer any. I think they must all be closet-homosexual guys posing as women.

It really doesn't matter in the end if you reply with a 'FUCK YOU' or move on, but the courtesy of a reply is expected and as long as I am not sending some cut & paste message... I deserve a reply.

Actions speak louder than words.  

Domination is not about telling subs/slaves what to do, to the contrary, it is about influencing them in such a way that they feel an almost overwhelming need to follow and obey.

Extreme BDSM is exciting, but let's be safe out there. Find consenual submissives and slaves to water board if you desire

Man arrested for water boarding girlfriend in Nebraska

LINCOLN, Nebraska (Associated Press, October 27, 2010) — A 22-year-old Lincoln man accused of water boarding his girlfriend has been charged with false imprisonment, domestic assault and making terroristic threats.

Police say the 22-year-old woman told officers that Trevor Scott Case confronted her Saturday morning when she got home from work and accused her of being with someone else.

The woman told police that Case bound her wrists, tied her to a couch and stuffed socks in her mouth. She said he then put a shirt over her head and poured water over it, creating the sensation of drowning.

Police say the woman was able to twist free. The report says her wrists were bruised and swollen. A message left Tuesday with Case's public defender was not immediately returned.

What you see in my pictures I have been doing for years, but it doesn't mean I will do it with you. I am very extreme but very normal

Please pray for the Misandrists in the world. "You will know me by my love," says the Lord. Pray God comes into the cold hearts of all Misandrists in the world.  

"The whip explodes like lightning from the hand of a god, it snakes through the air like a dragon's claw. It is evil, languid, precise, supremely savage, and sensuous. In short, it is as sexy as it is dangerous."

~Robert Dante

***REAL TIME ONLY***

Please write me, and if we do share an interest in each other, it shouldn't be a problem to meet for coffee...

Of course, the running joke in the BDSM community is you can get anyone on CollarMe.com to do ANYTHING- EXCEPT meet. LOL