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Binding you and making you breathless
I love wrapping my rope around you and taking you to the edge, binding your chest, arms down to your drawn up ankles, legs bent and tied so you can't unbend them, your legs fall open and I have access to your cock and you are exposed and vulnerable.
I can bind your cock and balls and play you like a violin, bringing from you whimpers and moans and sighs that are music to my ears. Every little shudder and gasp delights me and makes me wet and hungry to devour you.
I rain kisses from your forehead to the soft and tender flesh of your inner thighs, letting my long hair brush against your cock, looking up from the curtain of my hair as my lips plant a kiss on your shivering cock, just a gentle kiss of my soft lips and you moan and thrash beneath me. In that moment I know you are mine, mine for a moment, a heart beat, for as long as my rope binds you, you belong to me.
In that moment I feel such tenderness that you have trusted me, and I feel such power too. I look into your beautiful eyes and all I want is to make you fly, to set you free to soar. As my lips burn a trail of kisses up your body to your mouth I feel your heart beat under me and your mouth tremble under mine, I feel your breath quicken as my mouth joins your and in that moment all that matters is the kiss and your body shivering and quivering under me, your eyes burn with brightness, a kind of bliss... A wash of emotions trapped inside of you, I see the crack in your walls and all I want to do is help you set yourself free.
I may have imprisoned your body tonight, but long ago you Imprisoned your heart. For just moments a crack formed and light shown from you, warmth flooded you and you soared, I smile and watch you sink back down into your body again, it's enough for now, because I know you can find that again, and I can take you there again too.
I believe beauty is measured by our imperfections, our cracks and flaws...
a canvas covered is paint is far more lovely than a stark white canvas.
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I am not a professional Mistress.
But I use the medium that best suits my various talents.
I am an artist a gypsy a life style Mistress and a Photographer.
I want to touch all of you...
And if I can't do that in person then I want to use all that technology has to offer.
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If you serve me as I desire you will be rewarded greatly. I am a demanding Mistress but my time is well worth the extra effort. |
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Somehow Spring has arrived and it's off to events and photographing kinky sexy things for me. My first event of the spring/summer season is next weekend. I am so excited.
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Chuckle. I can't understand how fall has arrived and winter is nipping at our heels. Sigh. The summer flew by with events and trips, fall found a new project in Chicago that keeps me busy and now traveling. I love it. There will be a studio and photo exhibit of some of my kinky work with so of my kinky and quirky friends showing their work as well. So the time has come to step it up and find that submissive to asssist and mentor. There will be torment and fun and some work as well. Send a photo if you don't have one in your profile. |
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Summer has arrived and it's on the road I go for event after event, It all started with Shabaricon a wonderful event in Chicago at the end of May in two weeks we will be at Twisted Tryst where I will be photographing and organizing several large scale shoots involving lovely girls rope and trees. Sigh, it is a good life. Then on to an event back east where I can enjoy a week shooting playing and frolicking with my sweet longtime girlfriend. Then back for one more Twisted Tryst in August and then the madness begins with moving and building a new studio, it will be a grand fall filled with much madness and mayhem. Mistress Mayhem is is always looking for new models so if you are small and or a little curvy and flexible drop me a note. xoxox Mmayhem
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Currently all my time is taken up with art and books:)
I am really enjoying getting some of my images out there in the form of art books.
I have a link and a note about the book on servitude my web site. http://www.servitude.com
Enjoy the day.
Now I must get back to work;)
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Mistress seeks models and minions for the studio. I am currently working on several projects, looking for slender or curvy models. Female or couples.
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What a wonderful spring it has been. My little tribe just returned from SpankFestival where I was photographing. It was wonderful but grueling, So for the next Spank at the end of August I will need a photo minion. Last September I had one and it was perfect. This year I found myself with in great need of one. I would prefer a girl and naturally I will want her to be my muse and model as well as minion. Versatility is key.
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Very busy of late.
I finished and published the Calendar book "Gassed Girls" it's very exciting and there seems to be a good response to the book.
http://stores.lulu.com/MistressMayhemStudios
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Nice quiet yummy weekend so far. Lots of joy, relaxing and nakedness. I'm sleepy and have tons to do but I am refusing to do any real work all weekend.. Kisses to all. Stay warm and happy.
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Lovely and wonderful weekend with my boy and our girl. Wonderful sexy time at a costume party in the city with lovely Mistresses and Doms all around much, play muck cries and sighs. A great shoot witha very good group. Sexy Mistress and two willing subs (mine) they were very good and will be rewarded qite a bit ;)
Working on the photos this week new sites to design this week a very good and busy week to come.
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It has been ages since I was on here.
It was a grand summer and looks to be an amazing fall. I took my poly family to Spank2 and the 4 of us had an amazing time. It was a wonderful balance of people and we found we could all get along, play, and discover new connections withing the group. Next June we will all go again. For now we are spending as much time as we can building a solid foundation to the group, it makes me very happy. Having one of the four so far away is difficult at times but I am lucky I can travel and spend time with my girl. When I'm here I have two loves who keep me quite busy and happy. It's a good balance. We are all looking forward to spending New Years together and perhaps at least one other event before May when we have ShabariCon to attend.
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FetishCon was as always filled with surprises. If I can just catch up on sleep and perhaps sort through all the cards as well as the images I shot it will be a good week filled with work and smiles... It does look as thugh I will be doing a lot of traveling soon:)
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I'm packing for FetishCon now, new business cards are printed portfolio almost ready, bags packed computer charged. Just a few things left to do, pack a few more props and a couple of articles of clothing and oh maybe just a few more prints for my book, load the ipod with music and photos...
List of contacts almost ready to go.
Once client to call and then it's on the road this afternoon.
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5 is a very good girl. She does as she is told and is rewarded for her good behavior. I am blessed to have her sit at my feet. She will be missed while she is away on her adventures for the next two weeks. During that time I will be tormenting my property (he is such a good boy, when he is not being very bad;).
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I have not been around here much anymore. Life is taking me in a new direction and community is picking up the slack where online took much of my time.
I have stopped searching, and have started exploring, I just got back in June from and event SPANKFESTIVAL.com and it was amazing. The September one will be even better, this time I have another photograper to work with so I can play before 1 am;)
I am still sorting the images I shot, well over a 1,000 images, perhaps even close to 2,000 hard to say. I shot two flesh hangs, quite a few sexy suspensions and even organized, art directed and shot a three girl suspension in a lovely tree in one the wooded areas at camp.
You can check the site out and decide if it's time for you to venture off the net and into a lovely and warm community of truly kinky people so that you ma explore suspension, fireplay and who knows maybe a flesh hang... I'll keep my feet firmly on the ground thank you taking pictures and tormenting my own lovely stable of willing victims...
Oh I almost forgot for the sensual and erotics ones, we have pony play... Want to be a pony, we currently are transforming several lovely girls into ponies who will be providing pony cart rides around the pond in the moonlight. Sigh so lovely.
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Life is as always crazy and wonderful.
In addition to being a photographer and a web designer I have also been running with my business partner a call center for Professional Mistresses, really it's a great thing. As a life style Mistress I seem to do very well talking to those that call.
It gives the Mistresses so much more time, I screen the calls, send out the first contact emails answer questions and make bookings for sessions.
With the help of another Mistress we can answer the phones and reply promptly the way no mistress could if she still wanted to have a life and a businesses.
As a web designer I'm already at my computer and having been in the lifestyle for some time I can offer the callers the reassurance that I can help them with their questions.
Everyone needs an assistant at times:)
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I hunger for passion,
I hunger for love,
I hunger for your submission.
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Lovely is the cage I put him in.
Locked up and put away until I am ready.
Sigh, what a lovely night.
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I may have put aside my search but my boy has not and we met for dinner a very nice and pretty REAL girl! Honesly it was so nice.
That and several nice emails and well I'm still here hanging around when I can (although work is so busy I hardly have time to keep up with my mail box.
Its warmer out and the sun is a lovely golden color of late afternoon, my boy is cooking and we are off to see friends at a Munch.
It's a good day:)
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I have decided to put aside my search here for a third. My partner and submissive will continue to search here but I have given up hope. I am tired of chatting for the briefest possible time only to have the person wander off (or run) when I ask to chat on the phone or possibly meet. And so I have come to the conclusion that most would rather live in the online world and fantasy rather than find out what is next. Blessings all who search here. I wish you the best. MM |
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I find it very disturbing that someone would contact me by phone from my web site and perhaps pretend to be someone (not who they are) to what end? I can only think it was not real because no further contact with with real information was or has been forthcoming. I have deleted the journal entries that lead to my photo work. If you want to find my work you will have to ask or you can go searching on http://www.deviantart.com under Mmayhem.
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Happy New Year!
Best wishes to all in everything you do this year.
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Sometimes it is about play.
I have put my boy away in the body bag, it's so tight that we struggle for the first five minutes. Then I become cruel and heartless for 5 minutes, slapping, pounding and adjusting things, chuckle I feel better he settles down, the hood is on and I shut off the light and take a little break usually only a few feet away so I can check on him, time stretches out... and then we play:)
Lovely Ok now time to go to work, a Mistresses job is never done;)
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Well I got what I asked for for Xmas, I got a tree and I got a girl under it, it made for a lovely 5 days of shooting and we created some amazing work, but alas I do not get to keep her, she left on the 23 to return to her own life. But it was a taste of something wonderful. We know now more than ever that a third would complete our happy hedonistic home. Please, before you write to me, note I am not looking for a man, or a lesbian, although I love lesbians very much my partner has a cock and I am not looking to replace him. He is extraordinary and I am looking for an equally extraordinary girl to go with him and I. So please read and follow the directions carefully, all notes not qualifying are simply deleted, I receive so much mail I cant read them all. Thank you, Have a Happy Sexy New Year! Mistress Mayhem
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I want one girl
She needs to be cute and I need to be able to take pictures of her when I want to. Other than that she has to like sex a lot, not be jealous and possessive, quiet and sweet when I need that and little hell cat sometimes, she needs to be a good little bad girl.
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This site is maddening!
Why do girls put up profiles send me notes and then take down their profiles? Before I can respond. It's very upsetting.
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I'm heading off for a two day photoshoot. Have a lovely weekend all.
MM
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Just incase you cant see my photos I just edited them so they should be back up very soon:) Or you can drop me a note and I will send you one.
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It is that time of year when the sun still holds warmth but the earth is cooling. The wind is fresh and sharp and the clatter of tree branches on the windows makes me think of winter knocking at the door. I love this time of year when the leaves swirl around me and I want to curl up with passion and desire and warm myself by the fire that burns from within. I am blessed to have passion and joy in my life and work that fills me with creativity. The only thing missing is a girl to kneel at my feet.
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This place seems so unreal. I spend an hour writing a wonderful note to someone who wrote to me yesterday. I hit send only to find out they deleted their account after one day. It is sad. That someones words about how I write could make me so excited to eager to share with them only to find them gone, and the fact that they might not even be really who they said they were is worse. I have become guarded from being here. Sigh, I think perhaps it's true that you can really only find people out in the world. There is far to much pretend here. I found my boy at an event... I think perhaps that is where we will have to go in the end... Or maybe just maybe we will find real people here. Who knows, its one of those crazy fall days when everything and nothing seems possible;)
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I've been traveling again, enjoying friends but missing my boy. I'm still looking for a girl, one day I hope we will meet connect and find out time here has been worth it. So many we write to never even respond. I find that difficult to grasp. Where have manners gone.
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I have just updated my photos so if you can't see them just drop me a note and I will send you one till the system catches up:)
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My pictures are being approved right now (I updated my pics here), contact me and I will send you one while they are working on them here.
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I will be venturing into Chicago on a regular basis this summer and fall for work. I am excited about the photo and video work. It will be great to be back in a studio working. Soon I will gear up for some grand projects. I would love to find my girl friday for work and play, but alas I fear it will not be here. No one writes, or responds. I am grated by only silence and an empty mailbox.
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Boston to Bloomington, It's been a couple of months and I'm settling into the little city nestled in the cornfields. You may wonder how I ended up here. Boston had grown stale and NY didn't offer the warmth I craved, so it was Chicago. Starting a new life requires planning and this location offers access to the city. I am looking forward to Chicago and in a few weeks I will begin traveling there a couple of times a week for work and play. And alas also searching for that girl;) I know she is out there. Someone to grace the pages of my portfolio and to become a part of our family one day. For now a girl Friday would be grand;) Part assistant, part muse and always friend and toy.
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After attending a rope event in Chicago all I want to do is tie someone up. But alas I am working instead designing web sites and heading out with my camera to scout locations for a shoot later this weekend.
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