So here I go with my first Journal entry. These are my views, right or wrong. They are what they are for the time being. I have been very interested in the BDSM community for many years. I have had an extremely hard time finding someone that follows protocol and knows the true meaning of domination/submission. I am a very open person when it comes to my fetishes and such. I would hope when I find my Master he is just as open. I started noticing my attraction to submission during a porn I was watching. Public humiliation and bondage turned me on so much. I realized that certain things that used to disgust me became erotic to me after an encounter quite like public disgrace would promote. I fell in love with everything BDSM. And after a year or more of studying all aspects of it, here I am again. Trying to find a Master that fits. I have not had the privilege of being owned so far, but I believe it is only a matter of time until I find the perfect situation. I have hard limits, as do many. And I may have more than most. But I am also willing to ease into anything and give it a try at least once. I have a very open mind and a will to please the man in my life. While being honest, I do enjoy black men and white men, slightly older but not more than 25 year difference.