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As long as l have been on here You would think I would have found somebody that wants a power exchange |
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Tick tock Tick tock hurry goes the clock hurry hurry hurry time ain't getting any no cheaper. Before you know it
your hourglass is down to its last grain and it is your turn to face the Reaper.
Morbid to most humbling to others. Tick tock Tick tock hurry goes the clock Where are you going to be when you give up the ghost the right side the wrong side or no side. It's your choices that will decide. Right or wrong we only have so long Free Will is only restrain by the hands of time. Tick tock tick tock hurry hurry says the clock.
Tick tock Tick tock hurry hurry says the clock |
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I often wonder when I look through these posts how many women there are about 6 foot tall 190 200 pounds just kind of makes you wonder |
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I wonder if the mail thing is broke ever since I've added my wife to this profile I've yet to get an answer |
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Is such a sad thing that females are as bad as the males around here nobody reads profiles I'm not looking to be somebody's Daddy or master. My first desire is to be a friend. I have over 25 years of real life experience. That I like to share that may help somebody from getting in trouble.. it disturbs me when people think that I'm here for a quick hook up or that they can use me as a quick hookup. If I wanted a quick hookup it would be a lot easier to spend $200 and we both know what we're getting then play games all day long . Just my opinion |
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Just a sign of the quality people that are on this site. And of course I was blocked
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willugetmethere:
I mean no reason to involve myself in a discussion with someone I will never meet, talk to, have anything in common with, and not a bats chance of having a relationship with
mindmaster76:
That really wasnt a relationship question. As ever male on this site is not looking for a piece of ass shall I also wish you good luck in your endeavors
willugetmethere:
No poly, no long distance Good luck
mindmaster76:
I have a question for you but you probably won't answer me but I will ask you anyway. So what intrigue you about this lifestyle
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my god I'm bored does it really pay to be honest I question that all the time |
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Shall I add another game players To the list. I'm not here to help you masturbate nor do I need your help to masturbate either |
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This site never cease to amaze me. is there actually real people on here |
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Beat beat goes the heart
A new day is dawning the the sunbeams one by one douse the darkness. The world is all anew. Once again the Prince of Darkness regress into his layer. Defeated by the divine. Shall await his next victim
Beat beat goes the heart
No longer One day closer to death but one step closer to destiny. For promises made are promises kept. Head held high so proud and true.
Beat beat goes the heart
Pitter patter Pitter patter the heart beats on. Passion and desire stoke the flames. . Words like music we hold to every note. Eyes focused , they hold the power searching ,hoping , yearning.
Beat beat goes the heart
Fluttering with anticipation
Today is here fresh and new. No more hiding no more lying. Bright is the promise no longer on the path to destruction. Set before us our destinys intertwined. We chose to walk the path as one
Beat beat goes the heart
Tomorrow is rounding the bend. The Possibilities are endless. Pleasure and pain and desire and disappointment are all part of the plan. Eyes wide open we fear no more. we walk hand in hand.
Beat beat goes the heart
Beat beat goes the heart
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A thorn a thread a flower a needle. As the thorn protects a flower and the needle stitches the thread. The fabric of life is woven one stitch at a time. Whether by chaos or Design. A path is chosen. Free to fall free to fly. Past are forgiven and bounds are broken. A future bright n bold. For ups and downs will surly be because fear no longer hold the key. We move forward one step at a time. Eager for the unknown because we have discoverd we are not alone
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Numbness of not knowing the emptiness of the dark.The loneliness of a part of you missing are all just a symptom of a love gone passed. A broken heart is forever changed and never truly healed, only mended. You can never go back to where you once were. For time waits for no one . Memories fade , circumstances change. For love is the most powerful force ever created.
To be continued
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You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see but you cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel |
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28 days since I last seen my little 1. She is still my first thought when I wake up and the last when I go to bed. I often wonder how long this will go on. Will it ever end? For she must not speak of the dilemma in her mind. If she tells me she doesn't it will break my heart. And if she does it must be breaking hers. I must accept the probability that she's never coming back in the capacity that she once was.
As of a fledgling Eagle or as a child that has come of age. Each day exploring their new found world. Each day gone little bit longer this not intentional but it is called life |
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I dislike Fridays I guess because they are like other peoples Monday. I'm so sad today it has been 8 days since I have a conversation with my little one we have left each other messages but no actual conversation. I know I must have patience. For anything worth having is worth the wait. I guess i worry that she wont see it that way. I've allowed myself to become a option. |
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I need a distraction today. my mind is too focus where it shouldn't b |
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Today for something different.
We begin our story today. Just as Mark is arriving home. At the door to meet him Is his lovely sub Alisa. (She would do anything to please him.) He is somewhat a tall man with distinct features with gorgeous blue eyes and a soothing voice. Alisa is a strawberry blonde about five five with a nice figure,large breasts and a gorgeous smile.
It was Wednesday night the ex would have the children and they would be home alone. They have been teasing each other all day long getting them both worked up for a night of passion. She had to call him earlier to let him know that she had misplaced her debit card. she knew master would be upset. After she tells him that he commands that she gets the play room ready, She will have work extra hard to please him. But just a thought make her pussy twings
She goes to the play room opens the toy box and and carefully laid out all the toys. Inserts her vibe placing it carefully on her clit to give it maximum effect. And waits for his arrival. Once home he leads her,to the playroom. He now instructs her to get the black cuffs and place them each on her wrist and ankles. make sure they're tight he instructs. now go grab the bar( this is a wooden dow about 3 ft long with a loop in each end to place your feet in) she does has he says placing her foot in each loop snapping the d ring to the rope. She returns to the standing position. he begins to gently kiss her face while reaching down to feel her wetness using his fingers to probe where the vibe is sharing its space with his fingers. sliding in and out with ease. He then stops. SHe watches intently as he walks over and get to the rope. He makes a loop on one end and places it around her neck then begin to wrap the rope around her left breast tightly careful not to give her rope burns three times pulling up and around the back of her neck then down to her right breast. Then back up to her neck and tie off. Her breast begin to turn red. SHe can feel the beat of her heart pulsing through her breast. Next will come the nipple clamps. She whinces with pain as each is apply. She manages a smile to please her master. Master now places rope around waist and around the chest and tied together in the back her body is just alive with pleasure and of excitement of what may happen next. He places the blind fold over her eyes
and commands her to bend over. He then locks the wrist cuffs with ankle cuffs.There is no escape He is in control. Just the way she likes it Then suddenly they sting of the cat of 9 tails and a question will you lose your debit card again. is it goes on till her body begins to quiver. and master is satisfied. but the night is not over. Alisa is dripping wet with anticipation of what's next. To be continued.,, |
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Well today went okay I guess I get myself quite busy so therefore I didn't have much time to think about it. and I do have a conversation with my little 1 and she sent me a couple short messages throughout the day. Really it wasn't much different than any other weekend that her husband comes home. so I'm not sure when is really going to head sorry I'm not sure which really going to hit. I'm sure it will . stay tuned for updates to follow |
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today we said our goodbyes :-( |
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I am so sick of looking at profiles to find friends and it is not working very well anyway. I am limited to where I can go. it's not like I can go on Facebook talk about my relationship. I'm not looking to play, have a 1 night stand, or anything of the sort. just a friendship. you would think there would be many lonely people just like me on here. see my one job is quite boring. and all I do is stare out the window and think. it use to be very constructive. right now I just dwell on my little 1 and I need to get my mind off her. because I need to refocus my attention on my business and I just dont know how to get out of this rut. yes I realize it a pity party of sorts. but I don't give up easily. just not sure how to fight this beast. and I am searching for answers |
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my god some of these profiles can they really be true? I want to be tied up and stomach punched. I want to be beaten so bad that I'm unrecognizable. I realize what type of site I'm on. and I understand bondage and enjoy it. I understand pain And the endorphin rush. and a lot of the other fetishes. but basically just to beat the crap out of somebody I don't understand maybe somebody can explain it to me. |
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well little 1and I physical time is coming to a end. I wonder how people handle when your spouse get deployed or sent away. never thought I care that much. Boy was I wrong. I don't know how to carry on just a online relationship. I mean how can you be there when somebody needs to be held. or so many other things that you do to strengthen your relationship. I am of the mind if you don't tend your garden it withers and dies. and love is the same way same way. |
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I would like to say our last encounter as one was wonderful. we spent a few hours making love and a few hours cuddling. I know it doesn't sound very bdsm but when you truly love somebody that's what you do. I hope and pray this don't take long. I have faith in God he will bring you back to me. and if he chooses not to that I find comfort that he has a purpose for everything. and will lead me down a path with a purpose. |
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I would like to say What an awesome Valentines Day yesterday was. Little 1 and I exchange gifts of each other for hours yesterday. For there is no better gift than to completely give yourself to somebody else. there's no better joy after all is said and done lying next to you your head lying on my chest my hands running through your hair. Knowing this is what it's all about. :-) |
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Oh I'm so excited I get to see my little 1 two days in a row tomorrow won't be too long but. Now Thursday we are planning a full 7 hour session. I know where bit weird. but we plan our activities. We're going full bondage with spreader bar. I think I may even introduce some breath play stay tuned. :-) |
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You ever have those days where you drive yourself nuts. today is 1 of those days. I wish I could blame it on somebody else but I can't. I guess it is the price you pay for dating a married woman. 7 months as a secret take its toll. |
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do people realize it you cannot read white on yellow |
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I was thinking the other day. When people read my profile or look at my journals, I wonder what they see. Do they see a sub man pretending to be dominant. someone is dissolution in what the roles truly mean. or how about this one. A emotionally high strung individual who believes in boundaries and rules. with the proper rules and boundaries you can go places you never thought possible. I love to take control when given and I am into bondage where I can take you to extremes that we agreed on before the session. we will uses such things as cuffs ropes spreader bars toys occasional whip. but my favorite part is once we are done is the aftercare. to feel your body shaken from all the endorfines coursing thru your body. the small talk that comes afterward that's what I hope to find when I am sure my little ones gone. you cannot have this emotionally intense experience with multiple partners. |
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A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh
3Doors Down Here without you |
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The hand that holds the heart
For the eyes are the windows to the soul. and the soul reside in the heart. blinds to the obvious. For it knows not what direction to take. Guided by the hand that holds the heart. |
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Are you the one I seek? My life partner. No lies no secrets. One who is willing to submit her deepest desires and secrets and trusts that they are safe with me. To know you won't be judged but be accepted for who you are.
Are you the one I seek? For me to know that you accepted me for who I am to serve me loyally as I will serve you.
Are you the one I seek? What is a master without a slave or a key without a lock. For each equation requires two sides and the right formula to find the answer
Are you the one I seek? You are my ying to my yang, my reality to my fantasy. My touchstone when I feel all is lost.My hope when I am hopeless.
You are the one I seek
For I know you're real and have touched the deepest part of my soul. We are gone places that nobody else has. We have dreamed of tomorrow and hope for a better way. remember the promises we made no lies no secrets. I will be waiting..... |
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Are you the one I seek? My life partner. No lies no secrets. One who is willing to submit her deepest desires and secrets and trusts that they are safe with me. To know you won't be judged but be accepted for who you are.
Are you the one I seek? For me to know that you accepted me for who I am to serve me loyally as I will serve you.
Are you the one I seek? What is a master without a slave or a key without a lock. For each equation requires two sides and the right formula to find the answer
Are you the one I seek? You are my ying to my yang, my reality to my fantasy. My touchstone when I feel all is lost.My hope when I am hopeless.
You are the one I seek
For I know you're real and have touched the deepest part of my soul. We are gone places that nobody else has. We have dreamed of tomorrow and hope for a better way. remember the promises we made no lies no secrets. I will be waiting..... |
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if you truly love somebody 8 months isn't that long is it? |
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i often wonder if i would have lied about being married if i would have more friends |
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The time with my soulmate is winding down. no more will be the passionate kisses. The willing desire to submit to my touch. Gone will be physical ability to become one. To gaze into your eyes and look into your soul and to see the love that you have just waiting to be released. To gently stroke your body feeling you quivering from moment's gone past. reluctant to say never again to hold you in my arms to reassure you that everything will be allright. For now hope hinges on a promise. Time and distance will tell the tale. For what its meant to be will be. |
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I wish I was a better way to find people that may be fun to get to know. I really hate looking at profile after profile after profile |
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I often wonder what women want. I have never found two sites harder to connect with people than fl and cm. If I was socially dysfunctional I would understand, but I'm not. if I was butt ugly, I would understand. But I'm in decent shape Prettiest blue eyes you ever seen. financially and mentally stable. I realize people are on here to fulfill a fantasy. but isn't it better to start out reality then go to fantasy. it last longer that way. But maybe that's what women want. I often wonder if its my profile. But I'd rather be honest And be who I say I am than trying to remember lies. 3 rules I tried to live by are a stranger is a friend I haven't met yet, Leader lead by example and judge not for ye be judged |
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I am trying so hard not to bother my little 1 she needs to make up her mind and with me constantly bothering her she never will. I just pray I'm doing the right thing |
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I know that sounds like a morbit question. I had a sitution come up today that really got me thinking. I know that very few of you know me but if i were to die how would you find out. Say I had a lover in this lifestyle and something happen to me. Nobody knows that i am here
My next of kin wouldnt seek them out and say your lover died he being buried sat. i wouldnt want them to think i abandoned them. I cant be the only one with this problem I know that i would never find out if something happened to her. I have found a facebook app call when i die but thats about it. Is their anybody kno of anything diffrent? Any thoughts would be would appreciated thanks |
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10 more days till I get to see my little 1 again. I wonder if other Doms go through this with their subs. it's like withdrawal. I havnt seen her since the 20th and won't see her till at least the 7th I was just curious am I confused in our roles? |
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I find it appalling how many journals I read that a so-called dom betrays a willing sub trust or friendship. With petty anti games. if you say you are dom act like 1. That mean If you say you're going to do something do it.( that's called being a man) you will get a lot more respect that way. Be honest and realistic with your expectations.( that goes for subs to) because sometimes real time isnt as good as fantasy. A good sub who summits herself to you should be considered a gift and treated as such. now that doesn't mean there is no displince just a time and place. |
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I often wonder if there isn't easier way going about making friends |
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do you ever have them days where you want to say WTF |
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well it's been a few days, and I thought I should put a update. we kinda put it a end the experiment. we did not fix our long term problem. as we are both much happier together again. I must say though that we learn a lesson from the experiment. just as there are rules in the world of kink at times they must be carried over to our other life. my job is to make sure she feel safe and secure in all aspects of her life. with that comes respect and Trust. and with that the desire to serve becomes unlimited |
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well have to say it this no talking isn't working either of us. we broke down and talk about an hour yesterday on messenger and about that long today. That made me feel so much better. makes me want to say thank you mistress... but soon enough we will get the proper order back into our relatioanship. to submit without desire can only lead to destruction in the end. desire is what allows the growth of intimacy trust and passion. I feel as though if any of these 3 legs are broken in a major way the relationship maybe unrepairable. To serve someone should bring you satisfaction honor and respect. I am honored that you chose me to submit and serve. |
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Well I don't think little ones experiments working too well. we are in day 13 of a 22 day trial. where we don't talk or see each other and I think a long as we've made it is 2 days. I am hopefully I'll get to add her to my profile shortly |
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I was once very into the lifestyle starting in my late teens. I can remember the 1st time my mistress brought me home and told me she worked as a dominatix. What could I say I was hooked. She taught me to be a good slave and as time went by how to be a good master. I enjoy both aspects of the lifestyle but perfer to be dom. I am a good listener as well as a friend. I also find it important to know you first in the world of today. I consider myself a gentleman 1st and find it very distasteful to act in any other manner. I am truly just looking for friendship. please do not send me anything to your website or cam show because I won't click on it
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