just a quick update.  things are going well.  baby is growing like a weed and m very much contemplating having another one very soon.  

I am in a great relationship and extremly happy.  for those that wonder why still have an account open do it to keep in touch with a few that have chatted with in the past.  they asked for updates about how am doing.  my partner is fine with it also as don't cheat and he can always look over email accounts anytime.  

Also  i am up at all hours because have a very hungry monkey and paryner needs his sleep as he still works. doesn't have the luxory of a year off mat leave.  

Will probably go back to work long enough to get preggers again as am addicted to babies.  the entire process from baby making to birthing babies.  i am probably an odd ball but very much enjoyed the entire thing.  orgasmic.  

Hope everyone up at this hour is having luck out here.   

well momma was happy to go home day after having baby.  things went so good.... plus call me crazy but want another very soon.  is it ok to be so darn happy?  i am so happy:)

Hope everyone is doing well.  sending naughty thoughts your way

well just a little update.  i am a new momma.  had a baby girl last night.  i have a lot to be thankful for.  so happy and excited.

well went to the hospital and thought i was having the baby.  sent home just braxton hicks.  told to lay low.  my doctor said 3-4 weeks and i should be ready to meet this little one.

i am so anxious and excited to meet this little one.  he or she is very active and non stop moving.  after my last pregnancy that ended in miscarriage i am enjoying all the movement.  

and nope we didn't find out the sex.  leaving that as a surprise.  all we care about is healthy.

well off to take a nice warm shower and snuggle up in bed.  good night all. xx

well officially 8 months along.  i feel as big as a house but very happy and enjoying every minute of it.  even my partner is enjoying feeling and seeing all the movement going on.  i honestly think that this child will be a hanful because he doesn't give me much rest.  he spends more time moving and kicking.  

getting excited also becaus friday we are getting 3d ultrasound done.  will get an amzing picture and dvd.  much better than the regular ultrasounds.

oh and just letting everyone know that we are letting all things happen naturally because my last pregnancy ended in a late miscarriage and i cannot handle tjat aghain.  my heart can't take it.  that was a rough time.

my partner is a great man.  traditional and old fashioned.  loving and caring and supportive and the list goes on.  i know that he will be an amazing father.  i am the luckiest girl to have found him.

will keep you updated after my ultrasound.

and thank you to all the well wishers.  it makes my heart happy to have wonderful support

now i am off to bed.  night xx

ok today feel as big as a house.  had an ulrasound today and all looks good.  the only thing worry about is they say it is already a big baby and am going to be 8 months in June.  i am getting freaked out.  fingers crossed this little guy comes early.

well today i feel as big as a house.  but i must admit that i am loving this pregnancy, and i can't wait for the day i get to meet him or her.  to succeed and start a new job of being a mom.  and the craziest thing is that i can't wait to do it all again.  i know my place is to take seed and push out as many kids as my man wants.

the only problem is that my sex drive has gone into overdrive.  this pregnancy is making me so horny all of the time.  i can't get enough.  

well just wanted to share that i had an ultrasound this morning and momma is having a boy.  i am so excited.  any ideas or suggestions for names????

well my work shift today was canceled so think i am gonna take a nap.  little one is kicking up a storm and didnt't give me much quiet time during the night.  it is funny to watch however  a true miracle.  hoping to have more as soon as i pop this one out. would love a large family.  i guess i am pretty traditional.  good to settle down.

have a wonderful day everyone:)

what a beautiful day.  home from work and im sitting outside enjoying the sunshine.  the baby is loving it too.  hasn't stoped moving.  

only problem i have right now are that i could eat everything in sight, and well i am as horny as can be.  this pregnancy will drive me crazy:)

oh momma is having a hard time sleeping.

But not complaining because m feeling him or her for the first time tonight.  i can't stop smiling.  i am so giddy  

Now it feels real.  had to share it with someone since my man is working.  thanks for reading appreciate it.

had a doctor's appointment.  happy to say pregnancy is going well.  i'm guarding this pregnancy as i am happy and want to prove to my man that i can succeed.  was nice having him there with me and have him hear the good news.  i feel so happy he is pleased and proud of me.

next appointment i get to have an ultrasound.  i can't wait.  

good morning.

i feel like i need to clarify.  i am seeking a long term loving relationship with a good man.  i believe in a 50's style home.

i do speak of cow as i do have huge udders and believe that when a man wants children a woman is meant to do so hapily with no complaints.  and women are meant to produce milk and brestfeed.

a man will be the head of the home.  i always trust that my man will make the best decisions for the family unit.  

i do not seek an asshole or abusive man

got a delivery today.  a medical device to allow a cunt like me to insert up in me and teach me proper pushing.  inflate it and grunt and push and strain.  wish  i had an owner to insert this and monitor how well do or if  i fail

had a good orgasm and was  a good girl and clean myself.  squatted in the shower and washed cunt and asshole.  just missed having a man watching and inspecting.  need a tough man

i promiss to lose weight for my man.  just getting naked and going to go clean my cunt and asshole.  once done will start exercising.  all that is missing is you barking orders at me and criticing me.

Well I am seeking a strict man, but i'm not seeking an asshole.  I'm seeking something long term.  Looking for a 50"s style home.  I'm just a firm believer that men and women have different/separate roles in a relationship.  Today's society seems to frown on this however I believe this is how a relationship works and thrives.

A man is the head of the household and makes the decisions.  I trust the man I am with.  I know that he will make the best decisions for us.

a man should also dictate when to have kids and how many.  i was upset with a friend of mine who went behind her husband's back and got her tubes tied.  She did this without even talking to him.  horrible behavior for a woman.

i appreciate a man being strict with me, because i know it will make me the best that i can be.  Discipline is also necessary.  a quick efficient way to correct misteps.  I thrive to be the best I can be.  I need the guidance, the micromanagement.  The strict man.

My friends hate the men I am with stating they are too controling and mean.  But I know what I need.  I'm a mess without a man. 

desperate to find a strict man.  i am so usless without being micromanaged.  monitored.  

i need someone to control my exercise and food intake

where are you?  where is the man of my dreams

getting ready to squat and clean my cunt and asshole

Being trained to open and strtched to birth is hard work.  i've never worked so hard.  my cunt hurts 

startting to feel better.  laying low and ensuring i have a good recovery.  

very anxious to feel a man inside me again.  to open up wide and feel cum coat my insides.

anxious to brred and be an amazing domestic.

Good morning.  just making a note to let all the fine men out here know that i am slowing things down.  i had surgery Friday and need r&r.  i will be checking messages and will chat however that is all can offer at this point. therefore will update my profile to reflect that am seeking talk and email only at this time.

As i  get stronger i will modify my proile as things progress.  i just prefer to be honest and upfront and not mislead anyone.  thank you for your understanding xx

fat and lazu today.  i deff need re-programing and a kick in the ass

I had a nice hot bath tonight.  i feel so good and clean.  now all  i need is to spread my legs and be filled with sperm.

Just weighed myself in the bathroom and horrified to say weigh 225 lbs

I am realizing that without a man  controlling my food and exercise am uselessi can't do anything  on my own

I am dumb and stupid

today i am being so lazy.  i wish i had an owner here to set me on the right path.  

i fully understand that i need to be busy all the time, yet today my mind and body really seem out of sync

july 21 happy to report my period is done but my udders still seem very sore and sensitive