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| The story of a true submissives life. i am a 27 year old female who has experience more pain, hurt, betrayl, lies, and wannabes than real true love. Recenetly, with the help of a chain sister, pulled self out of a relationship that throw me down hill, hindered me from showing my true beauty, faultering me from serving with all my heart. Have now grown in self to show that beauty once again. Seeking to find the Man that will take me, guide me, and understand me for me. I do not wish to go through the wannabe games any longer. Will go at my pace, i have to follow my heart.
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Did not ever think i would write an entry in a so called journal for All and Any to read but after talking to my sister, realized that maybe it would be a good idea. First, i want to address the points in my profile about my past. The constant betrayl, pain, decite that i have experienced has only made me to grow stronger in self. See, i have come from Gor, a kajira in what is in my true heart. The past year and a half has been full of hurt and pain but overall a huge lesson that i have learned from and a path that had lead me to my sister for life as well as Many close friends. i have learned that trust does not come easy, but following what is in ones heart and the feelings that come from within, it would only lead to the best decision for the individual. i dedicated myself to a Man, a Man i grew to love and long to be with for life only to be hindered, hurt, and left behind. i am not dowining Him as a Man or Master, its not my place, but Our relationship is only another example of the games that are played here. Second, if i am kajira what am i doing here. the same as any other girl, looking for the Man, Dom, Master that i am meant to be with for life. Or if nothing else to create new friendships. My ideal real life would be more of a BDSM relationship with Goran philosphy if He so chooses. I know my teaching and yes continue to study the Gorean ways, but will broaden my horizons. Third and foremost, please do not just pop in my box and ask my age, location, what i do, or lets cyber, i am so much more than that. Communication is the one tool here that could possibly lead to real life situation. If you search for a skinny, perfectly fit girl with all the perfect assets then i am not Your girl. I want and need to find someOne who wants me for who i am within not just outside. I hide nothing and want no more disappointments so it the reason why i am completely honest here.
This is all i have to write at this time, but am sure i will add and/or change soon. I would love to talk to Any, Masters, Doms, Domme's, or submissives. My preference in a Partner is obviously a Dom, but will never turn down friendships. I wish All who read this well and the best in what They seek or have found.
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| Age: 30 |
| Philadelphia,
Pennsylvania |
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