mikejam1974

Male Dominant, 74, San Antonio, Texas

Male Submissive, 23, Los Angeles, California

Male Submissive, 44, West Hartford, Connecticut

I had been reading Succubusnymph's postings and taken aback at her incredible understanding of the male psyche. After reading her post about keeping a diary (8/14/2017 2:58:56 PM? www.collarspace.com/bdsm/cp/5/v/2372171/details.htm) I decided to start keeping a submissive diary. Specifically, I'd start with an erection diary as mentioned in the post. I currently have an uncontrollable desire to wank. For example, even writing this is giving me a hard on. It seems to have crept up on me over the last year. It's got so bad that I decided to buy a chastity device and a time lock to try and enforce some control. I spent the entire night last night locked up and had an evening of strangely peaceful acceptance. I couldn't get hard in the device without great pain so my mind seemed to skip beats. I distractedly flitted between thoughts. But it only lasted till the morning when the device had to come off and a deluge of wanking returned. I wish with all my heart a domme would take control of me while simultaneously feeling scared at what might happen.

Male Dominant, 41, Pine Hill, New Jersey

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Male Switch, 35, DC metro, Virginia

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Dominant Couple, 40, Arvada, Colorado

Male Switch, 59, Wellington

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Male Dominant, 41, Austin, Texas

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