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| Hi, I'm well off, good looking (tall, dark and handsome) and fit.
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I had been reading Succubusnymph's postings and taken aback at her incredible understanding of the male psyche.
After reading her post about keeping a diary (8/14/2017 2:58:56 PM
www.collarspace.com/bdsm/cp/5/v/2372171/details.htm)
I decided to start keeping a submissive diary. Specifically, I'd start with an erection diary as mentioned in the post.
I currently have an uncontrollable desire to wank. For example, even writing this is giving me a hard on. It seems to have crept up on me over the last year. It's got so bad that I decided to buy a chastity device and a time lock to try and enforce some control. I spent the entire night last night locked up and had an evening of strangely peaceful acceptance. I couldn't get hard in the device without great pain so my mind seemed to skip beats. I distractedly flitted between thoughts.
But it only lasted till the morning when the device had to come off and a deluge of wanking returned. I wish with all my heart a domme would take control of me while simultaneously feeling scared at what might happen.
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