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Clean cut white male who would like to be trained in bondage either with a female(s) or couple(s) or group. Not into pain to any extent. No anal pentation on me.

You lead me into this new world. I seem to like to be humiliated, exposed, embarrassed. I have only sucked one man's dick and that was at my then wife's request (she ordered me to do so when her male friend was horny for some and she was in her monthly out action time). Anyway, willing to do that again if ordered too. Also they got into the routine (while me taking care of his needs) of me dressing in womens underwear and later infront of them - taking care of my needs (his idea I'm sure). Sometimes even when she was not out of monthly action I was told to dress up, get him hard, gudie him into her and then watch them. A few times we visited some of his old Army buddies so they could get some action with her. At times, he wanted me to suck some of his buddies, but they did not want that and instead used what they had on her. After taking care of a couple of his buddies, she would get too tender to do more. At that point, she (&he) would have me suck him while her and the other guys watched. Afterwards they would have me take off some the womens underwear and do myself. I got to the point I enjoyed all this. I guess you can say I miss it now. I also did enjoy watching her fuck in particular a couple of his black buddies with very big tools.

On other out of trips, they would make sure I was seen by others dressed that way (room service, main service etc.) So you see I can and do follow instructions.

Whatever, since those times, I have realized that I like being humiliated. I dream of being made to do things in front of other people(males, females, groups). You know, like wearing womens unwear and being made to prance around in those outfits and laughed at- embarrassed - humiliated. I want people to use me for their fun. I want to be submissive – even though I not sure I know what that means
hopefulslave
 
 Age: 40
 Oakdale, California