I lost my Dom a few years ago---- well he was my master and I was his slave. i lost him suddenly. I have tried dating-- but I get the same thing-- Men who say --'yes' they know what to do-- they understand what I need and what I am talking about... but none have actually had a clue what bdsm is. I miss my life-- I want to give the gift of submission -- and I want to find the man who understands this gift and can help me. I was trained - but now that i have been alone for years-- I am unsure of how well I can serve. I also met a wannabe who broke my rib-- so I have learned to be very cautious-- some people talk the talk-- you know what I mean I am sure.I am new on this site - so I will write more after I find my way around.
