MentalSubby

I absolutely love clever bondage things and scenarios with intense fucking, restrictions and having to earn freedom. I think that is so hot and would want a lot of that with my next partner. To be locked in bonds, trussed, taped, wrapped and roped. And maybe pics taken of me in situations.

Yummy. That is all.

xoxo bri

WRITING AS A KINK?

Maybe.

I love to write: poetry, stories, scripts, lyrics, motivational pieces, ideas, and humor. This has been one of my joys since I was a child. I still have many ideas I would like to make happen.

But honestly, I find it to be a test of my patience. Writing is a very solo, boring activity for me. I mean, it?s exciting to get it out, but the process is very boring. When I was younger, I had no problem with it and would write and write. I think it is because I had an electric typewriter and a ribbon typewriter. The low hum of the machine, the noise of the click-clack, and the feeding movement line to line from the electric roller were like meditation for me. I was never one to just open a notebook and write. My penmanship made me wonder why I even tried. It was great to read, but looking at it was sufferable at best. Also, I always second-guessed my punctuation and spelling. In fact, this is why many pieces go unfinished. It?s embarrassing to not know if something is going to be picked apart for that issue alone. Maybe it is a bit of imposter syndrome too.

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Mostly, though, I just have too much energy, and my thoughts are ahead of my speed. By the time I get something written down, I?m onto another idea. Maybe it is ADHD or some other crazy excuse. I don?t know. Whatever it is, I wish I had followed this pursuit more as a career choice or tried to find representation early on, apart from blindly sending specs out to production companies. I had some success and compliments, but nothing was able to be optioned, nor did any writing gig transpire. I have considered Substack (I like the word ?sub? in that), or WriteForMe.com, or other ways to flow into catharsis... but I followed other pursuits in a creative field which worked out well. Maybe I will do something on a grand scale soon, like self-publish a book of my works. I am feeling the itch.

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The kinky writing part...

Mmaybe I need a muse or a Dominant to crack the whip and replace the electric typewriter?s ?click? ?clack? with the sounds of heels walking toward me to proof my writing and discipline me for mistakes I've made until approval. Maybe making me do the session in clever ways: wearing something specific, clamped, or caged, gagged, wear long nails glued on or specific paint on my nails that I hate that I can't remove until I finish. Perhaps inventing a way to cuff a keyboard to my wrist, locking me to my chair in painful high heels until I am done, or taking a side journey of writing something entirely on their terms with a specified writing assignment or span of time planned for it.

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Actually, that sounds kind of hot to have happen to surpass all the excuses I?ve made.

What passion/dream do you have that you need the crack of a whip or something else to get you to follow through with it?

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xo, Bri

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