MentalMster

I have released my trainee

From her obligations.

Ok, so it is not a perfect world. I accept that. In telling her so I have FULLY taken into account her psychological makeup as my submissive. But due to CIRCUMSTANCES BEYOND MY CONTROL – I cannot continue to train/see her.

I know most sub/nubies/trainees strive at all times to please. When they are released it becomes obvious to them that they have not pleased.. THAT IS NOT THE CASE WITH THIS SUB… It is no ones fault for a potential relationship ending. Therefore, I feel that as that "Dom" I have a responsibility to create the least stress free release possible.

I have helped her to find closure. As I have invested a considerable time in training her to surrender everything to me. I owe it to her to spend at least that amount of time in training her not to rely on me any more but that *that* does
not mean she can never trust again…as I know she will find her Dom/soul mate on CM or f—tlife or another site on line.

As i continue with my training of my submissive as i praised her as she had followed and seeks to make me as her Dom happy she has written me this ( placed here for all to share)

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MM your dominance feeds my submission"... God MM you are beautiful with words, and how true they are. In a short week my love I went from having submissive tendencies to wanting and trying to fully surrender and be the best sub for you. In non D/s terms I have always categorized it as the more masculine the best the more feminine I become. You my soon to be Master are all man and therefore make me want to be all woman.

So far under my training my nue-to has progressed nicely – Yes she is younger BUT yet  mature in many ways.

As I told her it is because of her intellect that did allure her to me….but there are not insecurities there but that is normal fear of this new rhelm that he is starting to embrace. She has asked whet will it be like for a session….to me there are many levels of commitment, and what I want /her to do/act/say/dress be thoroughly discussed up front. I do not want to fall into the pothole due to lack of communication and if she is able to be open with me…she will find that many potential problems can be dealt with before they have a chance to happen…as when  we arranges a time to speak and she was not available….i arranged my schedule to make it happen( as we both work – and I am a realist not an ogre)I can verbalized my disappointment – as I heard her message it was due to not sleeping right the night before – I should have known that and plan it for a time where I can have her undivided attention.

Yet –its not all bad through our talks, I have established RULES; and have come upon an agreement as to what manner and to what extent control will be given to me...As we have discussed the progression of the relationship over time, and what is to be expected of both of us

It should be stated here that the bond will always continue to grow, and that love (if it is felt) will continue to magnify as well. Both emotions may be felt from the onset of meeting one another, which we will do in person… however the depth of it simply becomes amazing to her. I don't attend the school that the first priority of the Master is to "break-down" his submissive. To make her robotic…Rather I want to INSTRUCT her by behavior modification By this, I mean getting her to drop old habits, and to adopt new ones through my teachings. There are many things brought to the relationship that she  will cherish, but there may be just as many things that she will not care for as well…BUT I will begin to molds her into the submissive/lover/ slave to MY ideal image of how she shall serve me…lovingly and with honor.

Comments are welcome

I am happy to say that i been having delightful conversations and considerations with a sub here on CM ( i will respect her privacy) NEW 2 is quite confident in my ability to get inside both her mind and body, and have enough experience to know that a good percentage of what goes on between a Master and sub is mental. Although she is s newbie she in time will give me complete control of herself when we are together in the bedroom, and she will only be given what she craves for, and ache to feel. When she is an especially good girl, she will enjoy more, and more thrills.... As a newbie i am encouraged about her positive, and sweet attitude, and use tact, with no demands...even with the inner drama in her own life!! Look I expect a submissive to follow my cues and make an effort to learn what pleases me in and out of the bedroom and to adjust her behavior accordingly. I don't expect perfection and there's always a learning curve, it's her effort that matters more to me than anything else.Does that mean that I'm looking for a mindless robot for a submissive.... Hardly. I want her to be intelligent & personable & interested in life & the world (and full of opinions)...see there are intelligent submissives to be found on collar me.
MM

I had seen this...and it was quite intriguing.

There are a ton of ads out there from men who *claim* to be Dominants, looking for Submissive women -- and obviously this is one more. I can say I am not just claiming to be a real Dom -- I won't treat you like dirt just because I'm insecure and I won't act like I'm always right. I do know Myself and am confident in My own skin. So if you're a submissive woman looking for a new Dom/sub; or you are interested in exploring the world of Dominance/submission for the first time; then I believe W/we should talk.

Like all relationships, the D/S dynamic is very individual and it doesn't help anyone to not be up-front about what you're looking for, so I'll be direct and to the point. I am looking for a submissive woman for what eventually will be a ltr to be as overtly sexual and obedient as possible. I take the training aspect of the Dominant position very seriously. I'm not only willing to train you to it, I greatly enjoy the 'teaching' environment.

Contact me for more info.........

To that one submissive....

Our lives so entwined it hurts
to think of being away from his presence.
it is thirst it is need
  do your legs tremble
does he makes the want in your soul burn
the need to pleasure is beyond words
one action changed the lives we live and love
one need binds us
our hearts are one I want you to feel me
even away i am always close
though I want you to long for my firm hand
to kneel by my feet
to be placed over my lap to serve
Yes my needs are strong
YES my want is unexplainable
YES to have that woman in my being AS MINE!

Just a thought that with all the 'hearts beating faster ' over the book 50 shades of Grey...yet i believe Anne Rice was a better writer.....but You have heard all about it....now that you have read the book....or curious to experience what is in it for real...I am a sensual dominant man who will aid that one mature minded woman in the realization of her submissive qualities and a certain part of you will be transformed. We will have more that just a virtual relationship where I will teach and nurture you how to be submissive to an extent, however, in person, our relationship will be very loving and intense with shared experiences and you WILL crave more.

More romantic than Christian but just as intense who is seeking a mature minded woman and yet who is dominant by nature in that she is a leader type and people like to be led by her... Ironically, many have wanted YOU to dominate them, but inside you are someone who enjoys being submissive to a dominant man, but am very particular about what you may be seeking. You may be well, depending on the person and are attracted to playful people who will only be serious when necessary

Then I would like it to be utterly serious. I love the combination of both in a person...a ying to my yang....my own Anastasia

The psychological and mental dominant qualities are what stimulate me the most and what inspire the physical, which I also enjoy demonstrating to a woman. I know you will find learning to handle pain is very stimulating but that said, you maybe still somewhat 'vanilla' and are looking for someone that YOU can trust implicitly to take me on this journey; someone that makes YOU want to surrender to them completely and who is confident and strong enough to handle someone that does not have a submissive personality and is also a strong, intelligent and creative person by nature (I am an artist, and designer.)

I am looking for someone who is as equally soft as they are hard and love by nature. I am NOT someone using dominance to work out any anger issues.

All it takes is one look to get you to obey if it's the right look. . . and I'm seeking the person who i can woo and seduce mentally from foot to head.

Are you that?

Are you DRAWN to a man like what i propose?

It is funny....that when one acts as a gentleman....yet blocked from inquiring in knwoing the submissive in a NON SEXUAL WAY

Funny - that when one requests to talk LIVE or off this platform....women seem to Run - as if to engage in intelligent dialogue seem to be off limits...as the pseudonym of their personal on collar me is exposed?

And one wonders why?

case in point - from a female member ( anonymous)

their reply to me....

SUB is Not a Four-Letter Word

Sub feeling the warmness of your pink bottom, in the brisk morning glow

  Sub is the hand of your Master, warm and soft, filled with innocent affection

  Sub is your masters love over coming the potholes in the road of life, as the soul reaches out and is attended and cared for

  Sub is a Friday at 5 o'clock wearing his favorite skirt, hose and heels for him to admire

Sub is your masters warm shoulder, protecting a tired head

Sub is the lonely, aching heart, rejected by these in the past BUT rebuilt by the one it was gifted to

  Sub is an entire day spent in submission doing everything but sleeping

  Sub is your masters love like a song, felt deep within the soul

  Sub like your masters love is a pain, is many pains, in places you didn't even know you had

Sub is when he looks at you with a knowing look, shared between lovers

  Sub is your masters quirky grin, meant only for one - YOU

  Sub like submission for your master is anything but a four-letter word[/b]

You can ...and decide if what I'm looking for makes sense or is an impractical thought....
My Ms Right likes to be the 'boss' in her professional life - YET differs with her relationships with men. Probably not what you were expecting but that's my way of thinking. The challenge: meeting real women who are in fact comfortable in control and share this decidedly different though appropriate relationship balance. I'm single, fit, outgoing, personable, humble, healthy and yes a hopless romantic. I have a lot to give to the right woman but am insistent my Ms. Right is unwavering in her desire to be the 'team leader' in the workplace - BUT seeks to surrender control and NOT be the decision maker when it comes to her love and sensual life. What this relationship dynamic doesn't entail is bdsm or pain. Male led means just that. I'm looking for a relationship that celebrates and emphasizes a man's strength, confidence and assertiveness. I love when a woman is independant enough that she doesn't have to make all of the decisions; but she likes it when she is told what to do and HOW to do it. The type of woman I find appealing is one who has already been the alpha partner - to the point that friends just assume she's is in control - but in private the roles are significantly reversed. You yearn to find these smart strong dominant men intoxicating and worth the extra effort to please. I know I'm not alone in this thought pattern.

I've had the opportunity to meet some terrific women who have expressed an initial interest in a romantic male led relationship but either they weren't comfortable enough with the idea to pursue it or there was lack of chemistry. Regardless, meeting the right person is always a challenge; meeting one who is also comfortable having the Man being the relationship boss makes this even more difficult. I'm willing to give this the time and effort required because I've had it before and know it's the right fit for me. Hopefully you're a woman who has come to acknowledge her strength, confidence and can and Would SURRENDER to her man's inherent dominance and wants a man who will listen and learn to his ideas and happily follow his step in life.

My preference is for a college educated professional who is fitness/health oriented, comfortable in her own skin and more - the arts-centric in her life. I'm also open to a FRIENDSHIP with the right woman if the chemistry is right. Questions/comments/criticisms - feel free to ask/respond.

It is quite interesting to me that most woman who say that all men ( Doms) are the same - seeking one thing ( and one thing only) that when a man seeks to have an intelligent dialogue off collar me,...most say NO?
As choosing to continue the dialogue on Cm for days on end.
Maybe it is that they deeply enjoy the attention of all the doms that seek to inflate their esteem?
I do not believe all woman/sub-missives are that way - but it perplexes me that when a man seeks to befriend them out of their comfort zone they do as 'Jennie in the bottle' and 'poof' out of existence.
Or is it that when a man offers more than just the same ole sexual innuendo to discuss other topic of a non sexual nature - they are at a lost for words - hiding behind the pseudonym of their surname?

Thoughts?

I welcome a well thought out commentary.

MM

My prose within this journal is from the heart and mind.
Splatters, not words, but all emotions for you to read on the page
the silent mutterings of a desire that is so true
not of violence....not of evil....but of inner loving desire

The images are sensual, the desires are sexual
as destiny thwarts him once again
lurking uncalled on the stage of his mind

to have simpatico with one woman who cn understand

how he thinks, acts, speaks....

As for now He locks his words away...but writes them here
and goes to make love to his lady, to whom he wishes to cast his mental net upon.

So she can view herself - wanting to ellipse his mind with her own.

I see as you kneel before me and bow your head
  Your submission I allow you to give it to me
  As i am that Master, That Protector and That Lover
Always there to show you how
To be my best to guide you
Along the path you chose to walk as a submissive
To be MY submissive and server ME
Is all you're looking for

yet you realize it's all a mystery
we are to keys to an infinite universe formed from this special form of love

a spiritual question
a key to my existence as insistent as hunger to be conscious

  you must know who we both are
you love without illusion

the desire to love for a purpose to serve
to please that man beyond your own expectations

  you intertwine my desires with your own
with dreams of a Master with a force that protects you from despair from
those that play your emotions - who play games

Yet Mine is a divine TRUTH that only love can
manifest that puzzle that lies in the inner beings of my soul.

As you see My greatness in your eyes
  My dominance in your soul.

Are you a woman that can succumb....?

Try me!

I am deep, serious, erotic, yet often playful and often very romantic for a Dominant Man Trust, care, mutual consent, safe sex practices, and general safety are absolute priorities. I am a hopeless romantic who is confident, intelligent, attractive, and such. I'd like to start simply getting to know someone, than anything from dating to - ideally a DS LTR would be good under the rare but right circumstances. The degree of D/s really depends on what kind of connection there might be.
Yet I am looking for a lover who also happens to be submissive by nature in certain aspects. Someone who knows who she is and what she wants in a Man to lead her. Someone I can desire, respect, love and be intrigued by on many levels beyond her submission...someone who can be serious, confident, and comfortable with the power I would have over her - but who does not confuse power with an over sized ego. If you are confident, fairly educated, intelligent, and have a sense of humor --that would be quite fine- well, that would be even more fine. I am looking for someone who is either quite comfortable and experienced with this or comfortable with a man who is naturally assertive  and decisive character.

Can you be allured by that - and NOT by Games?

Seeking possible submissive interested in exploring D/s. Prefer a professional who understands cerebral aspects and appreciates a Dom who is warm and intelligent.

Look into my eyes, my pet
you will see yourself
the you you have forgotten
other parts of you you never knew of
you are a woman whole
sumptuous, curvaceous, gorgeous, desirable, beautiful
heart, body, spirit, mind and soul
Yet SUBMISSIVE
but you seek that inner lover too
Then look into my eyes
and you will see the then MAN you will grow to love
the you who will become a part of me
who flows in and out with my breath
who calms and fills my being in tender quiet moments
As you revel in the man who makes you cry from utter intensity
the man who pulls your insides out
the man that fills your mind
the man whose body owns yours absolute
whose hand fits yours
whose body transport you to nirvana
unparalleled
can you imagine what you are

what you will become for me

if I see all those things, and so much more
in you
yes, look into my eyes
I am your mirror

See me and View yourself...

Is there such a woman there for me?

To me SUBMISSION is..

S (Safety within your mind and soul and in my hands)
U (Understanding in all things that you will do/have done for my pleasure will please you as well)
B (Sensually Fulfilling of OUR goals and dreams)
M (Mindfulness of the way you respond to my vocal directions, in fulfilling the smallest detail)
I (Intense mental as well as physical release i will provide for you)
S (Support and Acceptance of WHO you are in my life - You as THE total package)
S (Solace and a listening ear to understand your deep desires as well as my own)
I (Interested in your success and helping you to plan out your inner goals and how to make them a reality)
O (Only Mine when we speak, E mail, or knelt before me)
N (Never will be that shy little innocent girl again for her Dom, Man, Daddy, Master)

In the deepest recess of your heart lies a rich red passion, a need, a desire, to feel the burn of your Master/Daddy's hand deeply where the sting of his fingers raise welts upon your flesh.  My hand to your flesh the endurance that makes you cast out the demons within you, and achieve the pleasure of freedom the release of darkness into the light. 

Nothing has the power to draw you away from me, your devotion pure, your loyalty given without doubt, and your transition continues to grow profoundly as does the hidden orchid that sleeps within the cover of your lips between your legs and opens to me in obedience, command, demand, use, and of course in desire, lust, and love. 

It is at my feet, the nature of this beast that awakens the creature within the glory of MY submissive the worship of him your Dominant, your Daddy, your Lover. 

It was not just my passion for the other gender. It was my passion for her as a Woman, that one submissive, a mystery that made her smile, hot and wet.... it was that thing he did and drove her mad 

it was the way: 
those jeans fit his ass. 
He picked out suits 
it was those designs on his shirts 

she loved seeing a pack of men 
was there always an alpha? 
What were they really thinking? 
Was it true 90 percent of the time, sex? 

She noticed how he ate his frites Belgian style – with mayonnaise..It was almost as delicate as surgery 
it was how he brushed something from the lapel of his jacket..Like an uncomfortable six year old in his first suit fearing getting anything on it. 
it was how he ordered his food..Sounded like he was trying to get into his subs mind...his way...very assertive..It made her nipples hard. 
it was how he drank his drink straight up..She loved the way he pushed it away with the back of his hand. 

it was the way he walked down the street with her..she could see how other women looked at him....they both had this happy go lucky feel... 

the way he talked guy talk with other guys 

how he looked her full of interest 

how she moved across the room at home 

how she slept on her back..She always had that dizzy, helpless, total fatigue look 

the way he stood to look at her..And that "just checking" look on his face making sure of being completely done. 

she loved watching him tinker with things he had no clue of....the biting of the lower lip, driven look in his hazel eyes...like a determined boy trying to grab that last piece of candy at the bottom of the jar.... 

it was the tone in his voice when he needed to Top her ...it was tantamount to that inner Tantric Energy that you cant speak of BUT know that its there..either that or that time of the month that makes you so amorous...what woman couldn't submit to that...

...............and that "oh yes" he moaned when he looked into her eyes while he slid in to her

it was the way he instantaneously knew to grab the grocery bags from  her hands
it was how he slapped her ass so playfully 
it was how his manhood was always so damn hard to get to when he slept on his side 

in a corner at their favorite village cafe. he wondered what she was thinking..as she looked at him – said “Yes Sir” and smiled.

To me there are two kinds of strength: the strength to lead and the strength to follow; the strength to control and the strength to yield. There are two kinds of power: the power to strip another soul bare and the power to have that woman stand before me as that man - mentally and soulfully naked."

Beyond A Submissive’s Beauty

Your inner surrender wilts in comparison to your beauty

Your soul radiates sincere submission

And your imperfections are a mirror of your soul

The ability and potentiality within to have that Master

The divine that seeks to manifest

Making soul-flesh, making you complete

That desire in order to set free

That loves to unleash truth

That cares to find harmony when she is knelt, eyes closed

This soul-flesh,open, wanting, lusting

Incarnating itself in his everyday thought, move, reflection, and care,

Radiates beauty into HIS existence,

To be HIS being that refuses to be rendered into an object, into merely a woman

Making dreams and fairytales into possibilities

Turning fears and apprehensions into hope and faith

 And REALITY

And though you are imperfect

Your imperfection is what is attractive to him kitten

You step into his training with assurance and yearning

Not for the perfect

Not for the appealing

Not even the fascinating

But for the enchantingly genuine and real

The majesty and transcendence hidden within you

The crevices of the commonplace

Those openings into the submissive world

That takes us not above and beyond

But rather bring us more abundantly into the present

What you embody for him and seek within him

Is

Strength

Intelligence

Compassion

Leadership

I want to have you surrender your passions kitten, make you moan and scream to me lost in your world.
I want to make you ache to the point you're on MY leash and collar.
I want you to surrender and obey my every command, and serve me willingly.
I want you to understand if you're my perfect submissive one that ANY Dom would be proud to show off and place as a prize.

I want to see complete submission when I look into your eyes.

I want your eyes to see love, a love that is pure, devoted and intense
I want you to look into My eyes as I see your gaze that says "I am yours Daddy".
I want you to ache for me, catering to please me.....in the Giving nature you so possess.
I want to parade you  in a club in skimpy outfits in front of all the other subs, to have them see what WE have  and what they themselves would want in a true DS relationship.
The simple way to put it is i want you to be my slave.
A slave to this kind of Love - one that is Pure- Innocent- Perfectly YOU!

As kitten looked at him she *knew* what was lacking deep within her psyche; she felt it intensely, endlessly. It was nothing short of the father figure, the Daddy, which she had never had as a submissive, yet always read about. She knew nothing else would ever do... She had had boyfriends, lovers, her own age, or slightly older, but she had never felt at all fulfilled by them. Until she wrote him...She quivered at the very thought of being an older man's little girl; his lover and his possession. His little girl... She would do anything for him, and to please him. She fantasized endlessly about his guiding her, his counseling her, his warmth and his sternness. She dreamed of being spanked by him when she had been bad, and of being complimented by him when she had been good. She collected all of his e mails about his family, Nana..Yet She *knew* that this would right things around for her, for the first time in her life... But how to please his MIND? She would love to dress for him--to please him in any way possible. The very thought filled her with warmth, with an impassioned intensity that went well beyond words..."

I am( consider myself to be)a caring, intelligent , loving man and I feel you understand what a submissive needs. That you sense immediately. as you envision My words as MY hands, coaxing and leading your mind and flesh in my direction.
look all the others maybe just looking for an easy f--k. They do not truly understand what it is to have a real submissive woman at their feet ready to worship them, to be offered such a gift. To be able to feel so safe and secure at her Daddy's feet, your head resting in His lap, gazing up to His strong eyes and craving His determined hands to guide you...is pure bliss and utter content. It is where i belive you dream of being, the place you know where you are meant to be...home.
I have that TRUE understand what it means to have a true submissive little girl to nurture and help to grow. I know how to treat her how to help her please her Daddy the best way she can. i know my only true satisfaction is being given the direction and tools to please her Daddy in everyway, it is my success and only true goal in this life. I am a good  Daddy because i know and understand his special girl and what she needs and when she needs it. I will know when she needs to be loved and cherished and when she will need discipline and punishment.I am into the power of the MIND, deep inside ( not to manipulate) I will want to make you try harder and be a better submissive. Daddy knows best always, His hands hold you close when you;ve done well and hold you up when you fall...all things are possible and can be achieve with His guidance. i so want to mentor One..that she can rest knowing this daddy knows precisely how to her me where He wants you and knows what to do with you in all instances. To help you and nurture you to become all He wants you to become...To be given purpose...you want Daddy to take you under His skillful hands and mold your flesh and soul into His most perfect creation.

Understand Pet?

I am drawn to submissive women. I have a strong assertive personality, though I am one that DOES not need to bark orders to assert his dominance.

 I like an easy natural Dom/sub relationship where the woman comes to understand that despite all the fun and games there is a serious side to her submission and the dynamic of a Dom seeking that control.... I find relationships work more smoothly when everyone understands and accepts their role. Relationships can have some flexibility, but they should also have a well-understood underlying structure. A man like me makes the decisions and leads. I like women who are outgoing, responsible and hardworking, intelligent and very feminine. I desire the type of woman who is happiest when her man is happy. It is Just that simple….yet very profound….In fact that pretty much defines her relationships with her man. She will make great sacrifices to insure her man is pleased. His needs become her needs. However, she also retains her own personality. The woman that will benefit is not a doormat or wimp; she is a vibrant interesting person with her own ideas, convictions and joys…Thoughts?

Damn you need a Dominant like myself...You need  a Man to to bring you back into the fold. You need to know I will make sure everything will be right. I know you need to know I will not forget you. You need to know that however this ends up you will know how much a woman as a submissive means to you and how big of a world i desire to give you. You will need A DOM to TAKE you... Not to fear your past but to take you as I wish...soft hard...gentle...rough. I need you to feel me deep...feel my strength..... feel my power.... Yes being on CM....one is never completely formal...and I understand that....but in your heart has always wanted to kneel before that man. You have always wanted to be in that submissive state for him. You have never felt you can let go fully and be for me. But in many ways I know you do....when you allow me to enter into your mind, my inner energy takes you me beyond what you want and I make do and say... yes you may hate it but it makes you happy because you have pushed past for me. When i keep you in the mental state it makes you feel owned and wanted by me. When you shift you how I want you and do as I want you feel like you are being what I want. Oh and my baby...how you will wish this to be real....it will be priceless.

To me SUBMISSION is..

S (Safety within your mind and soul and in my hands)
U (Understanding in all things that you will do/have done for my pleasure will please you as well)
B (Sensually Fulfilling of OUR goals and dreams)
M (Mindfulness of the way you respond to my vocal directions, in fulfilling the smallest detail)
I (Intense mental as well as physical orgasms i will provide for you)
S (Support and Acceptance of WHO you are in my life - THE total package)
S (Solace and a listening ear to understand your deep desires as well as my own)
I (Interested in your success and helping you to plan out your inner goals and how to make them a reality)
O (Only Mine when we speak, masturbate or E mail)
N (Never will be that shy little innocent girl again for her Dom, Man, Daddy, Master)

~Master and Sub ~
Trust, Erotic, & Respect
 
He is her best friend and confidant.
With His years of experience He could
lead her carefully into this lifestyle. They
have both embraced this lifestyle setting
Their feet upon the path individually.
It is not a game to either of them ~
it is their chosen way of life.
 
His Patience, inner strength and wisdom
draws her like a moth to a flame.
her mind is filled with Him ~
consuming her thoughts.
 
Everything she odes, she does with Him in mind;
her daily life, her mannerisms,
the way she dresses; all of these she does so to please Him.
 
Hoping that He will recognize and see the inner
beauty of her submissive soul,
her need and desire to serve obediently and
willingly ~
Hoping that she will find her worthy of Him.
 
She Trusts Him emphatically with her well
being; her emotional, physical and mental well being;
carefully held in His strong hands as He teaches her
all of the wonderful erotic pleasures within this lifestyle ~
to be shared by both.
 
He is a strong and firm Master, yet never a mean-spirited,
or an abusive Master ~Never needs to Degrade a women to show his masculinity
 
He carefully and methodically pushes her to broaden and
grow in her experiences with Him
so that she may be the best submissive she can possibly
be, serving Him, His desires, and needs.
As that is her greatest joy ~ to serve with a joyful heart.
 
She places her submissive soul, mind and body into His hands
with complete trust knowing He will never abuse the gift that has been
offered to Him.

 
Her Respect and Trust in Him ~ others outside this lifestyle can
barely begin to fathom ~
much less her innate need to serve Him with a joyful, willing heart.
 
Does he hear her submissive heart and soul ?
YES
Does he hear the soft whispers of her deepest desires?
YES
Does He see in her eyes and mannerisms her submissive
yearnings ?
Of Course
 
Yet she patiently waits for Him ~ the One who will recognize
the qualities she desires /needs to offer Him ~
humbly praying He will find her worthy of serving Him.
Head lowered, knees bent
Ready, Willing and Able.

In the small things in the tiniest of things where you find comfort in that One Dom. You're entire life you searched for the simple pleasures the ones people take for granted.

I know you are bored by those seeking their value in a designer label or living on the right side of the street. My happiness not as a Dom But as a MAN comes from all those things one can never purchase or wear for the world to see. This is their truth the ugly the world see and searches for first. But for me as it for you as my Submissive it has been only beauty of souls.

My dreams my true desires from this life are filled with the things most elusive in the world, the are love, kindness, adoration, trust, passion, sincerity, commitment. These are what I receive in abundance from you. I want you as that submissive to feel that not one day one hour, minute or second of the day do you feel abandoned by this feeling the all consuming passionate love I will present- as YOU will gift to me every day in every way.

I know as you read this entry, that you may have NOT able to quench this inner recently.  Most Doms here are great at one thing and
not another.  The ones who are all about your pleasure
want you to dominate them.  The men who like to
dominate are usually all about themselves, with little
interest in their submissive's pleasure.  They are all about the ego
but don't understand or care about the intricacies of
preparation and getting that Sub ready to enjoy the
experience as well.  I are here looking for someone who
wants to give you all that you want, and who is willing
to tell you all he wants so that we can both decide if
we are willing to give to each other what it is we
truly want.  So for you as that submissive woman, Yes you like to be dominated, but
not degraded.  You like to be bound but not not hurt. 

You like to be treated with respect, adoration, and
lavished with attention.  For ME domination means
being bound, exposed, vulnerable, and my vessel to

pleasure with for hours on end.  Being teased with a little
pain and having your "control" restrained. I also love to
  orchestrate your many many orgasms controlled, and you will
know if you have disobeyed this control as you will gush
every time I allow you climax.  I also need to have an OPEN MIND as well as that INNER ENERGY  It is the ultimate form of physical pleasure.
This is more important to me than intercourse.   It is really all about you
giving me that control and I will show you HOW to relinquish your control
and let me have and do what I want with me.

First the MIND

Then the rest will follow.

Questions?

Let me peel you and reveal who you are inside
the woman the creature I have created
the one art among the many created with the brush
of my mind, aura of my energy and spirit
but one that evolves and grows
be it the passion the serve the use
it is the flower from the roots I will tend
To have you become humbled in my light
the warmth of it
the basking in it
the nature of it
the ease and comfort
nothing feels as it should how you will be taught
there are no rules
but courtesies
there are no boundaries but for what we create
if the sun shines I will it
if the moon hides it is because we are the brightest together
nothing holds you back from wanting to SERVE and feeling it in return
and the promises made are kept
and respected
and held high
you will put all of your trust in the things I say
Training that you will do
 In time you will begin to trust
and you earn it albeit know you don't own your desires
but in time i will own your soul
and that is the treasure you will offer
and yours is the blind belief
that this man, this journal that you are reading IS real
and true and has your best interest at hand
together or apart we are one
one heart
one unit
one love
shared and mutually own
this gift
this life
and make it the best we can be
  in spite of what you have been hurt or past disappointments
because we are far stronger than the
demons the DS world can produce
  For I desire to be the consummate creator the artist
that wills you to be MY muse.
Will you?

Your Master


he instructs you
he blesses you
he courts you
he knows your inner feelings & desires
he honors you with is commitment to train only you
he respects you by not being with others in soul and mind
he needs you to understand what it means to SERVE
he wants you
he loves you


And his Pet has no other focus than to return the favor

To her MASTER

A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you

A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect

A Man who is not afraid to show emotions will be a Master who understands your tears

A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper

A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone

A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words

A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight

A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way

A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share

A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give

A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from

A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms

A Man who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path

A Man who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you

A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you

A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you

A Man who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing

A Man who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called Master.

And that Man who you have read above is I

TRUST

It is suffice to say that trust is the core of all we are. To those who give and serve and those who we entrust that special gift. I like to refer to it as a Trust Bond. It keeps the sum of all things in place and keeps the Dominant/submissive life strong. I live dual lives romantic vanilla/intense DS as many you have as well we resonated to this journal because it is not as intimate it requires a commitment of ones self and to another in a way the white picket fence clan cannot see or understand. Therefore, within that very life when one submits and another accepts it at that moment your life is transformed into something more something deeper. The tool we live and breathe with that will keep it pure and honorable is the Trust Bond. Once broken it is nearly impossible to repair. But if you are strong and committed to each other then nothing can take that which binds you away no matter what might happen. I know this I have lived it and feel blessed to have worked through it to the end and am whole again. The trick is not to allow the emotional drama into your life but work around it....It doesn't come in a day it takes work practice and constant self reflection. But when it does come, it is peaceful. A place that heightens all the carnal emotional senses in all their flavors colors and varieties. I learn this more each day as he has taught me that nothing negative will be permitted and when/if it does we can discuss things without feeling weary of facing one another. Every day an adventure every day a blessing and my trust bond roots itself ever more powerful.

It is in that quiet darkness I feel what i have written in the long humid nights that not even the air conditioning can quell the heat feel for you.  As a Man desires are raw as is the wetness between your legs seem to be uncontrolled.  You might as well lie in the open sun because the perspiration simmers.  You need a man such as myself, need HIM, desire HIM to take your exhausted body and hold it as you often do and hold what HE has directed you to do and follow in close obedience.

When I take your face in my hands and look down upon your face
  you melt worshiping that expression I have which is a miracle,
I  see you gaze up at me through long veiled lasts lost in the moment
your breathing is lost your want to serve is awakened and ready,
the twinge in your stomach tightens your muscles
 
I hear you suck in your breath with your soft lips parted I can hear you gasp
your eyes turn red as you reflect upon my own
the flames burn and render you powerfully lustful
your body, your heart seems to pulse with the desire to touch your daddy's skin 
and caress him over and over wanting to submit to your loving Dom yet once again

I never tire of my submissive pleasuring me on her knees kissing me
demonstrating the power of my strength my mind and control
I have wanted her to become capable of anything for me
And all I wish is there in my kiss lien to the cup that never fills

When your able to surrender all you have to give,
when all you wish to submit to my will,
there is a moment an instant that all i desire is your hand nothing more
 you love when you feel me reach and slip my fingers into your mouth
and your painted lips leave rings as you suck them,
when what i am in quest for..I do find within your curvy body
then slip My fingers within you then taste your sweetness,

You feel my strength take you in my arms and hold you so tight your body compresses and squeezes your body surrenders without question its searing my kiss is breathtaking
and you lick my soft lips then devour you in my passion suckle your breasts,
and leave you love bites that trail marks upon your body

  I tell you to look deeply within my eyes and feel the growing desire you smell my body, we breath together in rhythms as i exhale you inhale my breath within your body ..filling your lungs with my heated breath you are bewildered in your longing
when the only thing keeping you from collapsing is the strong hold I have upon you body
For there is no cup you can fill fast enough as your blood boils and fills with want.

That is when I you discover your Dom your daddy, Your Lover, you want him to own your bond to HIM 
Where you found yourself and in turn allow him to educate you to the world of true bliss, and found the power of what is a sub­mis­sive, a woman, who gives her soul 
trusts my hand and affects my person and my true might
just as I have molded this woman who was worthless until 
she found her submissive essence within This man's heart and strong hand.

My quest is just simple, to be the Man whose eyes you cannot meet
whose Power you feel just by being near Him...Seeing him...Reading his e mails to you

Or listening to his messages on your voice mail.
The One who makes your heart beat fast from being in His presence that makes you sigh by feeling His gaze upon you.

Seeking the One for whom you cannot help but within that time of trust is founded, lift your arms and kiss him with passion.

One who's deep voice commands you and you can do nothing but desire to surrender your passions.

But not for fear!
It is the simple will of His openness that desires you to surrender to Him.

Is power is not of Ego it is of simple assurance.

Not from a man like the rest..Players and pseudo Dom’s seeking if that get a 'notch'
This man is the One who wants to get inside your head and heart
as much as He wants is "Between your Ears".
The One who knows how badly you truly desire to know and me smitten by ONE man.

Yes this man has a life outside of this rhelm, seeking a woman who would be able to allow herself to accompany him thru it.

The One who knows how much you needs to feel the energy and yet pleasure
of surrender...yet is also not afraid of her joyful tears..when she cry's because she's happy of what HE has aloud her to feel deep inside.

One who understands just how meaningful and fulfilling
a this kind of friendship that will in time blossom into a relationship is.
One whose kindness and giving stretches way beyond the bedroom and permeates His life.

The One who loves deeply with no bounds...Unconditionally!!!

One who is not threatened by a woman's intelligence yet will teach her the things that she still may not know...that we can learn together

One who will teach and guide you; laugh and cry with you.

Mentor and lovingly Instruct you.

One who appreciates attention be it the most simple in all its many forms.

One who cares about His appearance....but isn’t into that 'perfect size' or attributes. But looks for the BEAUTY within.

And looks so sensual in mind, soul and when he allows his heart to open

To reveal his Commanding Nature, to open up his inner Dominant nature.

To Love and BE LOVED - by another.

Thoughts???

Sensual Secrets.....

You hear the thoughts within your mind
weave the electricity of our desires
like threads of a beautiful quilt,
(together we belong as master and sub/daddy and lil girl).
For, sweet beauty, I envision
You draped,
(sensuously shaped)
across my soul,
(spiritually whole);
as we are veiled
with submissive secrets
and brush together
beneath the weight of your body next to mine 

My touches hold you spellbound with the promise
of strokes that adorn your bottom
and your pale white skin
are etched beneath my vibrant fingers
as desire to inflict sensual pain lingers.
In love, your reborn to your inner desires
as I bathe you in the passion of my eyes
(My Prize..is your submission my pet)
and your lips cradle mine,
tasting me in unspoken syllables
like a fine,
full bodied
red wine.

Your smooth satin thighs wrap around me
as I tremble, your lost in the exciting streams
of erotic dreams of your master. 
you are consumed in sexual heat
(for You are surrendering to your daddy)
as You trace my tanned skin
and electric sparks
hiding within 
your thudding pulse
(on impulse of your lotus)
serenade me
in thoughts of this taboo passion of daddy and his own lil girl
(oh, where WE begin!).

My ardent touch awakens my lil girl from silence,
weaved with melodious wind whispers
beneath starry incandescence.
My acquiescence
is absolute
(a tribute to you)
as you arch beneath my control
(moaning....yes my god...)
and feel my hands of worship
when my fingertips extol
with each soft caress;
tracing a route
across the heartbeat of your soul
(MY goal).

As your heart beasts so fast
You kneel
(oh god, please don't stop!)
and your fevered tongue
tangles in moistened petals.
(It settles)...

As you take what is mine...now yours my Sweet Kitten

feeling my manliness all of me...so hard you cannot make a fist around me 
You look into my eyes..as you speak...Let me please you my daddy

Take me... suck me into you
and as your lips
and grate 
you tighten your grip
with firm hands
that slide over
the muscular stature of my legs.

Interwoven
fine clouds whisper across old moon and stars
as the sighs hums softly like strummed guitars;
singing its romance ,
(this time is ours).
With silk-laced kisses 
you burn your name between my thighs
....tasting
..........taking
the essence of your daddy
and beneath the psalm of your exploration 
I close my eyes
(in expectation)
as my lil girl lifts me high 
you spread each thigh
wider
in open
invitation.

Shimmering droplets fall silently beneath the sigh of your confession

This tastes so good daddy
as we brush together 

My fingers push firmly through you
(we enmesh).
..........you are Lost
still wet from my lips
and gasping from Your possession
(Loves eclipse) 
you capture my impression
with each thrust
....arching
..........tightening
again...
.....and again
..........and again... 
your consumed by this taboo lust 

god I am guilty of wanting her so so much
as you ride my manhood
awakened by my passion

Emerging from the caress of wild desire,
beneath a heaven that awaits

My moisture is spilled upon the altar of my thrusts
(amidst your impassioned cries). 
your cannot and will not disguise
such undying adoration
as your pulse thuds erratically,
.....excited,
........fullfilled

..........forever lost
(such elation);
and my tender strokes adorn;
they calm me
....soothing,
(such satisfaction)
as my nectar flows to be swallowed

As I feel it kisses gently
all to await the sweet breath of that spoken word.

I belong to you My daddy

I belong to Only to you Daddy

A gentle touch a caring word is spoken
she gave a promise that isn't just a token

He promised to instruct her to be his little muse, his kitten, his lil girl
its exactly what she wanted it wasn't hard to choose

He spoke as if she were a rare and gentle flower, nurtured, mentored, wanted
all shaded in his care she slips down to a tower

From the floor below she sits upon his feet, her Daddy, her Dom
while in the simple pose she feel a quickening heat, in her mind, soul

and looks up to her Dom and meets his loving gaze
that feels so profound it leaves her in a daze,a daze of love and affection

she smiles at him in wonder how fortunate is she, to have such a Daddy
he took her to his heart to be all that she can be..his own!

Yes as that Mental Master,  To extol the virtues of how my pet will do as I command. She so needs a release and is only too happy to obey her loving daddy's instructions and enjoy the pleasure that she receives from her obedience and her submission…I desire such a woman who is a wonderful and caring Submissive who cares for her loving Daddy Dominant  and provides for his sexual and emotional and physical needs. All done share the blessing and dedication of her inner love to and for me.
As she knew she needed something in her life always an empty place where her emotions were, where the woman in her begging to be set free to love in abandon yet believed it would never come. That her own sense of self worth was minuscule no one would love her the way A MAN wanted to show her HOW she would be loved and made her to feel she knew that a MAN has so much to give but like that ying and yang I wanted something someone who will accept me as that MAN as all powerful in her life and in my cast shadow of love she will save for just the right Man.
Namely ME!

Allow me to peel your inner being and reveal what you are inside
the woman the creature God created
the one art among the many created with His brush
but one that evolves and grows
be it the passion the serve the use
it is the flower from the roots you have allowed me to tend
you are humbled in your daddy's strength my kitten
the warmth of it
the basking in it
the nature of it
the ease and comfort
nothing feels as it should how you were taught
there are no rules
but courtesies
there are no boundaries but for what we create
if the sun shines I will it
if the moon hides it is because we are the brightest together
nothing holds me back as your Daddy from loving you and feeling it in return
and the promises made are kept
and respected
and held high between us
  you put all of your trust in the things I say
and make you do.
you're supposed to trust
and you earn it albeit know you don't own it
but I do your soul
and that is the treasure you offer
and yours is the blind belief
that you I am real
and true and have your best interest at hand
together or apart we are one
one heart
one unit
one love
shared and mutually own
this gift
this life
and make it the best we can be
inspite of what evils of the world
because we are far stronger than the
demons the world can produce
I desire to be the consummate creator the artist
that wills you to be my muse, My lover, My lil Girl
My submissive.

Open your hand...kneel, take mine to strengthen you.

For the women who truly understands, she will contact me .

In the deepest recess of your heart lies a rich red passion, a need, a desire, to feel the burn of my hand deeply where the sting of my fingers raise welts upon your flesh.  My hand to your flesh the endurance that makes you cast out the demons within you, and achieve the pleasure of freedom the release of darkness into the light of obedience.

Nothing has the power to draw you away from me kitten, your devotion pure, your loyalty given without doubt, and your transition continues to grow profoundly as does the hidden orchid that sleeps within the cover of your lips between your legs and opens to me in obedience, command, demand, use, and of course in desire, lust, and deep sensual love. 

It is at my feet, the nature of your beast that awakens the creature within the glory of my submissive the worship of this man your Mental Master. 

Do you see yourself as i have written?

If so tell me, not just why.....BUT what i have composed stir up within you?
I beg your feet be the place I live my life in service.

I am here, I know you exist."

Show me that you do...

Well you still can remember the times
When the nights seemed to surround you
You were sure the sun would never shine on your

Inner desire
And you thought it your destiny
To walk this world alone but now you're here
Looking at what I have written, what I have shown
Now you're here with me

In energy and sprit

You have read my profile, it has moved you to reply

To THINK

To be mentored by the Dominant Man( Daddy) that I am

Or you as that Submissive woman
Or the nights you felt the pain of that longing

To belong
Or the tears you had to cry, as you thought why not me?
Some of those times along the way
Every road you had to take
Every time your heart would break, as you thought it was all about HIM
It was just something that you had to get through
To get me to you my kitten

I am REAL

Well I as that Daddy, I still can recall the days
When I had no submissive love around me
Makes me glad for every day I will have with you my pet
And I, I look in your eyes and know
I'm right where I belong
And I you know that YOU belong with me
As That Master you have chosen, always belonged with you
Because your submissive love was waiting there for me
Waiting there for me my pet

Allow me to enter into your Mind, Heart, Soul

We will wait for your body and mine

To be as ONE.

In the darkness of night pleasure looms as the petals come alive before the break of day.  Lightening pierces her body and thunderous moans escaped her parted lips.  The raging storm embraces, giving to the One who owns her; once afraid her fears are hushed by his peace.  The peace that calms her is the peace that drains her is the peace she lives for. Your body yearns for MY touch
  Your mind yearns to hold MY soul
  Your soul yearns to be one with me
Let me take you to a higher realm
where souls collide and her bodies meld.

Answer me?

What I desire to seek.

The sound of my voice to bring you to surrender
Like a waterfall
Whisper in your ear my sweet kitten
Like the music of the ocean

As you kneel

Lay your head upon my lap
And mentally rest
Feel my hand caress your head, my finders as a comb thru your hair
You will hear the sound of my voice
As you close your eyes , at rest, excited, longing
Whispers in your ear
You can feel the tinglings, the way you want to obey
And when you truly allow yourself to feel the excitement

throughout your whole body

You cannot deny the feelings, it is moving, it is all emotional

You will feel my aura
My passions will guide you
To the sound of my voice
Like a comfort
Whispers in your ear
Like a breeze
Yes smile as you lay your head onto my lap,
And rest , rest your mind, soul

by your Daddy, Your Lover, Your Dom
Your time will come when you can sleep
And feel eternity in my arms
Oh so sweet

Wanting

I can see it

I can feel it...

The question is...........Can you?

A Submissive Woman

I am so attracted to her it scares me, even a Dom
How can you feel like you want to belong to someone you hardly know??

Even here on Collar me?

How can you read my profile and journals look and think that now you know
what you want your Dominant soul-mate to be like?
I know that you can't be submissive with someone you hardly know
but this attraction is so powerful
the desire so strong.

the waiting is over
the fantasy is just as REAL as the REALITY
the man is REAL.

Passion
The emotion of desire, want and lust my kitten
Passion
Holding someone close because you must surrender
Passion
Looking deeply in my eyes
Passion
Never sensing how you feel the tingling deep within
Passion
The soft kiss that lingers forever
Passion
The deep kiss that you never want to sever
Passion
The tingle as the bodies touch
Passion

As you see yourself kneel in homage

The want of so, so much
Passion

As you close your eyes and.............

My voice....it gets you every time. My simple hello can make you melt, the fluctuations in my deep voice you hang on to waiting for the next word.

MY Green Blue eyes.....they get you every time. My stare be it surrounded with a smile or deep dark holes of desire, make your heart drop and your mind race

My large rugged hands....they get you every time. My touch be it hand holding, or fingers deep within my warm wet louts opens your heart to me even more.

My strength....it gets you every time kitten. Whether its within my voice, eyes, or hands you allow them dig deep to mold you into the woman I are and the submissive woman I know you can be. 

My question to you ....Will you allow yourself to be?

What is your answer????

My prize rests between your thighs
In this kingdom exists only you and I
I your King
You holding the strength of your inner surrender
As we speak in solitude of fantasies
Wants and needs
Penetrate you ever more
With deep desire and nectar to bubble in the raging storm of your lotus
Cover my body with your nectar
Breathe life into my lips
As my blood begins to boil within the manhood from heat that you create
I desire that lotus to ache
Anticipating my touch
As you hunger for my lips to love its nectar to savor
And not for long do I wait, and wait
Your temperature rising wanting to meet my desires
Fragile hands graze over bare skin
Folds of wet lips
Smells of love
PURE...DEEP...RAW
As we find ourselves lost in each others arms
Until desire takes us
Dreams form into reality
Waiting for the awakening to come
So that we may start back at the way we started the way it has NOW become

The long pulsation,
the ebb and flow of endless motion,
flowing freely as liquid,
rising, falling, as the ocean,
rising on a wave,
floating, hanging,
then going over,
and rising up again
to fill the hour
with the sweetest pleasure,
and your body, womanly,
your tongue, strong all around me,
would come unto me
again and again,
rapt, ecstatic, relentless,
would advance and retreat
in a manic rhythm
until the floor beneath you
was undulating at various paces,
and the world was spinning as your eyes close,
swelling, peaking, exalting,awaiting one sentance
you were serving, you had a purpose,
oh god, you were NOT dreaming,
my god, this is REAL as you look up screaming,

can i be allowed this sweet release my Daddy?

Yes you hear me say Yes...Yes My Sweet kitten
as we finished,
and floated away on a sigh.

And i saw you at peace, and at rest.

Lovingly embraced within my arms.

You lie on the bed as if in tempest,  tossing and turning, insomniac's captor, the sheets  twisted like foam upon a wave. Exhausted upon your inner thoughts on what you have read, you cling to the bed's  side like a raft, your leg thrown over like an anchor. Watching from the door you see me quietly enter , shedding clothes as I approach, my cologne you can smell. And as you see me stretch my body's length along yours kitten, I bend over and kiss the nape of your neck to let you know I am there. Gently  pulling your hips back towards my body, stiff and proud, your awaiting Master waiting to enter.  Sleep wins and you hold you tightly as I see you drift off.

Waking hours later and refreshed, I see your body splayed like a banquet before me , begging to be consumed. I am ravenous.  As I tell you to SERVE ME!

Hands and lips like skiers wend their way down my chest to the base of my mountain peak., lost in my manliness and smell.  You see me stir, as I hear my pet moaning, eye flickering, somewhere between submission and space. Truly… You are mine.

As I see you close your eyes, as you begin taking my full measure, you move from base to peak like a climber, your rhythm increasing  till you feel my tremors in your bones.  Your mouth engorged with your Masters fullness, my hands suddenly alive in your hair, muscles rippling as i pull you in one swift move, up  upon the bed. The shock of my hands entering you as your muscles contract, as i turn you quickly , hips over  mouth ,waiting.  And suddenly the vacuum my hand creates  is replaced by my tongue and kisses, the only one allowed this most intense  trust. And as we begin again the room fills with the sounds of your surrender, licking sucking sighs...

As we reach that intersection of need and desire, our bodies full and tense, I  pull you back once again from the brink, back to front, your arms held as if by velvet cords to my masculine chest. As you glance up toward our reflection, seeing the fullness of your Master entering you from behind, my hand upon your cheek and yours as an anchor in front of you, as we face the mirror of our desire  and orgasm as one.

You will let me make love to you ...as only your Master can ,,

As always, able to touch that woman in a place that she cannot even comprehend.   Always at peace and content, so eager to please and have his approval.  Use me Daddy, you murmur any way you wish.........The desire becoming almost uncontrollable -- the blood flow swelling the lips, the need to release ever present.  How I wish we were closer to one another -- to have the taste of  me in your mouth right now, the heat of my slaps reddening your ass and oh so the need to feel completed by my Dominance and ownership.Any clue, my dear kitten what a needy little wench you have the capability of turning you into with just my words?  How wonderfully delicious would it be to have the opportunity such as this.  Purring like a content kitty my submissive.  If you are fortunate enough to get a little bit of privacy please be able to quench your hunger (if only a little bit) but the blood flows and magnifies your need -- how you desire to be under this dominant's physical control -- the inspection, the use, the ownership.......and the love.

As you read all the postings from men on collar me you seek surrender your soul to one Man....be it this one.

As the inner desires just burns thru your body, you feel the contractions deep within

So as you read, your eyes see through me as you picture yourself within the photos mercilessly As I look at you to celebrate your surrender5...as you verbalize YES MASTER My heart beats only to please you, my love And when the you will break my inner will at last My submission will be fulfilled.

Comments?

I am

I am the sunlight that kisses my submissive's skin, and warms her on a cool day
I am the food that nourishes her body, and my nectar gives her strength
I am the blood that courses through her veins, giving life to her mind, heart and soul
I am the beat of her loins, which quickens with a word from me
Be it she is the one I have chosen....To be My very OWN!

I am

I am to her

My Kitten:

As i have been thinking what would it be to compose a letter to that submissive...That so professional woman as a little girl deep inside...s SECRET so held close...

Read...

Dear Lil one,

Seeking that submissive - to have a Man like me as that Dom/Daddy Dom/Lover -if you don't think you understand being submissive, if it's something you ... Distilled to its essence, Submissive means saying something is something else. ...SURRENDER

  The words I use do have their meaning as words, but they also have meaning as non-verbal speech.

INNER ENERGY

Feel the energy in my words, the Energy in my prose........Can you understand them.

Can you be the one to step forward and say YES!

YES SIR I DO UNDERSTAND AND WILL ANSWER YOUR CALL.

You seek a Dom sensual, erotic, vividly imaginative with extreme energy churning inside his soul 

Most understand you being kind, open, sensual, vivid imagination, willing, wanting and comfortable
given your chemistry, trust and respect, to explore this amazing realm openly
 This unique mindset makes you vulnerable and emotionally exposed.
You have longed to experience this erotic, dynamic exchange.
with respect and hope, you await that man.

You've set your eyes on all the Dom's/Masters/Men in the Forrest.

Now gaze soulfully at the M A N  in front of you.

I am that true Dom looking for his very unique sub. Men usually don't get you, because they don't know you want to be submissive. You are looking for a dominant partner, to feel what you feel from within , enough of the games.

The IM's

The E mails

I am

looking for different

Are you?

He seeks her knelt, eyes lowered as he caresses her cheeks

The kiss he gives on moist on trembling lips

to quench her rapid breath

to whisper to her to arise and hold him

  Rugged dark yet firm hands caress gentle flesh

caressing nipple, thigh and lotus

  As she sees his blue eyes cool, secure

now burn with new found flame

His molten gaze onto her with pride and admiration

and stokes the fire within you

then heart beats in sync, from brain to body

with her lotus passion’s wanting,aching

Two muffled words I long to hear

bring joy to my heart,

“Please, Master, please love me more.”

Reading all the various journals
Spilling out what i have written a loud
giving voice to the ache building up within you
 you can hear that still sensual voice in your head
whispering all he will do
how he will take, but also give back
his hands will teach your mind how to move in rhythm to his inner desires
his eyes will hold you in a midst of love and turmoil
so much of you needing to please one man
yet a part of you holds back
trying to hold on to the freedom of being unbound
unchained
  your independence fights your own battle within your soul
but as what you seen in my profile caresses between your ears
Picture my hands as those of a sculptor mold you to me
  as you see yourself fall under my spell
resistance flees as you embrace who and what you are
a woman
needing her own submission to her master
needing to feel her control not ripped but embraced and liberated
needing him to have you surrender before piecing you back together to his liking
made for him
his slave
his love
his cherished possession
Understand?

Do you really?

You read his profile, You have followed his journals...

 You are so attracted to him it scares you
How can you feel like you want to belong to someone you hardly know??

Even here on collar me

How can you look at what he has written and think that now you know
what you want your Master to be?
You can't be attracted with someone you hardly know
but this attraction is so powerful
desire so strong.

But it is..........don't walk away from your inner feelings...you know THEY have NEVER

stirred you wrong.

Write to me

MM

I’m a sensual alpha dominant male, in good physical condition, and reasonably attractive. I'm ideally looking for what is sometimes referred to as a "male-led, relationship. I’m seeking for a woman ( mature minded) employed, mature and stable, and don’t engage in any kind of drama. Who is drug and disease free and financially stable.

If would like to meet a dominant man who wants to be served, not supported. A man who has her own successful vanilla life to live and has no time or desire for drama. I'm looking for a lasting friendship and relationship with a wonderful and special lady to woo mentally not just fulfill my physical needs.

Ideally with all of those things which go towards a good couple relationship. love, trust, honesty, communication, openness, consideration, respect are all important to me and I'd hope we would have all of these and more. Obviously we will have to start by getting to know one another and letting deeper feelings and understanding develop, but I'm hoping to hear from someone who is hoping to travel along a similar path.

The best leaders are those that listen, understand and then decide based on the best judgment and character. The best followers articulate their views, trust the decision and obey. While I believe in the equality of people in terms of their humanity, I know that some are leaders and some are followers.

I am A LEADER....Leadership comes with many responsibilities. It is my firm belief that rewards be commensurate with responsibility… He leads; she follows… He establishes the parameters; she obeys… He takes responsibility; the other rewards with her surrender and subsequent submission. 

Your willingness and eagerness to serve my needs, wants and desires will always come before your own, which is the way it is supposed to be. I promise you..I won't be disappointed in your willingness and desire to serve and please.

You are a professional who is a leader in every aspect of your life but not necessarily relationships. Indeed, you are naturally submissive.your need to serve and give yourself to someone, completely, mind, body and soul. This isn't a bedroom fantasy to you, it’s a real desire and need to surrender yourself, completely. Prove it to me that you are sincere in your submissiveness, and sincere in your desire to treat you like the Master I am. I am for real and will prove to you that I am in return.

If you’re interested, and live in within a reasonable distance ( no scammers or those in foreign countries)please contact me

You have read my profile and journals for a long time now
Wanting to reach me but not knowing how
You got sucked into the games and being used
I could tell all you wanted was to be loved and accepted for who YOU are

You were worth so much more, worth someone like me
I knew I could help you to see your beauty of your submission inside
I knew all you needed was a loving yet firm Dom/Daddy to stand beside you

It never seemed a good time with the ones you have chosen before
The way they treated you sometimes made you sick
 You left and went on but thought about my profile from time to time
But I never dream t that you would finally be mine

It doesn’t matter how it finally came to be
All I know is that now you belong to me
You don’t need those that don’t respect you
I won’t allow anyone to ever talk down to you

I truly love you and will always do my best to train, nurture , and adore you
To make sure you know that you are a woman first, and a submissive above and beyond all the rest
M M

Master

You are that sub who is so attracted to him it scares you
How can you feel like you want to belong to someone you hardly know??
How can you look at him and think that now you'll know
what you want your Master-Dom-soulmate to look like? 
You can't be in love with someone you hardly know
but this attraction is so powerful
desire so strong.

But I say as that Master ..............Yes it is.

Feel my energy

Feel my Aura

Feel my Power

I desire one woman who will cherish and treasure her Master.  To accept that HE is your energy and challenge.  A joy to appreciate.  He is the one you are able to laugh with, cry with and respect.  To understand each other and where we are coming from and where we are hopefully going.  Life is ever changing.  The ebbs, the flows are always shifting, moving and we are in synch with one another and that ever changing flow.  You respect him, as He respects you... and "trust" is the ever bonding force we both will ever have.

Do you know what it means to be content?  I do.

I am a man here seeking for a submissive

who long for a love so strong and pure
to cure her aching heart.
You know not what it is you crave
that causes you to behave in such a way.
 you do know deep within your heart
You fall apart when that inner desire is gone.
  You long for than ONE TRUE Dominant man
truly my soul yearns for you as well as that ONE Submissive.
To Present my strength and control.
  To kneel before me
peeling back the layers of misinformation
that society has placed upon you.
 You bare yourself before me
sharing with me your deepest being.
Seeing for the first time your own true innocence
  your inner desires
and the fires burning within you.
Finally they are free.
To know that you know me
every thought, every joy, every desire that is a part of me.
To know that you will accept me
all my passion, all my pain all that is me.

As that Dom you seek
as you surrender your will upon me.
  Your power becomes my own
You are thrown into bliss.
 Your pleasure is all for me
Your rapture awaits my soul.
You feel me hold you close and love you hard.
As one we are, spirit to spirit
how far we've come.
My Love.

Come forward to me

Only ME

You may roam for hours in the darkness of these CM profiles
Underneath the desire you have is for one to be True and Honest in accepting and welcoming your inner desires..
All you can imagine is being before One Man as your entire being trembles as you fall to your knees…

As he looks at you and you up to his gaze, he lifts you and lays you down on the soft bed
Even in your fear, you can feel it, you sense the surrender -
The wild spirit of that SUBMISSIVE WOMAN deep inside,
The uncertain part that you long to treasure the most…within.

At last, you hear the sound you have been waiting for – It warms your heart, strengthens you to the core…

COME TO ME - I SAY

The joy of passion lights your Mind, The sound of his deep voice engulfs your thighs,

to be joined in sacred union.

Upon a convent of bliss..of sensual surrender

Of total abandon to one man.......THIS MAN

Knowing so well that of love,
to be loved,
and, . . .
to have you give love in return.

You know maybe I'm asking too much, but I hold myself to a much higher standard than I believe even most men.

There is nothing sexier than a woman who respects herself and knows her worth. Yet who is willing to be MENTORED/TRAINED by a man be it dominant in private  who knows where he's going in his world and wants a woman beside him helping him get there, cheering him on, being a sounding board for one another. Too many men think of cars, clothes and jewelery as status symbols. The truth is that anyone can achieve those silly baubles. A happy, proud woman, beautiful submissive and a desire to please that creates and sustains loving relationships - that is the ultimate.,,

I am looking for submissive minded women who wanted to expand their desire in knowing more about this inner calling they have for a Dominant male. I would like to find One woman who wants to try new things and push their boundaries. To do some things out of the norm. how do we know what we like if we never try out different adventures in a safe way!

In real time- not Cyber...

I just think most submissives want and need direction in life. So I don't really think it's too out there for a woman to want to give herself completely to a man that has plans for their life and a drive to do thins that she normally wouldn't.

Headaches to heartaches
Each their own completion 
Dominance and Submission
I hear you, but you are so tired of BS here an other sites! 
Ok, I'll give you space,
come closer
Closer still
Avoid this
Do not fight this
Attraction
Needing satisfaction
Only in you
growing still
IN this new relationship
Grow with me
Learn my needs
My distinctions
Let's be what we always coulda been
Without distractions

With Rules

With Passion

Can you...make that first step?

To me it may be called something new , but as an Alpha I call it a dominant mindset. I enjoy BDSM and a D/S dynamic in a loving relationship.

If you are one who enjoys a service orientation, I suggest you consider not as those here seeking E fans , but a REAL person who is NOT willing to hide behind a screen and really introduce yourself. 

I believe a Master/submissive/slave relationship can be healthy with each getting their needs met and surpassed. That is my goal. It starts with good communication, then we will see after that. I am a man that TRULY understands that THE mind is the most powerful sexual organ and “average”, or “vanilla”, can't satisfy those inner desires- maybe you don't even understand what you need, or why you need it. You owe it to yourself to see what you’ve been missing.

I'm not attracted to a princess mentality, or those that seek to add more dominants names to their admirers section.

That is my commentary for today.

Passion
The emotion of desire, want and lust
Passion
Holding someone close because you must
Passion
Looking deeply in their eyes
Passion
Never sensing how time flies
Passion
The soft kiss that lingers forever
Passion
The deep kiss that you never want to sever
Passion
The tingle as the bodies touch
Passion
The want of so, so much
Passion

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I am seeking for the right one to MENTOR.

To have that spirit of a GIVER overall, not just in matters of submission.

But in the vanilla as well, a lover of the arts seen, heard, and on canvas.

Yes I am an experienced dominant but seeking that ONE caring female to devote herself to.

Why, I wonder if she can read, does she like me?
What about my picture and profile made her “want to know” me?
What does she see in me?
No, not what, how, how does she see in me the things only I seem to know are there?
This woman, like none I have ever known, looking, on the outside, not one bit like the woman my mind could have imagined, inside looks and feels like exactly what we imagined
and dreamed of as we continue to read the profiles on CM.

I want to befriend that submissive who has been ignoring that voice deep inside.
Telling it to go away, to go deeper and hide. 

But that submissive desire just won't go away, keeps filling you with desire.


This woman,you........ are YOU real?

I hope so...........as I am real

Let us prove it one to another

MM

To me as many have asked that as for me , what i personally believe in is that the dominant also finds pleasure in, and is aroused by, the SURRENDER and complete trust given to him as well as the pleasure and the arousal MY "mastery" brings to the submissive. This is the key source of pleasure and arousal for me as said Master. If my submissive is not enjoying the experience and becoming aroused by it, then I will not become aroused and will not find the experience pleasurable.
 My Mental Mastery over the submissive is motivated by HER desire to serve and please me as HER the dominant as a display of love, respect and esteem

10/4

Ok here we go.... first Journal
I am looking for someone that has had there heart set on looking for a man just like me. First let me say, I am a DOM, but sweet, kind, funny, loving and a good human when not in play. Have you wondered how the sensual kiss of the end of a carefully wielded whip or paddle might feel?
Yes i do enjoy the power it gives me....But Unlike most that i read on CM, I'm generally direct and sensual in my orchestrations, and I believe fully that this is a dance between partners, not a Dom bullying someone into being a doormat.

I like bright companions, and like to enjoy the company of that woman i an involved with, outside any erotic or D/S play.

QUESTIONS..........JUST ASK