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WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this.
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Oh - Tomorrow will be a day with no underwear at all. I know that will be difficult for all of them, but alas. I think that they will do it. :) It makes me so happy to think that their anal plugs won't have anything to help them stay in!
I also am so happy to have the Dom in my life. He keeps me in check and helps me remember my place. He's also giving me lots of ideas to pass along to my little subbies...
I AM (*almost) SATED.
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I've had an enormous reaction to my sub story I have recently posted and am happily training a few select wonderful subs. I am delighted and inspired by their overwhelming enthusiasm. All of my subs have been in pretty panties for most of the week and are showing their continued devotion to me by not cumming unless told to do so by me. They are even volunteering to train their asses for my strap on. I am proud of them and we'll just have to see who is able to hold up under pressure and rise above the rest. Tonight I am researching hollow dildos for them to wear while they (and if they get to) fuck me. There are some good ones out there. :) I look forward to day 4 in this week of submission for them. It will be very fun! |
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I'm working very late tonight. And I'm very horny. I've been such a good girl all week. I hope I get to cum soon. This is very uncomfortable.:( |
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OK OK! Secret's out... I'm a switch. *Sigh. I have only been able to switch within one relationship that I have had - otherwise I have to *either BE the Domme OR the sub. I can't be both with every person. :) Here's a story about the very first time I topped a man. I hope you like it.
A few years ago - the man who introduced me to real BDSM, Tim (or Timsey as it were) told me that he really wished that I would control his cock for a certain period of time. He had predominantly topped me or we'd had vanilla sex while we were dating. I had never topped anyone before. I was so excited to, tho. I told him that he would be receiving a package in the mail with instructions in a couple of days and when he opened it - our play would begin. Or he could discard the package and we wouldn't do it at all. He said that he needed to curb his masturbating. Which was true. He would masturbate 4-6 times a day at that point. It was really out of control. So - I sent it and 3 days later he called me and said he got the package. At that point I told him that he had to open it within the next 3 hours or my offer would expire. He was too curious - and opened it.
Inside he found instructions and a pair of my black lace thong panties. The instructions read something like:
1. Put on the panties - The panties will act as your chastity device. Once they are on - you may not cum until I grant you permission.
2. You may shower or bathe without them on - but put them right back on afterward.
3. Tomorrow, please wear them under your suit to work and await my instruction.
He did what I asked. I know this because I trusted him, and frankly even if he came - it didn't effect our play the next day. :)
The next day, I would instant message him periodically and tell him to go into the bathroom to rub his cock thru his panties for a certain amount of time. He basically stayed hard all day. He couldn't concentrate and was basically at my beck and call anytime I would im him. I told him to be ready by 12:30
- as I was taking him out to lunch. I instructed him to meet me on the corner in front of his office building downtown and get to in the car immediately as I drove up and to not make me wait. When he got in the car, I looked at him directly in the eyes and kissed him full on the mouth. I told him how wonderful it was that he was showing his devotion to me by doing this and that I would make it up to him. I reached down and undid his suit pants and pulled his cock out - his panties pushed down below his balls. I made him spit on my hand and I started massaging his cock. Not really jerking him off - but just working his cock up and down. He leaned his head back and moaned. I rubbed it all the way to our stop - a fabric store. In the store parking lot - I parked far away from the door and leaned down and took his cock in my mouth and just held it there. By now - it was blue/purple and he was breathing very heavily. I took my mouth off of his cock and rose up, adjusting my lipstick and told him to put his little cock away and get out of the car.
Inside – I looked for fabric and asked him loudly to weigh in on which one I would buy. He knew that it was going to be used to tie him up later – I chose a bright blue stretchy fabric with tiny hearts. I made him buy it.
On the way back to his office – I made him go down on me. I held his tie down so he couldn’t move. Right as we were pulling up to his office, I came all over his face at a stoplight. I pulled up - kissed him again and told him I would be in touch.
I went back to the office – and continued to call him every hour and a half. I would make him play with his cock in the bathroom on the phone with me and not cum. As I was leaving work – I texted him to be at my house in one hour with an ice pack, some condoms and a tube of ben gay.
He was there in 45 minutes and carrying a bouquet of flowers and a bottle of red wine. J
I met him at the door in my bathing suit. Kissed him passionately and grabbed his cock - rubbing it thru his suit. I dragged him by his tie into my bedroom. I ordered him to strip. Handed him a very small pair of swim shorts and made him put them on over his panties. I grabbed a glass of wine and we went out to the pool. We played in the pool for a while - I let him hump my hip – I rubbed his cock – went down on him again. By now he is literally begging me to cum. I had had just about enough, too. I was very turned on by his state and so I led him inside. I dried him off with a big fluffy towel and had him lie down on my bed – face up with his arms and legs out. I peeled off my bathing suit and put on a very slutty dress no panties and no bra. My tits were bulging out. I had taken the material we had purchased earlier cut it into two long strips and put one under the mattress at the top and bottom. I climbed on top of him – and peeled off his swim shorts – left the panties on and moved up to sit on his cock. I grinded my pussy down on it as I leaned up to tie his hands my tits dangling over his face. I tied each hand tightly so that he couldn’t move and slowly inched down his body – kissing every inch as I went to secure his feet. I rubbed his cock with my hand and stretched out beside him- talking to him softly in his ear…I cut off the panties – and went to get the cold pack out of the freezer. J I put it on his balls until his erection went down. Then I proceeded to go down on him. J I did this over and over 5 times. The whole process took about an hour. Then, I lay down beside him and held a dirty story near his face and made him read it to me while I masturbated. I ground my hips into the bed and came like crazy.
After I came, I untied him and let him hump my leg. He came so hard…and just everywhere. We took a shower together and he took me to dinner. Then when we got home he completely switched and fucked me so hard… intermittently spanking my ass...It was magical...
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I walk to the door at Friday at dusk– wearing a short skirt and t-shirt with no bra or panties – no shoes. I left all of my personal items in the car as I was told. Once inside the door, I would agree to being owned. Decisions would no longer be mine. I took a deep breath and walked up to the door. Knocked 2 times and knelt down - hands on my head. It was cold out and the concrete was very cold and hard under my bare knees. After about 25 minutes, I saw the door open. No light came out of the door. It was darker inside than out. My eyes down – I felt a hand on my head. Large – very strong – he grabbed my long ponytail and lifted me up to my feet. I stumbled after him – up a step inside. He pushed me back down on my cold bruised knees and ordered me gruffly to stay there.
Then - he walked in. I could smell him even though I could not see him - My Master. He circled me – I kept my eyes on the floor. “I’m happy that you had the courage to show up, M. It means a great deal to me that you want to do this for me. This coming week will be very hard for you. You know that by signing the document this afternoon that you are now my property and have no say in anything. You will be released next Friday at 5pm should you decide you would like to leave at that time. ” I nodded my head.
“Are you ready?” I nodded my head. I know he did not give me permission to speak. “Tonight we will see how much you can take. This will be the most difficult night of this week. Are you ready to be tested?” I nodded again.
He leaned down and caressed my cheek. Then, he fastened a choke chain collar around my neck and attached a leash to the collar. He tugged and I immediately moved to all fours and heeled beside my Master’s legs. He leaned down and cut off my t-shirt and skirt leaving me completely naked. He began walking and leaving my clothes behind me, led me down a long narrow dark hallway to a big red door. He opened the door and we began descending a flight of stairs. They were padded with soft leather and were still very difficult to negotiate on all fours. When we got to the bottom of the stairs, we turned and I was led to a strange contraption like table. I could barely see it out of the corner of my eye. I knew better than to look up. My master let my leash drop and he grabbed me roughly around the waist and lifted me so that my knees were on a wooden platform about 4 feet off the floor. He moved my knees roughly apart with his knee so that my thighs were spread wide on the wooden board and he fastened my feet to the board with steel cuffs. He bent me over a wooden board that cut into my tummy roughly and secured my hands to steel cuffs on a board approximately 3 feet in front of me. My head hung limply. Master came to me and held my head up by pulling my pony tail up and quickly braiding it into a braid. Then he tied a rough rope onto and in the braid and let it hang down across my back –down my ass crack. I could tell he was walking around – looking for something – and though my neck was very tired from trying to hold up my head in such an awkward position, I didn’t move. My chin was parallel to my arms – my body also parallel to my arms – I was basically in the most awkward doggie style position possible. Master then secured another set of metal cuffs right below my knees onto the board. I heard him snap on his rubber gloves. I’d heard this before when he lubed his hand to shove it up my pussy… I was very afraid. There was no way for me to get away from him this way. My legs were locked in 2 places. My hands stretched painfully in front of me – and I’m bent over a piece of very rough wood that’s higher than my hips so it cut into my tummy severely. I started to whimper in my position. “You’d better to learn to like this position, M. You will be in it for the next 12 hours. During that time, I will completely control you. Do you understand?” I nodded again. He shoved his hand in my cunt and in my ass – I squealed - “Not as ready for me as I would like, m. I will have to use the big toys.” I grimaced still painfully trying to hold my head up. He shoved a plastic tube up my ass and I felt cold jelly being squeezed into my ass. This is all you’re going to get, whore” I felt a large metal object being forced into my asshole. Master said, “Open your ass, slut.” I cried and grunted and pushed back on the object as much as I could move. The ball popped into my ass with a heavy grunt from me. Then I was relieved of holding up my head- I felt the heavy rope being tied to the hook that was now in my ass. I was stuffed and could do nothing about it. He moved to my face and leaned down and kissed me slowly on the mouth. “That is the last time you get to do that, slut.” And he pushed a ratcheted gag into my mouth and cranked it wide open. He clamped both of my nipples with clover clamps and attached chain between them and ran it below the rough wood. He added a clamp to my clit and attached the chain to it. Now, if I moved up at all, my nipples and clit would be pulled mercilessly.
“I think we’ll start with your pussy, slut.” – Master then left the room. I wiggled on my bruised knees ; trying to get used to the very large metal ball up my ass… the gag that held my mouth open. I stretched as much as possible holding onto the board my hands were strapped to and tried to position myself in the most comfortable way. My pussy was dripping wet with anticipation. I had NO idea what was about to happen and wanted to be as stable as possible. Then I heard the voices. There were at least 5 distinct male voices. I recognized one to be my Master and the other 4 seemed deep and strong. I shuddered a bit. 5 men? I began panting thru my gag. My Master entered the room first – “This is the new one, gentlemen. Tonight is ‘First Test’ portion of her week. Her name is irrelevant. Please do what you will with her. “Mark, I would like you to start.” The other men sat down with master in a line of chairs next to me. I could see that all of the men’s cocks were out of their leather pants and standing at attention. I could feel ‘Mark’ move behind me. He took his flogger and began swinging it between my legs – the ends hitting right by my clit and making my pussy lips sting… “Harder, Mark.” Master said. He swung harder – and harder – I began crying again – “NNNGH!” I screamed. But he kept hitting… the hard leather of the flogger cut into my tender pussy lips and I felt them beginning to swell and welts beginning to form on my lips. Suddenly – Mark dropped the flogger and shoved his cock into my bruised and beaten pussy. His cock was very long and very wide – it pushed me forward shoving the hook farther up my ass. He relentlessly took my pussy. I was crying hard now – his cock – pushing deep inside me. After what felt like an hour – and was only 10 minutes – he retreated. We were both breathing heavily. I was so thankful for that to be over. I hung my head and pulled the hook deeper into my ass. “NNNNNGH!” Master stood up - and came over to me – “Bryan – it’s your turn.” He laid his hand on my ass – pulling the hook toying with the rope in my hair – and Bryan moved behind me. I could tell that he was very excited. He seemed younger. More eager. And I knew that meant much, much, less careful. “I want her ass, Master.” “Well, then you may have it, Bryan. Take what you want tonight.” Master caressed his face and moved around to my head… Drool was gushing out of my mouth. He tilted my head up – my eyes remained down. “Good slut.”
Bryan moved behind me and unceremoniously pulled the huge hook out of my ass. The ball popped out. And with it – some of the lube squirted out of my ass, too. I could feel his cock positioned at the entrance of my tight asshole. I had only had anal sex once with Master and had played with some toys back there. I was more than afraid. He took my hips and shoved his rock hard cock up my ass in one motion. It was as big around as a soda can. “AAANNNGHHHH!” I grunted. I could tell that he was ripping me open and he just pounded away. He was laughing and shoving his cock into me relentlessly. I could feel Mark move under me and start pulling on my clamps tormenting my nipples and clit. I was screaming and groaning and squirming trying desperately to get away from the pounding I was getting, but I was tied down so securely – I couldn’t get away. My tormenter fucked into the hilt. Over and over and over again and finally I just went limp and let his huge 3 inch cock take my ass and rip me open even wider. “Stop.” I hear Master say through the ringing in my ears and Bryan pulled out. His cock covered had smears of blood on it. In the absence of his cock – I could feel the air stinging the open wounds in my asshole that was clenching unconsciously. He shoved the hook back up my ass and Master said - “Have her clean you.” Bryan walked around to my mouth and pushed his cock through my open lips and down my throat. I gagged immediately. And coughed up even more spit and drool I tried to use my tongue but didn’t have the strength to try to compete with my open and sore jaw. “Lick him, slut” I began moving my tongue along the bottom of his cock. I was crying now – I could not see through the tears. I knew that if this was training – that I would not be able to live through punishment and that I must do what Master said…
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I put on my corset and panties (that I had worn for two days) and lubed my ass really well and kneeled in the room with my hands on my head. And I waited... He came in and immediately came to me...putting his crotch in my face. I could almost taste it. He grabbed my pony tail and made me look up. And he slapped my face hard on both sides. Then he moved behind me to cuff my hands. "One on top of the other, slut" he said. He reached between my legs and shoved his fingers in my holes. They were so wet they made a squishy noise. Then he made me stand up on my impossibly tall heels... "Turn around!" He told me "And bend over." I knew what was coming. Smack! Smack! "Are you going to count?" He asked. "One, sir." "Ok we'll start again." He went on slapping my ass for a while and then had me bend over the chair....
*Smack. "One. Sir." *Smack. "Two. Sir." *Smack. "Three. Sir." *Smack. "Four. Sir." *Smack. "Ooooooh. Five. Sir." "Stand up, whore". I was very out of breath but still driven by my need to cum. So I complied as quickly as my huge fuck me heels would let me. He grabbed my hair again - and pushed my head down..."Get on your knees slut." He took his cock out and stepped out of his pants... I was panting I wanted it in my mouth so much...
but he made me wait...I could see him pulling on a large metal cock ring that encompassed his huge cock and balls... I knew this would make him hard longer so that he could fuck me even longer and my excitement grew even more. I kept panting.
Then he pushed his hard cock to my lips... "Open, cunt." he said... and I did -moved slightly forward trying to get it in my mouth. *SLAP - "Did I say you could move, cunt?" "No Sir..." from that moment on, I was very careful about my movements...
He grabbed my hair and shoved his cock in my mouth... holding my head down on it. I choked... spitting all over his cock -got it very sloppy and wet and he let me go - let me suck his cock. This is what I had been dreaming of for the past few days... getting his cock inside me in some way... feeling the soft head of his cock pushing past my lips, over my tongue and down my cumslut throat. I feasted on his cock, savoring all of it. I love the feeling of his hand on the back of my head, pushing me down on it. Then he leaned down and pulled the clover clips out of his pocket... My mouth still on his cock - he clipped each nipple and tugged on the chain, pulling my tits up... I moaned on his cock. He let me suck on his big beautiful cock for almost 10 minutes... he grabbed my hair and pulled me up to standing again. "Do you want my hand in your cunt, whore?"... I breathed/drooled "Yes, sir." "Then get down on the ground and spread your whore legs"...
I did as i was told. And he pulled my panties off and he asked me if i knew why he made me wear them for 2 days... "So that you could shove them in my mouth, Sir." He slapped my face and grinned. Then shoved my filthy wet panties in my mouth. "Those will help you with the pain." I heard a cap of the lube flip - "I've got some special lube for this..." I feel him squeeze a bunch out...and he slathers it on and in my open cunt. It feels really, really cold and then... it starts to burn. I know its the Ben Gay he told me to buy. I wrote it in a sexy story for him and he made me fucking buy it for myself. I thought that he would threaten me with it - but i didn't think he would shove it inside me. It really started to burn.. cold and hot at the same time. I felt him breathing on my clit... cold air.. I started to close my legs to ward off the cold burn and he slapped my thigh - "No!" Fuck - this is going to be hell. He starts working his hand into my cunt. My legs splayed open. I pushed my feet onto his legs... It felt SO good to have it work into my cunt... The Ben Gay was very intense but it felt great. i was grinding onto his hand, wishing that it would just push inside... It burned - it hurt so much but felt amazing. I love feeling the ultimate control coming from my Dom as he pushed his hand deeper and deeper... FUUCK just when I thought I could take it - the pain was just too much... and i would back away... *Smack - "Scoot back, Slut!" He kept his huge hand in my pussy and made me move back toward him. It was so humiliating to feel his hand moving me... pulling me toward him. This process went on for what ver... I was crying from the pain... and the endurance. I wanted him to do it - But it was such a lot to take... Finally he pulled his hand out and I instantly wanted it back! He leaned down over me... got right close to my face. His cock was right by my pussy... I LONGED to just tilt my pelvis up and get that huge cock in my pussy... but i knew better than to move. He was in charge of my pussy. HE was the owner of my pussy. It was his pussy to fuck. My head was turned to the side and i could suddenly feel his mouth on my neck, his teeth raking over my skin. "You want my cock, don't you?" "Yes, Sir..." I breathed out... I could feel his cock head at the entrance of my pussy... just teasing it... god, i wanted it so bad... I needed to feel it. Finally, he shoved it in... and fucked me hard holding my arms down, face close to mine... whispering in my ear how hot my sloppy pussy was on his big cock... asking me if i want to cum on his cock... I was BEGGING by then. BEGGING to cum... "Please let me cum, sir. Please let this slut cum on your cock, please please please...." He leaned even closer to my ear, grinding slowly into my pussy and said through clenched teeth..."Cum, whore" As I began to let go - he pulled his cock out and held my legs open. I was left humping the fucking air... I cried out... completely unfulfilled... it was horrible.
He held me down until i finished moving and then said "Up, whore. My cock is going in your ass..." He sat down on the chair and said, "You wanted to sit on it - so sit on it..." Fuck. My legs were weak. I knew what was coming next. "GET OVER HERE, CUNT!" I whimpered and shuffled over. I turned around and he took the anal lube applicator and shoved it up my ass. Then he grabbed my hips and pulled me down. I reached back to line up his cock - and shoved it between my fat ass cheeks. I tried to work it in gently but he pulled me back. I sat down abruptly... lost my balance on my tall heels and his cock impaled me in one thrust. "UGGGHHH!!" I grunted... He pulled me back so I laid down on his body. He put one hand around my neck and moved my head back beside his... "You like my cock in your ass, slut?" I couldn't speak but tried to move my head... I LOVE his cock in my ass, and he was letting me stay still on it so that i could get used to having it there... I started trying to grind down on his cock holding onto the chair arms to try to keep my balance... I spread my legs so they were on the outside of his and started to bounce... my ass was full, my thighs burned and my pussy was still hot/cold from the Ben Gay... and I was BEGGING to cum... "Please sir - Please let me cum on your cock..." He told me that if I could cum by him fucking my ass, I was welcome to. I did - this time he pulled me down and let me ride it with his cock deep in my ass - I came so hard I squirted on his legs... "Turn around and clean it, cunt" I got up as fast as my watery brain would let me and turned around kneeling between his beautiful thighs and went to work. I licked every inch of his huge cock head and shaft, down to his balls and started for his asshole... "Oh, you want that, too, cumslut?" "Yes, sir, please sir..." he scooted down in the chair and opened his ass for me. I loved cleaning his cock and ass it was so amazing. I could do that for hours.
"Get the condom slut and put it on my cock - you don't get my cum right from my cock. You haven't earned it yet." So I found the condom he made me buy... and carefully rolled it down his magnificent cock. "Now, choose which hole you want it in." My eyes got big - HE was letting ME choose?! "Ass sir." He grinned and said "Get over here, then." I did - and really worked to get the cum out of his balls this time. Now that I had my orgasm, I could really concentrate on squeezing my ass around his cock at the right time... I bounced and bounced for what seemed like forever- (My Dom has crazy good control of himself) and finally he grabbed my hips and said - "I'm cumming slut" and moved my hips at the speed he liked... He came hard - I could feel him breathing on my back... and when he was finished- he pushed me off of him... "Now you can eat my cum out of the condom, slut." I knelt down between his legs and gently pulled the condom off - careful to save all of the cum. Then I turned my head up, held out my tongue, drained all of the cum out of it and swallowed.
"Thank you, Sir"
He smiled.
Best. Sex. Ever.
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I put on my corset and panties (that I had worn for two days) and lubed my ass really well and kneeled in the room with my hands on my head. And I waited... He came in and immediately came to me...putting his crotch in my face. I could almost taste it. He grabbed my pony tail and made me look up. And he slapped my face hard on both sides. Then he moved behind me to cuff my hands. "One on top of the other, slut" he said. He reached between my legs and shoved his fingers in my holes. They were so wet they made a squishy noise. Then he made me stand up on my impossibly tall heels... "Turn around!" He told me "And bend over." I knew what was coming. Smack! Smack! "Are you going to count?" He asked. "One, sir." "Ok we'll start again." He went on slapping my ass for a while and then had me bend over the chair.... |
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I am so horny. I'm sitting in my car listening to jazz and grinding my ass against my car seat. I NEED TO CUM. I sincerely hope I get to tomorrow. |
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I made it through the day wearing the plug off and on. I just gave myself an enema (embarrassing) so that I could attempt to be clean for tomorrow. I a very uncomfortable sub right now. VERY. :( Pout. |
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Wearing my plug all day for my Dom is very difficult. I love the feeling of being full, and being pushed by someone who is stronger than me to help me do what is best for me. I love having my ass trained so that it is ready for him anytime he chooses to use it. |
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I begged this morning to wear my plug today and now I'm not so sure that was a good idea. I gave myself a small enema so i would make room for it and to minimize the discomfort. But now I feel so full. I'm wearing my new fishnet body stocking under my work dress and there is a gaping hole between my legs. It's convienient for many reasons... But I can feel my plug touch my desk chair and am feeling a blush creep all over my body. I'm also going to slow down on the coffee... |
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Blow Jobs aren't supposed to be dainty. |
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A story I wrote for a friend...I hope he likes it.
You walk into our apartment find me kneeling on the floor ? my sub is sitting on a hard chair his legs tied to the back legs of the chair knees splayed wide open. His arms handcuffed behind his back - arms tied to the chair, a large ring gag in his mouth. We are both completely naked. I am only wearing a large black plug in my ass. You walk to me and grab a fist full of my hair - pulling me up to standing. My knees are very weak from kneeling for so long that I stumble a bit. My sub is shaking from being in that position for so long, you know we've been waiting for hours. Drool is draining out of his mouth onto his chest. You turn to him, your fist in my hair dragging me down to waist height and ask him if he?s ready to watch you fuck his mistress. He looks away and you grab his face ? telling him that if he doesn?t watch, you will fuck his ass until it bleeds. He turns around and looks at you in tears. And doesn?t look away again. You pull my head so my mouth is near your crotch and make me take off your pants with my teeth. You step out of your pants and your huge cock springs to life right in front of my mouth. I can?t wait to get it in my mouth and take it hungrily. I try to get as much as I can in my mouth and you shove my head down telling me softly to remember to swallow - that it will make it easier to take your whole cock in my throat like a good girl. I try but choke anyway. I make eye contact with you and you ask the sub if he likes to see his mistress suck a real man?s cock? You yell at him to answer you. He nods and makes an indefinable sound. I keep your eye contact and keep gagging on your huge dick. I?m crying at this point from gagging and choking and you pull me up roughly by my hair and kiss me passionately, your tongue dipping deep into my mouth. I kiss you hungrily getting more and more wet as you run your hand down my body. Your hand gets to my nipple and you pinch it very, very hard. I cry out into your mouth and you smile. I know you love to hurt me. I move my legs apart to try to hump your thigh and you push me back with the hold you have on my nipple. You know I?m a greedy slut for you ? and I?ll do anything to cum on your body. I cry out again ?your hold on my hair and nipple is even harder. You let go abruptly and I almost lose my balance ? you walk behind my sub?s chair and undo his cuffs and untie his left hand from the chair. You order me to bend over so that my ass is in his face- as close as possible to his mouth. My plug is at mouth level for him. My pussy wet and almost dripping on his lap. You see that his cock is hard now ? and you know that he likes seeing his mistress used by a real man. You tell him to reach up and take my plug out. That you?re getting ready to fuck my ass. He reaches up with his tired weak hands and gently tries to remove the plug. You slap his face and tell him to pull it out. He does so in one strong pull and I yelp at the plug ripping out of my ass. You tell him to put his tongue in and lube it for you. He shakes his head and you grab it and shove it into my ass. I bend down and grab my ankles. You hold his head down so that he can?t breathe. I can start to feel his wet mouth still held open by the gag and his tongue inside my ass. It feels so good ? I grind back on his face and you push harder. Finally you?ve had enough and roughly grab my hips. You aim your cock at my hole and shove it deep inside in one push. I cry out ? it really hurts ? it?s so big. My sub?s eyes are big and filled with tears. You look at him as you bury your cock in my ass; Grinding your cock down on my fat ass. My sub looks away ? you yell at him again to keep watching and he keeps his head turned. You pull your cock out of my ass and push me down on the floor. My Sub?s cock is still hard ? you turn to him and grab his head and tell me to secure his arm to the side of the chair. While I?m cuffing him to the chair ? you pull his mouth held wide open by the ring down on your huge cock. He chokes and spits and tries to get away but you hold his head firmly. You back up ? as I finish securing his arms and tip the chair down so that he?s lying on his back with his feet up in the air. You order me to sit on his face. And I do so - shoving my fat ass on his face. You kneel right in front of me and plunge your cock in my pussy ? pushing me hard down on his face. I?m basically balanced on his face. Pushing back on his hard cock in my back. Feeling your hard cock fill up my wet pussy. I pull you down and kiss you passionately I love to feel your cock in my pussy. Grinding down on my sub?s face while you fill me up with your huge cock. I beg you to let me cum on your cock. I kiss and nibble on your ear. Whispering to you that you know your cock is the only one that can make me cum ? I want to feel your cock filling me up with your seed. You begin slamming into me really hard and fast and I can start to feel your cock swell in my pussy. You cum hard in me - filling me up with your huge load. My sub is almost passed out from my sitting on his face. You order me to sit up and straddle him and tell him to start eating your cum out of my pussy. You gently kiss my face and neck, pinch and pull my nipples and move your hand down to my clit. You kiss me and move your fingers in slow deliberate circles around my clit. You tug on it ? put your fingers on both sides and start jerking it off like it?s a small cock. I moan into your mouth grinding down on my sub?s face. I look into your eyes and beg you to let me cum. You hold onto me tightly with your fingers still around my clit ? moving in slow circles and you whisper in my ear ? that you will count down from 10 and when you get to one, I am allowed to cum. I shudder ? knowing that I can?t take much more of this. You start counting and I moan? 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4? you pick up the pace a bit and I can?t hold it any longer. I grab your body and hold onto you and cum really hard all over my sub?s face. Squirting everywhere. You let me ride it out? still holding onto me tightly. I say thank you sir. Thank you so much for letting me cum. You know you?re the only one who can make me cum. You make eye contact with me and speak to me slowly and softly. ?You know you came before Daddy said you could, don?t you?? I look down and know that I?m in trouble. You lift my chin and tell me to look at Daddy. I blush and look up from under my long eyelashes. ?Yes, daddy? I say softly. You keep my gaze and smile a little and firmly say ?Then you know what to do.?
I hang my head and walk into our bedroom to get ready for my punishment.
You pick up my sub and release his bonds. He thanks you graciously, dresses and leaves.
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This has been a crazy week! I've been so fortunate to have met so many hot and wonderful people. I love your kinky minds. Today I asked permission to pee every time I had to go; seemingly banal, but very humiliating, sometimes inconvenient and very very hot. Then when I finally did cum it was kneeling on the floor in a corner with my waded up panties in my mouth. There was a little more to it but that's the basic idea. I love to include some aspect of strain in my orgasms. I want to train myself so that I might be able to please my Dom anytime. anywhere. He needs to know that he can use my holes at anytime and I will be ready for him. I loved it. My knees are still kinda sore. Guess I should practice being on them more. |
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After almost a week of not having an orgasm, I am officially distracted. I find myself desperate and horny. I should be concentrating on work and my home and my friends but I cannot. I can only think of cocks and where they might go in my body. I think of fingers being shoved in my pussy and ass - stretching me open of my being on my knees with a cock deep in my mouth and me dying to touch my Dom wanting to pull him deeper into my mouth but keeping my hands clasped behind my back. I keep my plug, beads and a gag in my purse at all times. Just having it there turns me on. This week, I've been primarily taking my frustration out on the darling subs I've met on here. They have been doing so well. But I long for someone to really satisfy me and to push me over the edge. Squirming on my chair all day today will be my problem and my empty holes will be left wanting.
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Tonight was very fun. I cammed for the 4th time ever and I think in finally getting the hang of it. ;) I've been talking to this really wonderful guy from CA who is great at pushing my boundaries without being an asshole. For tonight he asked me to buy two large cucumbers for my pussy and ass. And to "meet" him online after work. I stripped, gagged myself at the *suggestion of another Dom/friend/darling :) and waited. While I waited, I placed the cucumbers in warm water so they would warm a little from the fridge. And shortly after 6 we began. First I took the smaller one up my ass, I got it pretty far up- and it just wouldn't go. Maybe 7 inches in. It was very wide. About 2 1/2 inches at base. I asked to sit on it to see if I could get it to go in farther. It did and I could almost sit all the way down on it. My don asked if I wanted to try the larger one and I reluctantly said yes. It took me a while and 3 different positions, but I got it in almost half way. It was easily 3" in diameter the full length of the cucumber 8 inches long? I also sat on that one too, but it was way too thick and long to fit.
My Dom asked me to then put the large one in my pussy smaller one in my ass and I gladly obliged. I love feeling full like that. It was hard to keep them in, but I was basically jumping air at that point; I wanted to cum so badly I was begging to cum. My Dom said that I could if I fucked my pussy hard with the big cucumber. I did and came right away (with permission). It was an amazing night. All of this was viewed by this lovely sub Justin who I think will be a great sub for me. He seems kinda new and lives to wear panties and is very very hot. I can't wait to use him in person. :)
I look forward to even more fun times ahead.
Thanks everyone!
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I am positively smitten. ;) how did THIS happen? |
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Oh god. One more hour. This will be the hardest... |
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Teased relentlessly and now Plugged til 830. This is going to be hell. |
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Keeping my tits bound all day has been very difficult. I've had 3 thick rubber bands around each of my tits all day. They are pink from the pressure and sit up in my bra so I look like a total tramp with my tits sitting up and poking out like that. But it has been enjoyable to be super-aware of them all day. I'm so thankful for all the wonderful dominants that I have met on this site. I love pleasing people and sending out slutty photos. ;) |
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I really want a butt plug with a pig tail. I think they are incredibly hot. My plug has a ring loop on the base- maybe to attach a tail or to thread rope thru. I hope I get to wear it today. I have a very busy day at work and think it will be a good way to make me focus. |
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I finally got to see my Dom tonight. I met him in a secluded parking lot and he instructed me to enter the back seat of his vehicle by a certain time. I was to wear as little as possible. I chose my skimpiest cotton dress. I got in the car a few minutes late - terrified about what he might do to me - and all I saw was his magnificent cock at attention. His legs open for me. I was not to speak and to "Go straight to work". I was instructed to suck his cock. That was all I was going to get. I was not going to get any cock for my pussy or ass. I did as I was told. I took his cock deep in my mouth - and sucked like it was my job. I was ordered to lick his ass, balls and back up to suck his cock. I sucked for what ver. He finally let me hump his leg. It was really hard - but i did and even tho i knew i would cum instantly - I did it. I knew if i came without permission that I would be in SO MUCH TROUBLE but i just couldn't help myself. His huge cock in my mouth humping his gorgeous thick trunk of a leg i couldn't help myself - i just came. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up and slapped my face. Hard. Then he made me turn around - spread my ass and pussy open - and he proceeded to spank my ass. Hard. I got to go back to sucking his cock when he was finished beating my ass and roughly fucking my asshole with his fingers... I was crying by then. But grateful to be doing sucking and not being hit. Finally with some help from him, He came in my mouth. I wish I could have done it by myself. I grabbed my dress - got out of the vehicle and went back to my own and drove away. It was amazing.
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So. After taking out my plug this morning at 8am, my ass hole is still hurting and its close to 4. I love the feeling of being really uncomfortable for my Dom. It's hard to sit down. And I don't even want to tell you how hard it is to use the potty. I relish the feeling and am glad that my friend/Dom gave me such a great punishment. |
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So- from time to time, I play with this Dom in town... He is VERY hot and very strict and really pushes me to my limits. We sometimes play in real time, but lately - our schedules have not been matching up. Today - I wanted to play - i would do anything to suck his cock and was very vocal about needing it. He reluctantly agreed to meeting me on a deserted road so that I could get his cock in my mouth. The rules were that I could not enter his vehicle wearing clothes and that I had to shave my pussy and ass completely. Needless to say, I went home from work during lunch and spent 30 min delicately shaving my pussy - but I was so looking forward to HAVE to walk from my car (naked) to his. Things didn't work out like we had planned and I had to work very late. He was a great sport about it - but demanded that I put in my anal plug, and wear it until the next day when he told me I could take it out. I have been wearing it for 3 hours and am about to go to sleep. It's very large and not comfortable at all. I have no idea how I will manage to sleep in it.
Also - He requests that I cannot cum for an entire week. This will be the hardest feat of all.
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DOM does not mean Asshole. Being mean doesn't make you a top.
Assuredly,
The sane subs of the world. |
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I have been having so much fun talking to people these past few days. I love sharing sexy photos and doing tasks for Dominant men and women. Tomorrow at the request of someone on here, I will wear tight rubber bands on my nipples and my anal plug at work. I love wearing sexy secret things at work. I stay wet all day and my clit gets hard and hurty... I love serving others and getting people off. I'm so excited about my tasks tomorrow. :) |
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I just got a set of Lelo Luna Balls today. I've been wearing them for the last 6 hours and have been instructed to wear them until my Master can take them out. I am desperate to cum and love the feeling of them in my wet pussy.
Update: Sometimes I play with a very talented and wonderful Dom in real time. We have known each other for a very long time and when it's convenient and we feel like playing, we do. I honor him with that name because he's the one who has broadened my horizons most in this arena. |
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