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About MeekWillingSlave
Below youll find ramblings on my sexuality. It is a kind of oscillation between the outside (analytical) and inside (existential) perspectives. After reading this youll probably stop wondering why women so desire to slap a gag on me. On the surface it would appear that there are numerous reasons that my sexuality has developed the way it has. But if we pierce a little bit deeper there is one central reason that I cant help it but be extremely attracted to dominant women. There is something forcefully euphoric in losing control in a sexual context. Bondage, humiliation, torture, teasing all seem to be a way of either undermining or dor at least thinks it is in control). When submission has found its rightful place in a slave the woman becomes everything. She becomes God. Like how a Christian travels through life without questioning the laws, the ideas, the experience that is God, so I go even more fervently assured that She is the Way the Truth and the Life. The only real taboo is to question Her. You get to the point that the meaning of the question doesnt make any sense. It is literally incomprehensible.To argue with Her is like arguing with God. In fact, it is worse, it is like arguing with a force of nature - a tidal wave, an earth quake. Try winning that argument!
Sometimes the submissive drive in me is so strong that I cant help but fixate on Her. I become overwhelmed and I go in to some kind of trance were my head tilts a little to the side and (so Im told) my eyes glaze over. I go deeper into my self. My tunnel vision narrows. I become unresponsive. All other things fade, turn grey and move in slow motion. Sometimes it doesnt even take an overtly dominant women to reach a deep sexual intimacy. She could be vanilla but She lets me prepare a bath for Her. I rub Her feet while She watches tv. I give in when She pouts. I apologize promptly when She becomes upset with me and slaps me in the face. When we are in bed and without a word She pushes my head down and points at Her pussy, I comply expecting that when She is done Shell want to stop and then it is time to cuddle. She takes advantage of me freely, subtlety and without remorse. It is in those moments that my memory is maintained. Nothing was discussed ahead of time, there was no need to verbalize what was already understood. That kind of relationship between a man and a woman is completely natural. She is always sexual. It is effortless for Her, its unintentional, like breathing. She doesnt even try but the effect is not reduced, in fact it is increased.
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One of the worst things about myself that drives me up the wall is how turned on I get thinking of a woman laughing at me or sucking her toes or sniffing her ass. The most humiliating scenarios really drive my sexuality into overdrive. It such a strong drive that I can no longer have regular sex or get turned on by normal porn. |
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