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As a true submissive, i believe my mission is to serve and please my Mistress. Her needs are always my primary concern. Her smile and laughter are the rewards i seek. i am prepared to endure a strict training regimen to become the best submissive servant i can be.
Although i am very passionate about being both submissive and obedient when serving a strong, dominant Woman, i am equally as passionate about success in my career. In fact, most people would consider me to be a very successful alpha male. i realize this seems like a contradiction in personality, but it is who i am.
Pictures available upon request.
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I went grocery shopping today and found myself distracted by my sissy desires. I tried on a pair of heels at Payless and then went to Target and looked at panties, stockings and leotards. Then I went to the Ladies Room and tried on 3 French maid uniforms. Only the 1X fit me. I took a pic which I may post. After leaving, I passed an Adult store and decided to venture in. They had a Fem Domme movie that I decided to watch in one of their little booths. I found myself in a booth with a hole in the wall. I looked through to see the man in the next booth rubbing his crotch. Within a short time, he took out his cock and was stroking it. I took another look and he must have seen me peeking. He put the head of his cock up to the hole. It was big and fat - very thick and much thicker than my little thing. I touched it with my finger and felt the girth. He then pushed it completely through the hole, I wrapped my hand around it and stroked it. It was so much thicker than mine which made me realize why so many women dumped me after our first sexual encounter. Actually experiencing the physical size of a real man made me feel more like a sissy and a poor excuse for a man. I know he wanted more, and I was curious about what it would feel like to take it in my mouth, but I wasn't about to suck on a cock that may have been in several mouths already today. Like a true sissy, I couldn't face the man, so I quickly left - finally knowing just how puny my small pencil dick measured up against a real man. |
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i feel that it is finally time for me to accept that i will never please a Woman like a real man and that i must accept that i am relegated to serving as a domestic servant or sissy maid. i honestly feel more comfortable performing household chores and shopping when under the control of a Woman. |
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i spent about an hour today with the Woman i hope to serve. She is beautiful, strong and kind. i will be extremely fortunate to serve such a wonderful Woman. i cannot stop thinking of Her. i can still smell Her perfume on my hands. i hope She contacts me tonight. |
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