Hello There:
my mane is mathaos. Since i am never quite sure what to say on these things i would simply like to introduce myself. i have been in the scene either as a casual observer or active participant for about 10 years now and was previously in service to Miss while living in Louisville in 2007. If You have questions i am sure i could refer You to Miss who could answer those as well.
i have lost contact with the scene since i have been back in the Dayton area for little over a year now and as more time passes i am realizing that there is something i despiritely miss. i am currently single and available and would like to find Someone once again.
Miss was both my first R/T D/s dynamic as well as my best friend in Louisville. Although W/we went our separate ways when i moved back from Louisville in late 2007 W/we remain friends and in contact.
i would consider myself well trained and can promise i would not embaress You in front of Your peers but am also very fun loving while in private. in the words of Miss i do well when i need to be on "high protocol," but sometimes forget my place when the situation is less formal.
i am definitely one with a high pain tolerance and i love to explore that side of me whenever possible. i think i would make a Sadist very happy.
Although my D/s side must remain private i will go into controlled public settings. i do remain conservative, reserved, and very vanilla in most public settings unless very controlled; hoewver.
Outside of the scene my interests include, but are not limited to, sports, amusement parks, television, music, comedy, and food.
If i have peaked your interest in some way i would really love to hear back from You and would be more than happy to answer any questions You may have.
Respectfully:
mathaos
P.S. Please feel free to read on if not easily bored as You may be amused by a story i wrote many years ago in my nievity; it is fun though:
he is instructed to pick her up early in the evening and leaves his home later in the afternoon as he has an hour plus drive to get there. As the odometer dial on his car spins so does his heart begin to beat faster and faster. As he gets closer his heart begins to race, race like the very cars passing him on the interstate. He is now close and as he exits the interstate his breathing becomes heavy and his throat dry. He is “sick with anticipation.”
Now he arrives at the appointed location and after a couple of knocks the door is answered. Before his eyes he sees a tall beautiful brunette dressed very much like him in jeans and casual attire (after all they are going out for a nice evening on the town to get to know one another better). She quickly puts his mind at ease and they begin to have a terrific conversation. They spend several hours really getting to know one another better while having a wonderful meal and “Starbucks” coffee.
It is now a couple of hours past dusk and they have been having a terrific time with dinner, coffee, and just driving aimlessly and talking. She now suggests that they go somewhere a little more private. His heart now begins to race once again and his mouth dries a bit. He is momentarily speechless when she “playfully pinches” his right nipple saying in a stern voice “I said let’s go somewhere more private!” As if only to remind him once again “who was in charge.” He responds….in a trembling voice this time…”Yes Ma’am,” as if acknowledging that she has just moved from the earlier role of friend to the current role of “Mistress.”
He drives to a location of her choice listening to her implicitly and now only speaking when instructed to do so. The mood of the evening has now changed and they are both well aware of what is happening. As they arrive he opens her door and helps her out of the car (after all he is a gentleman) and also opens the door to her “lair” for her.
They enter the residence and she begins to light many candles and turn on “dim” lighting. The mood has definitely changed and he begins to ask a question as she sternly issues two commands: “silence,” and “strip!” She instructs him to be prepared to present himself to her fully when she returns to the room. She then ascends the adjacent stairs and is gone for some time. The more minutes pass the faster his heart begins to race. He can feel every heartbeat now and his throat is as dry as the Sahara. The waiting…this is slow torture to him….he has no idea what is going on now, but all he knows is that this is the first step in her taking complete control of his mind, body, and spirit. It this moment she is truly in complete control of his thoughts (if even he does not realize it) as all he does while she is gone is fanaticize.
Now comes the moment, it happens, She descends the stairs and approaches him tall and beautiful… like a beautiful cruel Goddess.” He begins to tell her how beautiful she is, but at the first sound she sternly commands “I said silence!”….She then issues several other commands: “knees,” to which he drops to his knees without hesitation….she is now fully in control. She commands his “honor.” He is not sure what she wants and she instructs that he only make eye contact with her at her permission. She then presents him her boot…He is unsure what she wants as he has never “played” this way before, but she quickly instructs him to “honor” her boot. He hesitates, as if surprised, and she realizes that there is much work to do. He has potential to be a good slave, but he must be “trained.” She then commands “wrists!” He looks at her if surprised and she once again commands “WRISTS, and I will not say it a third time,” As he presents his wrists for binding she realizes this one is going to be very challenging…she notes his attitude and realizes that he has already told her that he enjoys “pushing the limits.” But, what he does not realize is that so does she…she is very sadistic and this is going to be a “long” and enjoyable night for her as well as a night where she makes him “much less than comfortable.”
She now has his wrists bound together and she reminds him that they have not yet established a “safeword” and asks if he would like one. Her preference is not to have one, but (although he will probably never use it) he wants to establish one as he is now about to take a mental trip to the far reaches of the unknown. They agree that “RED” is to be the word but it is never expected to be uttered or heard by either party. This is understood.
She now commands that he rise and leads his naked body….now shivering / quivering with anticipation up the stairs to what appears to be some sort of a medivery hard this time) and as he grimaces she forces the ball in his mouth and tightens the straps around the beak of his head (all the while he is helpless to prevent it as his wrists are tightly bound). She now says, as if pleased with herself, I will not have to hear you any more this evening and continues with her thoughts.
She directs her attention to the far corner of the room where two ominous looking 7’ railroad ties stood vertically along the wall in an “X” pattern. There were a variety of leather straps attached to this “X” in various locations and in sadistic fashion instructed him to move to that location in the room. He is now totally speechless (both through fear as well as the gag she has placed in his mouth), has very dry throat, racing heart, and is shivering more than any time yet.
Se unties his wrists and instructs him to stand flush against the “X” with his legs and arms following the contour of the accouterment. He, now already taken of mind, complies as instructed and she begins to tightly fasten several leather straps around each of his four quarters to the appliance. She next tightly fastens a strap about both his waist and his chest. He is now inescapably bound to the “X” and his heart is racing faster than ever. Oh, he is competitive and fancies himself an escape artist, but quickly finds that the more he struggles the tighter the binds become. He soon relegates to the fact that he is hers! He is helpless, there is nothing he can do but endure what is to come….After all he put himself here, this is what he wanted, isn’t it? As he pondered, so did she….Hmmm, what can I do?
She approaches his quivering body and begins with sensations….She slowly and gently rubs her long red fingernails up and down every inch of his body occasionally inserting in a nipple or a more personal area causing some pain. After a while of this she steps to the “toy wall” once again and pulls down an ominous looking set of “nipple clamps,” which she carefully places on his tender and now playful nipples. She continues to tighten them as he moans with discomfort at which she finds some small weights and attaches them to the lagchain connecting them thereby causing constant pressure and discomfort on the nipples. He is now fighting giving body and spirit to go with the mind. She realizes he is a tough one (after all he has been described as a “pain slut” and his nickname growing up was “hammer”), there is much work to be done.
She now goes to the wall again and this time pulls down a catanine tails flogger. She begins to use this toy and give him sensations in places he has never had these sensations before. This is a nice toy as she can give both pain and pleasure with the same toy. She concentrates first on the torso and then moves downward. She appears to derive great pleasure from watching him squirm as she focuses on the genital area. She continues with this for a while and as he becomes erect she goes to the wall once again and pulls down a ring like device and places it on his genitals reminding him that she will let him know when he may cum. She has taken the second step in taking his body and spirit.
After what seems like an eternity she unstraps his binds to the large “X” and instructs him to walk across the room to a mediher single tail) and indicates that she he will be whipped until he cums. She is excited by his response to pain. She slowly begins to snap the new toy creating more sensation than pain, but make no mistake, every now and then she snaps it very hard and his reactions please her. After a long while he finally cums…and it is the most violent release he has ever experienced.
It is at this time that she removes the binds and other attachments from his body and begins to reel him in from the deep subspace that he has been visiting. As he “comes down” she once again allows him to speak. She comes out of role and they have terrific conversation as they both come down.
Many hours have passed as they played and they are both very exhausted, but they are hungry as well. It is now in the very wee hours in the morning and they choose to go out and have breakfast. At they table they realize they are indeed compatible (after all they have had great conversation and “played” harder than either ever has) and would very much enjoy seeing each other again. They both have personal goals and desires and appear to he headed in the same direction. They really hope to see where this thing goes from here.
Also, if You would like to know more of the boring details i invite You to read on for a much more detailed post that i had previously written (although it is not necessary...i am an open book...LOL):
A little about me personally:
i'm now 41 and as mentioned above i have spent my entire life as a resident of Dayton, OH except for a one year transfer to Jacksonville, FL in 1999 (i am a beach bum at heart and long to return to Florida someday). i am 6' 2 1/2" with a shaved head and deep brown eyes (they say that the eye color is due to being full of...LO. i work in the banking and finance fields, do some part time deejay work and have done some stand up comedy (sarcastic humor is also my defense mechanism). i enjoy going out dancing, to comedy clubs and movies. All evenings must include dinner (i love to eat and hold world records for it...please ask!!!). i like amusement parks and i am an armchair jock (currently on the injured reserve with a bum shoulder...LOL who plays "pick up" football and basketball and league softball. i also enjoy watching all sports (particularly UD basketball, Bengals football, and Reds baseball). Finally, i also enjoy most kinds of music (i hate hard core rap). i also enjoy quiet evenings "in" with that special someone as well as nights out on the town.
What do i look for in a partner:
When looking for a "match" i generally look for several qualities although these are not "the end to all" as i have found over the years. 1) Someone who genuinely cares as much for me as i do them: The eyes and the smile are the windows to the soul and i want someone who "brightens up when we are together," 2) Someone with intelligence: i am a "type A" personality and i need someone who can hold a conversation with me, 3) A sense of humor: i want someone who can laugh at my jokes and not be too disappointed when that sarcastic defense mechanism kicks in, and 4) Someone who i consider physically attractive...i mean i'm not looking for the "most beautiful girl in the world," but lets not kid one another either...Nothing ever works without some form of physical attraction....
Thank You for taking the time to read through everything.
Respectfully,
mathaos
