maletoyforfemale

am looking foreword to going to my first event..https://.com/events/68909

i hope i can get a ride there, and it sounds like fun.. some talking while we all gather then go watch a movie (non porn).. even looking foreword to watching the movie..lol then we will be hitting the dinner and talking some more.. ya that sounds like its going to be a blast for my first time.. i hope i can go with a friend as i know shes a reg at events and i would feel a lot more secure with her being there but no matter the fact its only in public at a vanilla place so it cant get to wild... loads of my mind...lol 

the movie sounds like a father trouble keeping in the fighting club and his son brings home his first bot to fight with.. ibot meets UCF..lol

well tonight i am glad i got some peace of mind... late last year i had a bad brake up with a ex gf, and how she didnt it i didnt want to deal with her games anymore.. few months ago i got a message from her and i was being harsh but only stated the truth.. at the time i felt good because i didnt a low her to open the door to more games..  but after the thrill wore off i had second thoughts of if i was right for being so harsh... well tonight i got my answer.. after 4 hours of pleasantries and a lot of small talk.. i seen there has nothing that has changed from this year to last year..

i dont normally enjoy being harsh but when its called for... i but i will make a stand.. i call a spade a spade no matter whats on it.

i am glad tonight happened as i got some peace of mind and i can feel the dead bolt on that door welded shut...lol it will not happen again as i feel good about it now :) and no regrets tonight... ya. i can look back and feel good now over the past year :)

i am going to continue moving foreword bettering my lift, no more waiting on relocating somewhere... texas is home

9/12/12 was first post

wow just got some shocking news.... there is a chance that i may move up to minnesota, and thats only if we can get a 10k loan... lol or near it... lol will know more next week.

for now i am going to keep living and looking for friends here because i dont think i will be going to move to minnesota any time soon even tho if the chance comes up for next month i will take it.

as i said befor its a long shot and i am not going to put my life on hold for it, i did that before and 8 years later here i am when the possibility popped up and failed to happen a few times before.

i am keeping to my plan to meet friends and save up for the tools that i need for woodworking and the kiln i want for clay working. i should know if this move will happen by the time i buy my next tool and that will ether happen here or in minnesota..  i am betting here tho. lol

9/19th about i got word that the move wasnt a option now and i forgot to update this entry.. so i am now.. texas is home

gotta love it when you take time to look at someones profile and read what all they say, then you send them a message and they dont even bother to respond to you. i have got that from a few folks on here in the past. i wish if someone was looking for a set typ of friends that they put it on there profile. for example if your only wanting other subs or females as friends. shouldnt it be common sense to put that as what your looking for?

i am so excited, one of my friends plans to go hitting the art shop with me when we meet. :) i will be looking at kilns and will be getting back into working with clay.

2 more tools i am need then i can get my wood shop going, and i already got a order.

i am so glad that i can start getting into my interest again. maybe i will go back hitting a gym for a few hours a week. i know i am not confident in this part of town to do the 8-15 miles walks i did when i was in minnesota.. walking from farm town to farm town. lol 

if you like beading, clay working or wood working. let me know. i love to talk about other arts too.

looks like i wont get to chase my dream of going to alaska and getting to set up a few deer stands in the woods to take pics of wildlife so i can draw them later. ya i draw to lol... i was a art geek in high school along with other subjects.

wonders if i can drop back down to 180 if i get back into working out? that would be sweet if i could...lol um i think thats all i have for now.. 

as i said last time, if your into art i would love to hear from you and talk about it.

was wondering, if any of you art fans know where a good local spot to buy a Kiln? as i am taking roots here in FW area. i want to get back into doing my arts. if any of you like to are into making art i would love to hear from you. i love working with clay and wood. i have also worked with beads too. lol

well i know some of the folks on here say they like art. so hey why not ask here. nothing to be lost after all lol.

i was on here for a while and made some friends, for them i am glad that we got to meet. i was unsure about life if i would be staying in texas but i see i will be for a long time so i am now wanting to make friends here. maybe if i am lucky some day i will find someone that can be more then just a friend. i hope folks are open to chat in a messenger and not stay just on here because i find its a bit distracting to try and hold a conversation where after so long on here i just close this out where in a IM with someone its more of a flowing conversation... 

as i said in a post in the past i, and there was a shot that i could move to alaska. as you can tell it didnt work out as real life here has me tied down here. i still hope some day i can chase the dream of being in the untouched woods of alaska.

lol gotta love the fakes.. i wish the folks who only care about putting on a show from a web page will go back into yahoo as you killed it...

hotdiannatales is all about her web cam show on the page... she is sooooooo fake.. a peace of paper has more depth then what she has shown to me today...  her deal is do the cam in the day time then that night you can meet her at her place... hum some depth right?? for someone she just talked to for the first time?

what ever happen to talking and getting to know someone first before you jump in the sack with with

i am here looking for just friends basically right now.. i want to know about someones vanilla side along with there kinky side.. even if its just to chat..

i never was active in the community but one day i would like to.

right now i am still learning about it.. and if i find someone i can trust, i will be active but for now i keep to the vanilla side..

my life demands discretion in that area. its not that i want to hide it but how my life is right now.. whats behind closed door's stays behind closed doors on the kinky side.. 

if you want to know more shoot me a message.. i will explane what is going on in my life.

if things work out, this time next year i will be getting ready for the big move to alaska.. i soooooooo want it to happen. lol dose anyone have a crystal ball i can use?

wow this morning i was suprized. Lady Ississ looked me up and had a good conversation with me... its been a while sence someone on here has open to chatting... i am looking forword to more conversations with her :)

i also got to look up some old friends and it was good chatting with them again..

if your looking at my page for the first time.. dont be scared.. i am only looking to chat and make friends... over time maybe grab a bite to eat together if you dont live to far away.. lol

i have been on here a while now and only got to meet in person 1 real person.. chated with a few friends..

dont by shy.. message me some time and chat... and if i am contacting you first please take a sec to read and respond to it... as i have taken time to read your profile and shot you a message...

i am not a active person in this world, so you wont find me in a club... i have things that tie me to the house and i hope one day that will change so i can have a life outside again...

a bit about me.. i run this house but am looking for someone where i dont have to make all the choices in what we do (friends to start out as first).. if you want to do something feel free to bring it up, like go to a movie or kick back at home with a movie..lol

hi there, it seams i am trying to hard to make friends on here.. so i am just going to back off and if someone wants to message me on yahoo or msn please tell me your id here so i can look at your profile.. my yahoo id is jon_or_jw and my msn is jonwarling@hotmail.com i am always looking to make new friends so dont be shy.

oh ya.. on yahoo i will always show off line till i add you..

damn it... alot of fokes here seam to of been born in the barn... they dont seam to know how to write a message back saying "no thanks" when asked if they want to chat...

fokes like Yummy1965 nead a good spanking or other form of punishment.. i say that becouse she has no intrests and when i told her i wanted to know about her she dintnt write back... if i ever meet her.. shes going to git a good spanking with what ever is at hand for that...