Maleenia

Being a realist, it is very hard to "lable" myself into any of the catagories....However it does not mean that I am not attractive to a Dominant male/Daddy-dom because I am......And actually I am attracted to someone RIGHT now who poses a lot of the wants, needs and yearnings as to how I want to live my life as well as be in HIS life....HIS baby-girl in somewhat training.


I use to be a hard knocks kinda gal, can even say I was "cold as ice" because I found within the relations I've had in the past, trust was never fully there thus I didn't accept it fully nor given to.

I believe love is everywhere and no matter who your with, there's always someone better around the corner and that when someone gets married, it's based on all the "norm" qualities and the acknowledgement is yes, there is and will always be someone better around the corner. That's not to say I would simply be settling for fear of not finding someone, I am NOT for that. I want to be swept off my feet, with my bestfriend, lover and both of us having a mid dominant side and slightly kinky BUTT only if it's mutual.


I am a low maintence verses my past where I'm sure I was 1 of all the 1980's people who helped destroy pieces of the ozone layer thru the gallons of aqua-net hair spray. I can be ready out the door in 15 minutes. I am confident in how I look and feel and do NOT care what others think of me except the man in my life who will always tell me the truth. He is someone I completly and utterly trust and vice versa.
When it comes to friends of the female genre, I find myself thinking what planet did they fall from, why are they so damanged at an older age etc. not to say I don't have good relations w/o drama, I do. I just don't want to be the sponge where they constantly run to me to fix their problems in life. I have my own AND the man in life. Helping him grow and achieve goals together as a team. Life is so hard and even harder when your alone. Having my man by my side in every aspect of what you can think of and them some, is the ultimate for me. I don't want or need some control freak telling me who I can go out with, who I can't basically holding me hostage.
I want and will only accept someone who recognizes and fully accepts that we may be together but "you have your life, I have my life and together, our life."

At the beginning of any relation I do tend to cuddle, something I don't seem to be able to shake off then I think why should I, this is the beginning, I want to feel happy, which so far I am, I want him to dazzle and thrill me through my mind as well as being in his.
Once our minds are on the same or similar level, then and only then can we explorer the physical parts. I can be a total romantic or little girl, all depends on the moods. Same with a soft sensual slow almost meditation type sex, where I am in control. Or he can control, this of course does not mean I want to be hurt in anyway, nor will I do it to him. To fully get inside another person to me is more than 15 minutes then a nap. I will only accept a long time in full erotic experience that pleases us both.

Marriage, I do want that, most people no, let alone admit it. I want it because I want someone to hold my hand, pat my back and tell me I'm not alone, someone who compliments and critcizes but only in a way that won't strip my feelings into wanting to hurt him for saying. He must be sensative as I will be with him. I want to cook, clean and be very happy when my man leaves and comes home to me, him in return; I almost lean on the "50's" generation of being the best wife, however not the "stepford wife" I do it because I love it and he would as well.

I don't club or bar scene when I can do that at home; I do like entertaining which is totally different from party. If I have to explain, your not the guy for me.
This is all I can think to type right now....I am quite the talk-aholic but I also sad and frustrated on the fact that my man is so far away I cannot be there to ensure that everything he's doing and wants to will be ok.
I have your body Tom, now just waiting for your mind and being here in a few months, take the chance and see if this is what you want with me.oxo

My name, well I cannot recall my age but as girls, we pre planned our futures, that name popped in and stayed, thought it was so beautiful and of course prior to finding out children were not going to be created in my belly.

Hope my "pushy-ness" does not scare you off. The good thing I guess is, we're both stressed at the same time BUTT I can put YOUR needs first....I'm a listener, trustworthy and good person...so are YOU!!!!