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Ok so random rant. Who was the ass that decided to put the BDSM gear button next to read mail. Like I understand marketing and all but come on. It must be the same idiot that put the A button next to CAPS LOCK. |
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Ok so as an update to my profile, as of now Im looking for someone that wants something permanent. Im not apposed to play partners but truly its just not the same. I want something that I can take pride in getting know and teach.
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Well its not quite the Dallas/ft worth area. But Arlington is pretty close. Its definitely an adjustment from Houston.
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Now its about time to update. For those that know what is going on I finally made the decision to move to the Dallas/ftw area. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask.
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Things are finally back on track to where they need to be. Its taken alot of work but now life can begin anew.
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Why is it so hard to find a good sub or slave that enjoys physical torment, degradation, bondage and can clean well? In this giant universe of the internet the odds should atleast be partially in ones favor would you think?
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So I have decided to explore my more sadistic side. Im not sure where it will take me or what I might find along the path. Im not only looking fo subs and slaves to practice with but also Doms and Dommes that I can learn from.
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its interesting how the path of life changes us. makes us jaded and causes a feeling of being lost. but i think that it is those times were life truly means something. for if we are feeling lost it means we have been bold enough to step out of our norm and be willing and open to experience what might be/have been. To learn to grow to evolve to lose ones self is the greatest way to find the truth of ourselves. We tend to scorn what we dont understand, we fear it. As a whole humanity has evolved to be more comfortable with destruction and misery. Its is easier for us to watch our society and ourselves crumble slowly around us rather than make the harder decision to be something more. to fight for those things that are truly importnat to us. Like the people that are willing to be by us no matter what. That accept us for our faults. The people that truelly understand what love is. Even if it is letting go because sometimes you have to, and you do it not because of them you do it because of you. the truth of it all is that we tend to not see what is the path we should choose or should have chosen till its a distance away. But as a rule we are told not to regret anything but to learn and grow from it. But is that true really?For in regretting it, the pain of that memory reminds us of where we have been. I think it is that, that we learn from. No differant than burning ourselves. we learn to be more careful. we learn what to watch out for. But you always must have hope.For without that what is the point of life. Hope i think is the strongest force inthe universe. Even above love, even thought they tend to flow intertwined. The reason i believe it is greater even then love is that. when all else fails. It is hope that keeps love alive. It drives us to do and be so much more than we ever thought we could be. Now if you have read to this point your probably wondering what it is that im going on about and what the point is. but i really dont have one. i felt like writting so i sat here and began typing. these words were what flowed.
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So there have been many changes in my world as of late. I`m not
entirely sure if I like them yet or not but i know that things happen
for a reason. And that it takes time sometimes to fully appreciate it
for what it is. It`s definitely going to be one hell of a thing to get
used to. But in the end I feel that it will work forward to creating my
ultimate goal.
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gotta love moving to texas. cant wait to see how this chapter in life plays out |
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due to family issues i will be offline for a bit and to all those i have been talking to i look forward to speaking with you later after everything is taken care of
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ok so for some reason some peoples emails have gotten dumped into my bulk folder. so if youve messaged me and heardno reply thats why. im going through thme and will be messaging people when i can
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at this time i am looking for someone with the desire to serve and be used. i am look for a pet or slave. age and looks are not what matters, but a desire to serve and a willingness to obey. if you are interested or have questions please ask.
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upcoming theatrical production of "Moulin Rouge: the Workshop" for details or information feel free to ask or check the website
www.itsaboutlove.4t.com |
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well aparently there is still people worth talking to. i have as of late been speaking with several differant people that have truelly caught my attention. i do look forward to seeing what may come of it all |
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