MadameVonne

I get a message from a "submissive" in DFW whose only question was...

"How much would it cost to cum inside you?"

I am not a whore nor have I ever been one.  IF that is what you seek there are whores on harry hines blvd.  There are paid escorts. There are probably paid whores in your family and among your friends.  Try your mamma or your daughter... or son.

Yes I was feeling bitchy after that.  LOL!

Wow!  It has been over a year since my last entry.  What prompted me to write again?  you won't believe this.  There is a sub who has contacted me before....he came back around again. he wants to talk to me... sure, why not.  he then gives me 1 hours to contact him... he says "I am best between 5 and 6 pm."

Well guess what.. the busiest time of my day is when??  You guessed it... between 5 and 6 pm.

I think the boy is married.  IF he is and did not say so  he is not suitable.  I don't like liars.  If this is all the time he has for me.....this is doomed.  I require much more time than that. Life goes on.

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Women are shallow because they don’t seem to want you. What’s  wrong with you?, I ask.  Answer: you  listed what is wrong with you, not me. “The way that I figure it is this. 1. Im not attractive enough 2. I dont work a high enough profile job 3. I dont earn enough money 4. My dick is too little 4. Im too needy 5. Im just useless and pathetic 6. all of the above,”  Quite a list.       I say I think you are attractive  (“thanks”)  (complement dismissed!)  OK.  Job ok.  Money, ok… $1600 take home a month is not a lot of money. Tiny dick check 3 inches erect.  Really???  Too needy.. check.  Useless and pathetic?  Check.    As for money....people want what they want.  IMHO, if you do not make enough money to attract the kind of woman you want, perhaps instead of moaning and complaining about it, you need to find a way to change things.                                                                                                           More women are going to college than ever before and more women are starting businesses.  These women are doing the same thing men do... seek someone who can help them financially.  It may not be the main thing a person is looking for but it does matter.  So you think it is bullshit that women don't like you?  Women are shallow.  All women are not... but I am willing to bet that you, like most subs, want the playboy model.  There are lots of them around, and they are dominant, and they want a poor man with a tiny dick.  Yep!.

I am still looking for a submissive to be mine and play with, not necessarily in that order. It still amazes me how many don't have time to meet Me, see Me in person because they are busy all day, except maybe the 3rd Thursday between the hours of 1:30 pm and 1:45 pm. I don't know about anyone else but telling me that you are too busy for me (no matter how it is put) automatically means I have no time for you. Oh, and while you are too busy for me, you want to corral all my time on the computer chatting with you (what?? why??). I say you are stupid, married, shacking or in a LTR & want to play on the side. Please feel free, just not with me. I am not Burger King... not even close. Underestimating me is not a good idea.

Oh the trick of writing to me like we have been in a long standing conversation sans pic is not a good strategy either.

MVB

Met a submissive from here at the local Starbucks. This particular sub wrote me "Dear Mistress Vonne please reconsiter having me as a slave please i beg". So I decided to meet him. He called me once during the day to verify details. We met at Starbucks. During the meeting a woman called who identified herself as "Mrs. Hicks". As Mrs. Hicks talked.. I stopped talking to her and asked him if he is married and if he knows this woman. The answer, of course, is no. I ask if he knows the number and he does but not the woman. During the interview I told him.. tell me the truth. Lying is a reason for dismissal instantly, if we get that far. If you tell me the truth it gives me a choice. Lying takes away that choice. Soo he says nothing. he came to the meeting on a bicycle and apparently cycled a long way to get to me. But what better way to obscure your identity...  Mrs. Hicks said "tell him to stay put, I am on my way." I tell him that and he stands up extends a hand and said "I just wanted to meet you."  LOL.. LOL

Ohh curious as to who this was? Normally I would not say.  I mean had he been honest with me, then that would be between us.  But the worm lied.... whiteslave2007

More time wasted.

I was contacted by a dom (no profile) I had no previous contact with offering me contact with a boy who:  "had no profile, met 2 local semi serious ladies that did not work out, not looking for a ltr, live in situation.... he is not into doing chores...bathing you..stuff like that...just a good hard discipline/humiliation session....you are in charge....but he doesnt want sex, at least to start...maybe in time... at the end of my sessions with him I have forced him JO while I was spanking his bare ass....then made him taste some of his own cum.(my comments here --how just really boring and overdone)...he is into stuff like that...but he also has specific limits you have to abide by...."

Things I have to abide by?  This boy needs a prodomme, but I am curious.

First contact: ”and more into the discipline and training part than actual sex...I prefer the lady be able to see me totally naked and exposed for her enjoyment and my humiliation but that I never be allowed to see her naked.  It would be something between the two of us where she has done things to me...seen me totally naked and exposed...but not me, here....just adds to the scene for me. I am 42yo...5'10.180..decent shape....some hair on chest....discreet...single...live with a roommate so have to get out, cant usually host.  I am for real and wouldnt cheat if I was involved with someone and dont want to get with anyone who would do that.  So you must be single, and able to host" (he means 100% hosting).

Demanding and secretive on top of everything else?  I suggested a ProDomme.. (you can have it your way)

 Second contact: “I AM single..I am divorced...I own a house in F tworth but I have 2 roommates...so I cannot host. I am NOT into scat..piss...extreme pain I can get into spanking....bondage....some toys....forced enemas (if you are into that)..cock and ball PLAY but not really torture, and willing to submit to being fucked with a strap on.  I was recently told that many doms like to the boy to look like a boy and have their pubes taken from them  ( i was recently forced to watch while my pubes where shaved).  I am open to more or any other suggestions you might have.  You might think this is strange but I never want to be allowed to see you naked and I am not into oral sex.  I think it adds to the humiliation if you get to see me naked and totally exposed for your enjoyment and I never get to see you naked.   Its something we will both always know.  I do have time constraints so would never be able to stay longer than a couple of hours.  This has to do with family (I have one son), my home situation and the fact I stay busy with my professional life.  I AM however looking for ONE person to have this type of relationship with.  I am also NOT looking for someone who is into this for financial gain.  That is why the thought of using a PRODOMME is a complete turnoff to me.  I want someone who does this because they really WANT to, not cause they are getting paid.”

My final reply: There are a number of issues here going on.  Let's attack them.

Money:  I have my own. No, I am not rich.  However, I learned long ago that I can support myself.  Males tend to use money as the tool that it is and take advantage.  It seems some women will do almost anything for money.  I don't get it, but that is another discussion. I do not react that way-that does not happen with me.   I know that my money is mine and I know that your money is yours.  What do I expect from you... very little except that you need to have your own toys minimum. Miscellaneous things.
Hosting:  I am not inclined to do that 100%, or even 30%.  Roommates are a convenience.   you never did answer my question in this regard.  Perhaps a moot point?
Time:  I am as busy if not busier than you. I am on call 50% of the month.  However, if I can find time for something I want to do and you cannot. . . . .
Honesty:  I have never ever been approached by a Dom on behalf of a sub of any gender before.  You know, I have the feeling that there is no Dom anywhere.  I am thinking that you are being both parts here - the Dom and the sub.
Esthetics:  I am not into bodily fluids or waste products.
Summary:  While the boys are not mine.. honestly, I can get what you describe without having to host, or plan, or be alone with someone I do not know or trust or undress  or, as I see it.. wait for when someone wants to make time for me..  The play partners are a nice combination of masos and other delicious things.  It fulfills a need/desire as I don't go to Sanctuary or places like that to play.  I seek a play partner who at least wants to give as much as he gets.  you do no not.  Oh and another thing.  I do not have an ongoing conversation without knowing who I am talking to... that means a picture.

**poof**

 This one certainly needs a Pro-Domme or maybe a sub to follow orders at his direction.  he has nothing to offer and wants to be a drop by.  LOL!  Oh get lost!

Today I decided to peruse the Dominant women in Texas profiles.  First up is catrin123.  "She" has a picture of a white female up and describes herself as " I'm an intelligent, funny, educated, and hard-working man who cares deeply for my family."  Enough said?  Next is borntowin2010, a white looking or hispanic looking female Dominant. She describes herself as  "5.8. 200 pounds and African-American.  This girl is not 200 pounds in life nor is she African-American.

I am noticing that profiles put up to trick and fool people have weight discrepancies.  Either the perputrators cannot figure our pounds versus kilograms or they simply do not have a clue.

So many people are fustrated by this site, including me; however, sometimes clues are so obvious.  For example, the Black submissive whose initial profile was Dominant.  he also had one for submissive.  he gets angry when not chosen . he actually cursed me like I had never been cursed before and a few months later changes his nick, chooses a different picture and approaches again.  I will not give away the clues in case this person wants to undergo yet another transformation.

Be Careful Out There!!

MVB

First meeting with a local male submissive - the meeting went well until.....

"And are you married?"

No, I am divorced.

"Where are the papers?"

Well.. uh you see I am not divorced, we are separated.

(looking with stealy eyes) " you lied to me"

Well, no I did not lie. I am not a liar. I just don't want to discuss it with everyone.

"I see." The meeting ends. shortly there after.

Later on.. different conversation

... I would love to go to a party with you

"I cannot take you to a party."

(Hurt offended tone) Why not?

"you lied to me. I cannot trust you."

But I am not a liar.

"How can I tell.. you lied to me and that is a hard limit."

Well my wife and I ,.. you see after the children....

"Not interested."

That is not at all fair.

If you lie to me, how can I trust you. I may not like the truth, but then it is my decision what to do about it. you want privacy with me and .. other things but you lie to me. That will not work.

I was sent an email where the woman pictured on the photograph had tatooed on the front of her neck and upper chest

                           Charles

                                 is my

                Master

Of course these letters covered from the middle of her neck onto the chest.   Now I am wondering what the heck charles is doing to her.  I am wondering if she ever sees herself without charles or will she date a Charles all her life becaude of the tatoo.  I am wondering how much it costs and how much pain will be endured to remove such a tatoo.  I am wondering how dumb this chick is.

I am looking for Dominant women and submissive women in the dallas fort worth area for friendship and comradery.  I would like to spend more casual time with these women as friends, acquaintances, companions.  It would be nice to freely discuss the lifestyle without censoring my words because of vanilla ears and sensibilities. MVB

If a submissive has surrended to me, the submissive is my boi, and anything that is done for Me, with Me, or on my behalf is "service."  And "service" takes many forms... indeed it does. MVB

There is a wonderful new feature here that shows new local members. How wonderful and what a nice idea!  So I m browsing the area and there for the world to see, in spectacular detail, is a male's ass hole.  Yes, an asshole.  He did every thing but open it!!   How can a male think someone wants to see his ass hole?  It is bewildering to me. MVB 

Quote from a journal entry "One thing that gets Me, is so called Dommes, they say that they are a Domme, but when looking at the profile and seeing their pics, they look and act more like a slave or sub, but then again, a woman has no right to claim a Mans role and a man should not degrade himself to be a slave/sub, how degrading and dispicable, to kneel before a mere woman, when its the womans place to kneel before a Man.  It just baffels Me."
"How interesting.  Change a few sentiments and my thoughts exactly.  What really gets me is that I often call males "mere males." LOL!!  A coincidence?  Obviously this person is jaded.  Does a slave have a special look?  Maybe a dom does, but none I have seen.

Today, I talked on Yahoo to a single slave on Collarme who is located in the Dallas-Fort Worth area.  He sounded intelligent, gave thoughtful truthful answers, and when I talked to him earlier this year, was available for ownership.  For some reason, I did not consider him seriously as a candidate.  Why?  I have no clue now. It is a balancing act between those who are merely looking for someone to cheat on their wives with and someone who is a seriously seeking ownership and is really actually available for ownership or use. It ranges from the sincere (rare) to the ones that not only have their own agenda but who want to you follow it to the letter.  For instance there is the sub who wants to enact his fantasy where he is one of the remaining rare males left on a different planet and I (yes I am included) am the “older” Amazon who captures him and uses him for sex having to keep his whereabouts secret from my Amazonian sisters who would surely steal him from me and use him themselves.  Can you say top from the bottom?  Can you say I barely am included?  Can you say I have no say in this fantasy?  Can you just go to a professional and pay for what you want? ... Obviously still seeking.

I am home from my vacation.  The trip down was excellent on American Airlines. I did well while I was gone and thoroughly enjoyed myself.  There was so much to do.  Even though I was in Orlando, I never touched Disney property.   I was able to enjoy travel though I wish mightily that I had company.  Daytona beach was only about an hour away and you can drive a car on the beach.  Are you kidding me?  wow!!  There I was in this condo with room to spare and all beds empty but mine. Hopefully, this time next year I will have a submissive to accompany me and the place or a similar place will not be empty.

There was a dark party this weekend, the first dark party I have ever attended.  So, I went more for curiosity than anything else.  This is the first party with this group that I have gone to that was not at all well attended by Dommes.  After all it was a Domme group.  I think I found one of the male submissive types that is attractive to me.  he was a generic male with beard, that does not cross dress.  Whhhhat??  Yep,  you heard me.  While I have nothing against cross dressers, someone who does not cross dress has a different appeal.  I watched while one of the Dommes picked him up and carried him across the room.  The look on his face was priceless!!  I liked that look and the feelings behind it.  I envision an island with ?weak? males and interesting times.

If all you have to offer me is an excuse about why you cannot give me the picture that I request for a proper introduction, then don't bother me.. This means attach it to the message and do not try and send me on a trip on the web to search for it.  I am well worth the time it takes for you to  introduce yourself to me as I determine is appropriate.

If you do not agree ..then. hey! Why bother me in the first place?

I was asked last night if I wanted to watch a sub play with his toys on web cam.  Why do subs see this as a suitable activity for a Domme?  Was it my idea?  Did I ask you for it?  No, and no.  It was your idea, done for your own self-satisfaction and oh, well, there is a Domme.  Surely her watching it will make it better.    Let me see? I can tell her to watch it in the guise of a request?  Better yet, will she be dumb enough to think I am going this for her?...and Am I stupid enought to think she is that dumb?  Am I trying to top from the bottom again?  Well surely that is not right, I mean, after all I was going to do it anyway, with or without her presence.  Why is she uninterested?  Get a clue! 

Why would I want to see you play with yourself?  It is not something I am controlling or directing.  Better yet, Domme yourself.. you have it down pat and you are, after all, are you not doing all this for yourself anyway?  you are probably most likely an exhibitionist or a self-abusing constantly masturbating freak anyway.  you don't get me and I certainly don't need you.

MVB 

Are you a non-smoker?  Does your ass ache for corporal punishment?  ARE you an organization freak?  Do you have spare time?  Can you interest and amuse me?  Can you be interested and amused?  Are you a fun person?  Are you in or close to dfw?
Leave me a yollah!

How is it the people that live closest to  you are not more eligible than the ones that live "across the pond?"  This is a very interesting fact.  Prove me wrong.