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lustfulsoulami

Not real sure where to begin. I am new and am seeking an experience mistress/goddess to guild me, train me, lead me to enlightening. I am very open minded and am eager and willing to learn.

Curious and eager to be explored. A desire of kinky, taboo, pushed to unknown limits under an experience strong sexy feminine authoritative type woman. A need to be at thy mercy I crave behind closed doors. Have a desire to try new things, in need of exploring different avenues. I like a woman of all shapes or sizes and age is only as old as you feel. I tend to be attracted to women older than me still till this day. I am very curious and feel a need to be handled, to submit, explored, made to serve a woman of experience. One that understands my need to submit and can guide me as she knows best for me. Allowing me to learn what i must learn. I am very open minded,have strong desire to explore my submissive side and am sure with the right woman will do my up most best to follow all that she ask, that she may find me pleasing and a willing subject. That I may be allowed to continue to serve and learn as my journey will lead with her guiding wisdom.

Now with that said A Mistress/goddess willing to train should know that although i seek real time ultimately. discretion is  a must for i am married. Am willing to be train online to start with and will be glad to let you know how to im me, And before you ask it . the short of it is that she doesn't share the desire to dominate, not her cup of tea so to speak. And yes i have offered, bought books and even some toys... all  of which are just collecting dust. And besides i am not interested in topping from the bottom as they say... need a woman that actually enjoys being dominant, being pleasing and subjected to her wants of use of me is part of the excitement for me.  Have strong want to serve, to release control of body and mind to a strong powerful woman.
 An overpowering desire to explore my submissive side.

Well i hope that i have expressed myself well enough and that i find  one willing to  guide me on this journey.
MagicWinds
 
 Age: 28
 Brick, New Jersey