loyalsub4one

NEED A SPANKING SO BAD RIGHT NOW. 

Wish i could find a female play partner who wants to spank me and tie me up.

so damn tired of all the liars cheaters and fakes..... if you can not be real then dont waste my time.... dont say this and that then dont follow through..

  tired of being told i will call you or text you but then hours go by and nothing.

   you want me to be honest and that is what i ask for in return.

i  refuse to let myself be hurt anymore. i would rather be alone  than to be hurt again.

I am learning more and more ever day about who i am and who i truely want to be.  I love being the owned property of someone. Of being held accountable for all that i say and do. i know all that i say and do is a reflection on my owner and i try to be the best that I can be so that I will not bring Her any disgrace.

   i am learning that besides just wanting to be spanked i crave the spankings. i crave the pain that comes with them. I am learning to find the joy in the pain, the pleasure in the pain and the release in the pain.  It seems as if i can not get enough of having my ass spanked red .