LovingSir


LovingMaster33 Male Submissive, 38, Annapolis, Maryland	LovingDom72 Male Dominant, 30, Orangeburg, South Carolina	lovinlady Female Submissive, 55, SanDiego, California

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	About LovingSir After my first marriage divorce, I tried letting my Dom nature out. Stumbling at first, then, as I met more in the lifestyle, I found that this newly fledged me soared. That was nearly thirty years ago and Ive thrived. Over ten years ago, I met, and later married, my perfect pleasure sub. With a less than perfect ending, she has died from Stage 4 breast cancer after two years of struggle. But life goes on.

I've been in the lifestyle for nearly twenty years. A decade ago, I was fortunate enough to find a wonderfully submissive woman whose every desire is pleasing me. Then, three weeks ago she was diagnosed with fourth stage breast cancer. I am shaken to the root of my very being that my sweet girl may be gone soon. I'm still trying to come to grips with this. (More later...)

From a drive to the Vacaville munch:
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GOING DOWN TO WINTERS

Rising?to this Spring afternoon,
California's backroads wind
Past hills soft as breasts.

Bursting forth, the purple lupine and
Pennyroyal, and these orange California poppies,
Singing lyrics of the ferment underground.

In the valley below
Peacocks are driven to
Frenzied caa-caalls?at passing cars,?
Drunk?in the perfumed air sweetened by
Aromas of blossoming orange.

To the east, this half moon
Pushes through skies so blue as to be felt;
White balloon, floating half-full,
Rising to meet the sunset.

Very cold today in the hills above Napa Valley. There's light, wispy stratocirrus coming in from the North; always a sign of rain in a few days here. This is my first public journal; as such, it's quite different than the journals I've written for my eyes only. I know that when I go to read some of those older journals from decades past, I cringe at the words that I put to paper as my abilities and self-knowledge have grown. So it goes. Currently, I live in this house in a small, narrow canyon where at night you can hear the wind soughing through the valley oaks and pines. I've grown to love sitting in the yard or on the porch, enjoying a cigar (yes, I smoke cigars, but to quote a former President, "I never inhaled."), listening to the woodpeckers with their staccato calls and flights, the buzz of a hummingbird coming over to check me out, and, at night, with blazing stars overhead, the crunching of the deer eating everything in their path.

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